Love vs. Sex | Emiya

"Em?" she called softly as her hand slid back up to his chest?

"Hmmm?" His voice cracked as he stared daggers at the ceiling, trying to contain himself as she touched him.

"Are you in love with me?" Sliding her hand up to his neck and into his hair, lifting his head, so he was forced to look at her, she kept her eyes focused on his. "I know you love me but are you in love with me?"

He was a needy, flaming mess of desire. She could see it in his eyes as they bore into her soul.

"Yes, desperately. Every day I fight the urge to devour you with all the love I have for you."

"And why don't you give in?"

He raised a shaky hand to her cheek and smiled as he stroked it. "Because it's not what you want. I want you to want me and never need anyone else. I want you to crave me as I crave you. Without that, it's just meaningless, selfish sex."

Ria's heart ached as she realized how hard this had been for him and how selfish she had been. "Em." Taking his hand, she laced their fingers together.

"Yes, Ria..?"

"If I told you I loved you, what would happen?"

His body visibly shuddered. "I would no longer have a reason to hold back, and I would commit my life, body, and soul to you, to cherish you, for all of eternity."

Smiling, she then leaned in to kiss him softly before saying the thing that both released her and bound her. "I love you, Em."

Then faster than she thought possible, she had been picked up and carried, dripping wet, out of the tub to the bedroom where she was laid on the bed with Emiya's body kneeling over her.

"Em, I'm still wet!" Her protests falling on deaf ears.

Bringing his lips to her ear, he seductively whispers, "Not wet enough. I intend to make you much wetter." He then pressed his lips to hers, kissing her as he pinned both her wrists above her head with his left hand as his right reached down to part her legs gently so he could kneel between them.

Though her face was flush with embarrassment, his eyes and touch were soft. There was no bestial lust causing him to bite too hard or ram into her off the bat, as had been her experience in the past. Just a warmth that slowly rose from the pit of her core as he took his time, savoring every inch.

"If there is anything you don't like or want me to do, please tell me. I want this to be as amazing for you as it will be for me."

"Em, you don't know that. I'm a good sixty hmmnnnnn!"

Wrapping his lips around her erect nipple he bit just enough to cause a jolt of pleasure to shoot through her body rewarding her foolishness with bridled teasing . "Unless you have something constructive to say, shut up. I only want to hear three things: one....". He turned his attention to her neglected nipple which he licked with the tip of his tongue "how much pleasure you are in, two..." he raised his lips to nibble the base of her neck as his free hand ran up her inner thigh, "my name, and three..." he shifted again to lick the rim of her ear, speaking softly, "what you want me to do to you."

Her mind was swimming as she had never been made love to before and was overwhelmed by the pleasure she felt just from the first sensual caressed. Turning her head to capture his lips, she kissed him with emotional need.

"Em, release my hands. I need to touch you."

Then the pressure on her hands was gone, and she was able to dig her fingers into his hair, letting her grab tufts so she could push his lips against hers as he pulled her to a kneeling position; his hands starting to run down her back and over her ass before pulling her against him. Groaning into his lips as she drank in how amazing his body felt, it felt like each touch of his fingers ignited a fire where his contact was moments ago. As his hands cupped her ass, letting his fingers dig deep into its plush surface, he gently bit down on her shoulder, causing her back to arch and her sex to rub up against his erection.

Feeling her clit throb, she let the feeling consume her entire body until she completely ached for him. Running her hands down his back, he sighed in pleasure before kissing back down her neck and collar bone.

"Your body is as amazing as I imagined it to be. I don't ever want you to hide it from me on purpose again." His lips brushed slowly down to her breast, where he kissed down the side while teasing the other nipple with his fingers hardening the pink flesh effortlessly.

Gasping, she called out his name in a whine, "Em!"

Driven by her sounds, he kissed down her side grabbing her waist and rolling onto his back, pulling her on top of him. Instinctively bracing with her hands, she hovered slightly over him; giving him the perfect opportunity to slide his body down through her legs until his face was in line with her pussy.

