Please... I Accept... Let Me

[PARK]

He was fucked, that much Alpha Park knew, especially when King Agust walked right past him, without saying so much as a word. He looked bloodied as hell, and it wasn't because of the three Lycans he had just murdered. 

The King reeked of wolves and the Alpha stepped back in shock. 

He hadn't expected this, but then with Agust, expectations had a way of killing the soul either way. It was always best to stay without them, a valuable lesson that the young Alpha was about to learn in the most unpleasant of ways.

"Xi—'' Alpha Park began, as he watched the Lycan King walk into a place like he was invisible. 

He wanted to explain something, anything. Alpha Park felt like he had been caught lacking and he didn't want that to be what the king thought of him, which was strange, given how vocal he had been with his spite for the man walking in there. 

He couldn't handle it when he saw the King like that, and with how he was dressed, Alpha Park wanted to say anything. Something, but would he even get the chance, when the King was not even bothering with him?

"Not a word, Jiminie. Not a word," the King said and the Alpha stared defiantly at the man who was now inside the palace. 

The Alpha was still outside the palace, standing at the doors like he was daring the King to come for him. Well, he did want the King to come after him. if that got him talking to the man, but what else could he do right now? 

He could smell the chaos from a mile away in an eye somehow, the Alpha was hopeful.

"What happened to you out there? Why are you covered in werewolf blood? What did you do, Agust?" Alpha Park asked.

His mention of King Agust's name, made the King stop in his tracks and turn to look at the young Alpha, while his magic took the three dead bodies to where they were supposed to be in the huge place – the endless hallways.

"Agust?" the King asked with a scoff like he was shocked the Alpha wasn't calling him Xiao anymore. 

He couldn't admit it, but it felt strange hearing his name from the pretty Alpha's mouth, even on such occasions, maybe he had thought they were making progress, but what was the chance that it all didn't mean shit in the end?

"Isn't that your name, oh great Lycan King?" Alpha Park asked, his voice dripping with sarcasm and curiosity. He wanted to know what had happened out there and defiance would get him the answers then he would do it.

"Come here," Agust said softly, his eyes softening at the alpha, but he wasn't buying it.

"I'm good where I'm at. I don't let myself be trapped with our barbaric self in there anymore. I don't care if I have to live out here for the rest of my life. I'd rather stay here without you," Alpha Park said.

He was lying through his teeth, especially since his desire was once again pooling in his skirt. It was just a matter of time before his slick dripped down his milky thighs. However, he was choosing to ignore that. 

He wouldn't admit to the King that just a breath of his scent was enough to get the Alpha high and horny. He wouldn't let himself be sued like that, but what was he to do when his body was selling him out every time he was around the King? What was he to make of that?

"You smell so good," the King said, his eyes coated with lust, and for a moment, the Alpha thought that the King would come to him.

"Tell me what happened and you can have me," Alpha Park said and the King let out a maniacal cackle like he couldn't believe what he was hearing. Maybe he had finally gone insane or maybe he was just enjoying the show a little too much. 

What the hell was the alpha even thinking?

"Oh yeah? Well, good luck with that… Dripping Park," the King said as he walked back into the palace and shut the doors, leaving the Alpha outside wondering what the hell had just happened. 

Alpha Park then bent to look at his slick dripping down his thighs, as he cursed himself for always being dysfunctional in front of the King who had called him a lot of names. 

Sighing, the Alpha leaned on the wall beside the door, casually slidiing down the wall and sitting on the ground. He wasn't sure what was happening to him or even how his life had become this. 

He hated Agust with all he had yet at the same time, he wanted him with every ounce of him. It was a hard call for him, and he wished he could control his body and sires. He wished there was more he could do to free himself of the barbarian. 

So, he just whispered the same words he had spelled out to the King on their first meeting.

"I, Park Jimin, of the Kiyoto pack, reject you, Ming Xiao Zhu of the Lycans," the Alpha began but then he heard a laugh in the distance. 

He was sure it was all in his head, but then he ignored it. Maybe that was just the King messing with him again, or maybe he was finally losing his mind, barely three days after being captured and fucked senseless by the King.

"I'll just leave this place then," Alpha Par said before he began walking towards the palace gates. 

He was done sitting and waiting for Agust to come to open the doors for him. The man was prideful and he would prove to the King that he didn't need the man. If anything, he was going home besides, as he had finally gotten his chance at freedom. 

One foot in front of the other Alpha Park walked to the gates, and pulled them open, only to meet no resistance. It was almost like the king was letting him off that easily and it hurt for a moment,

Park Jimin expected the King to show up before him, to stop him from leaving.

He had been hoping Agust would come to laugh at him and tell him just how stupid it was for him to try and leave the cursed palace, especially with Lycans roaming around and beyond the gates, but then he didn't get anything. 

"He doesn't want me anymore?" Alpha Park whimpered as the gates shut right after he walked out. He tried to open them to get back in, but they wouldn't budge. He was being let go, like he had always wanted, but why did it hurt so bad? 

What Kind of freedom did hurt like this? 

"Xiao Xiao, open the gates, please," Alpha Park called out, but all he got was nothing. Not even the voice that was in his head earlier. It was like the King was done with him, but what would the Alpha do about the emptiness that was filling him up? 

What was he supposed to do now that the King had given him a taste of the forbidden and threw him out? But then didn't the alpha reject the King?

"I won't reject you again… I… I accept you Ming Xiao Zhu as my mate," Alpha Park whispered in desperation, accepting the bond in the hope that he would come for him, but he got nothing. 

Maybe Agust really didn't want him this time, right?