A POTION TO BREAK THE BOND BETWEEN MY MATE AND I

"He's coming." Mrs Rollins said with a grave look on her face.

"Who is coming?." I asked her in fear.

"Lycan. He's coming, quickly, drink it." She said opening the lid.

"I thought you said three drops." I told her.

"There is no time to measure it goddammit!." She yelled shoving the bottle in my hand, it wasn't even transparent, I didn't know if she was giving me blue or green poison.

Immediately it touched my tongue, I gagged, it tasted like gall. I was supposed to consistently drink this for how long?. 

"This tastes so bad." I said to her.

"Don't you dare throw it up." She said sternly.

"Let's go, come, hide..." She said pushing me behind a big room, I felt as if the floor was water and I fell to the ground.

"Easy... You probably took too much." Mrs Rollins said looking at my face.

"Is it bad?." I asked her.

Her face was pale and white.

She opened a door and that led to another big room. 

" My chest... " I cried softly, it was as if my heart was catching fire. "Am I dying?." I asked her clutching to her shoulders so that I wouldn't fall to the ground and slump.

"You'll be fine. Kaya, please I need you to hide. I can't thank you enough for the sacrifice you're making now, Lycan as an alpha needs an extremely strong Luna." She was saying.

"What?." I asked in confusion.

She shook her head.

"You wouldn't understand. If you take this consistently for eight weeks, he wouldn't be able to find you, have a great life. If you need anything, any assistance you know where to find me." She said pushing me through the back door.

"Wait, please don't send me out now, I feel like I need to get to the hospital." I said, my voice was small and forced.

"He's already at the gate!." She yelled pushing me away. "I can't take you to the hospital Kaya, this isn't something doctors can fix and also I need to attend to Lycan if not he would follow me and then take you... He would detest me for ever and I can't... I don't want that, that would be a disaster." Mrs Rollins said.

I stumbled out, I laid down behind a tree. I was still in the compound.

"What have you done!." Lycan's voice rose to the heavens, it was more than a yell, more than a growl, it was like a roar.

I could see him but I doubted that he would ever see me. He entered into the house and after some few minutes, he walked out through the back door. 

To my surprise he started walking towards my direction. My eyes shone in shock, I rose to my feet and I ran through the gates.

The security opened the door quickly without maintaining eye contact.

"What have I become?." I asked myself looking down at my hands, my skin was glowing white.

My visions were doubled, I saw three trees instead of one, but I could walk perfectly. St least it was an improvement, after a while my visions became better. 

I kept on visualizing my future life from here, it didn't seem encouraging, working in a company, being paid the minimum wage to my hardwork, a normal life, a normal house not a mansion, a normal guy with a dick not as big as Lycan's... Somewhere under seven inches... I groaned, Lycacs dick was so fucking big and so fucking fat, my dream life was with Lycan.... But he kills people without even batting an eyelash.... Well those people had hurt me and he made it clear that he would kill anybody that hurt me... 

"What the Fuck is wrong with me." I exclaimed. 

" Hey beautiful. " I heard a rough voice and I was forced to stop in my tracks. 

"Who are you?." I asked as he advanced towards me.

He was muscular, he had strong hands that looked like they could bend steel, his blue eyes looked like they glowed in the darkness. 

"Who are you?." I asked him.

"I'm Alaric, Alpha of the blood moon pack." 

Lycan's POV

I was certain that I was going crazy. I woke up and she wasn't there, Kaya wasn't there. She promised that she would not leave me, she lied, she's gone.

I followed her scent immediately and it wasn't such a big surprise when it led to my mother's house. 

I climbed down from the car and I saw her car parked in front.

"Where is she?." I asked my mother who was standing in front of her entrance door. 

"I'm sorry Lycan, you'll grow out of the bond but for now Lycan, she's gone." My mother said.

Immediately my world was crumbling before me, it was tearing apart and I felt my wolf clawing me, threatening to break, wanting to destroy everything. 

"What have you done?." I asked my mother.

I felt the tears on my cheeks, that was when I realized that I was crying. My mother saw the tears and her eyes widened in sudden shock.

"You never cry, not even when you were a child." My mother muttered to herself.

"Kaya, where are you, please come out we're going home." I pleaded entering Into the living room.

"Lycan she's gone." My mother said.

"She was here..." I retorted. 

Her scent was fading, I didn't know why but It was as if I was loosing the ability to smell her, my eyes fell on the wooden box on the table and I turned to my mother.

"No, don't tell me you gave her that thing." I inquired.

"I did, I'm sorry." She said.

" It could kill her!." I yelled.

" She might be fine..." My mother measured the probability. 

"How can I find her... Tell me how I can find her and I'll do whatever you want. You want me to conquer ten wild packs right now I'll do it mum, just tell me where Kaya went." I pleaded.

"It's for our own good. If you step down as Alpha because of that human girl we are all doomed, the blood moon pack would hunt down humans every night until they're wiped from the face of the earth. And we would become slaves to him, he would kill Kaya too or make you watch him have sex with her... Something cruel, this is for your own good!."

I felt empty and lifeless, without a soul. The potion was working rapidly, tearing I and Kaya's bond apart, soon, after consistency with the potion, she would cease to be mine.

I needed to find her quickly.

I stepped out through the back door, I made my way for my mother's orchard.

"Lycan, you should listen to me." My mother said.

I couldn't find her any where in the compound, I needed to find her outside. I felt a stab in my heart, it was like the last string that held Kaya and I together was yanked off, she was in trouble.

The pain was unbearable, the last thing I remember was hitting the ground.