Freedom
I've been obedient,quite and calm. As much as I'm liking it around here I've realized nothing can get pass these walls... technically my father doesn't know I'm here and he can't find me no matter how much he tries. So I'll just have to make an escape for myself.
I took my time with Annabelle on walks and strolls monitoring different angles of the palace, checking every spot I can be safe in crossing through the other side _ outside these walls
And I've found the perfect place to visit next...
"Can we go to the market?" I knew my request is giving me away... he's good at reading minds and I've made mine as plain as a white cloth
*No!" A plain no won't stop me
"Why?" ...he shouldn't doubt me...? I've been good
"Because you're up to no good!" .... that's harsh
"You should doubt me too much... I only want to have a stroll. And I'm not going alone... I'm going with Annabelle and her doll... and with some couple of guards if you can spare!" I just shot myself in the foot... but win some,lose some! The look in his eyes doesn't actually mean he agrees with me... he's probably contemplating in his mind whether to agree or not!
"Okay... you should be back before noon.. or else Annabelle gets it!" He's been threatening me with the sweet little girl for awhile now. I just don't want him to have her for now...
"Can't you just accept that you're too rough and hungry and the little girl needs rest? I'm sure there are professional whores outside the palace or in the palace that would glady satisfy your unsatisfying lifestyle!"
Just by staying with him I'm getting to rash,too mouthy and expressive....!!
"I was thinking if you'll like to take Annabelle's place for a night? Besides I've been thinking of how fast I can make you say my name!" He didn't just say that to me did he...? How rude and vulgar!
"You're a pervert and a flirt... don't you think you can ever lay a finger on me!! I'll just have to kill you!"
He's laughing...this beast is laughing at me...? How distasteful
"You can't do anything about it...When I want you which I actually do but I'm locking it in...and If I can't anymore... you're really going to go sky high in screaming my name... I'll definitely make sure of that Letty!"
I couldn't move for awhile...
A wet underneath just surfaced and I can believe this beast caused it...
"In your dreams...be careful for what you wished for your highness!" Not walking but running in deep breaths...
It's time to go outside!!
"Really...he agreed! I can't imagine how much effect you have on him?" Annabelle whined like a child...while her little doll scoffs
"That's because he knows who my father is!" Boasting of a fatherly confidence is something I haven't done all my life... and I can believe the strong Violet is letting her guard down bit by bit.
First thing tomorrow... I'll start my training, I can't slack off. Breaking from these chain once more will be difficult and perhaps bloody so I must be prepared!
Zatan is quite generous with this beautiful clothes he gave Anna and I...and of course 15 guards to accompany us....how delightful!
Beauty was an understatement of what the outside world is...the clouds,market tricks,voices, buying and selling is so amazing. They have lots of stuff here and I used to think he's a bad man and a bad king who doesn't care....
Just take a look at these people smiling so happily as they buy and sell. Talk about buying Anna has been busy doing that. And it was the first I saw Barbella laughed and smiled without eating her teeth and tongue at me in anger.
It was getting dark,and Anna is drunk...
They have very good wine here...of course I took extra for the road, but Anna drank too many the guard had to carry her with my permission.
"Had a good time?" Look who finally showed up
"Yes...and thank you for letting us go outside today. Your kingdom is very beautiful... I thought you're a bad tyrant.. I guess I was wrong...for once.!"
He only smiled and it's getting creepy
"You're smiling too much!"
"So I shouldn't smile anymore...? Well I only smile at you!"
"So cringe and cheesy...! I got you something!"
I couldn't just go out graciously without getting him something
"It's nice...you have a good eye!" It's a wristband with a golden Z letter on it. I thought the initials fits him perfectly
"Glad you like it! And I also go you this...!" The finest wine
"Wine...? That's why Anna is drunk?" ....he hasn't called her name so shortly before...glad we're making progress
"Yes... she drank too much and I saved up some for you...to say thank you!" Since he's been smiling a lot, I gave him my best smile in the book....
"Let's drink!"
I'll like to say.... I don't have any alcohol tolerance anymore. He added few more wine from his collection and guess who's drunk...
"You're drunk Letty!" He smiles again...ugggg...this man is really something
"Shut up!" ....it looks like I yelled but I can't hear it anyways
His stares was too much I had to turn...wish I didn't
His lips was so soft...and I didn't find myself resisting him. This is the closest I've ever been with a man in my entire life. It went deeper and further and longer than it was to be.... isn't there a stop time for kissing....?
She didn't resist, I can tell she panicked but smug it off. It's all alcohol... but regardless I can feel a vibrant of her soul yearning for more so I gave it to her.
This is the farthest I've gone in holding her...her smooth skin was all red from blushing but she didn't push me away and I didn't stop.
Her breathing pace was getting smaller... I had to stop
But who can resist something this good and with the after sweet taste of the wine on her lips and tongue...it was all beyond perfection.
She slumps in my arms, asleep and breathing normal again. I can't wait for tomorrow... she'll definitely freak out and throw me a thousands questions.
I still can't find it reasonable...my soft soft for her is increasing and I find myself wanting every fiber of her self and being...
I want her so badly but I won't rush it
"I'll definitely make you want me more Violet... I promise you... you'll want me to touch you,love you and do so many wicked things to you sweetheart. Just a little bit longer!"
Patting her smooth hair.. the night turned dark.