Taking her ass in his hands, he pulled her hips down, so the lips of her sex met his tongue. Once within reach, he feverishly began licking and sucking her clit with the full length of his tongue causing cries of pleasure as her knees tried to give out, and she almost fell on his face smothering him.

Between his tongue and the feeling of his hands on her nipples as he tugged on them while eating her out, Ria couldn't help but ride his face. It had been so long since sex felt even remotely this good, and she now desperately needed more. Before she could grind into his lips Em lifted her a little and stuck two fingers into her pussy, causing her to lean forward slightly and brace her weight on her hands.

Embarrassed and aroused at the lewd sucking sounds her pussy made as it swallowed his fingers she tried to pull forward and change positions but he just thrust them deep within her before turning and curling so he could massage her distended G-Spot. No longer possessed with the desire to resist him, she began to fuck his hand and ride his tongue at the same time until fluid started to drip out of her marking her incoming orgasm.

Now desperate to feel him fill her, she looked back over her shoulder and called to him. "Em, I need you. Lie back so I can ride you."

Tearing his face away, he slid back up between her legs until his hips lined up with her. She could see he wanted her as much as she wanted him to penetrate her. Where Cú would have teased her about being needy, Emiya drank it in wanting her to want him in any way possible.

Placing his hands on her hips, he gently guided them above his erection until she was in position. Letting his hands rest on her hips he waited for her to proceed. Sitting there a moment staring into his eyes, she suddenly felt a wave of insecurity.

"Em, please don't hurt me."

His eyes went wide and then sad. "Rina, I would never!" Then he blushed.

"Rina?" She raised an eyebrow.

"It's my nickname for you. Kind of a combination of your name and mine."

"You are so cute, Em." A blush sprinkling her face as she smiled down at him feeling herself fill with warmth and need at how much of her he has come to possess without hardly trying.

"I'm not trying to be cute; I'm just that in love with you." His eyes met hers, boring into her soul with smoldering sincerity.

"I know you aren't trying to be, but unfortunately for you, that's what you end up being, which isn't a bad thing. But what is a bad thing is that your cuteness happens to turn me on, and now that I'm turned on..." leaning down, Ria licks his ear. "I need you to make love to me." With the last word hanging in the air, she lowers down onto him, letting his girth stretch her slowly and deliciously while his length penetrates deeper and deeper into her core. Digging her nails into his chest as he fills her inch by slow inch, he grunts in repressed pleasure, his fingers digging into her ass roughly. Once her hips hit him, she sits up and begins rolling her hips forward and back while his hands make sure they stay in contact.

After a few thrusts, his face was flushed, and he sat up, wrapping her legs around his hips, causing him to bottom out every time she pulled him inside her. Needing to feel more, he kissed and bit across her skin, becoming more aggressive as his breathing quickened.

"Rina." His voice moans his name for her as he devours her bare skin and tangles his hands in her hair, stoking the flames blazing throughout her body, which begs for release as much as it craves more. Feeling her desire on a visceral level, he takes two fingers and carefully inserts them in her mouth soaking them with saliva before leaning back and placing them at her clit. "I want to cum inside you. I want to feel you convulse around me as I fill you with everything I am and want to be for you."

Bracing against the headboard, so her body doesn't crumple as he thrusts into her, all Ria can do against his gentle but intense ministrations on her clit as he slides in and out of her seeping and convulsing pussy is moan and gasp.

"That's it. Sing for me. Coat me in the love only you can give me. Swallow me whole so no one knows where you end and I begin." His soft words of encouragement and love bring tears to her eyes and soon she is crying in pleasure in every way possible while her cunt drips fluid every time he pulls out even a little. His name leaves her lips over and over as she moans and whines at a higher and louder pace until finally, her ecstasy peaks.

"Em. EM? OH GOD, EM!"

Removing his fingers from her clit Em quickly takes her legs and sets them over his shoulders before thrusting deep inside her burying himself to the hilt as she cried out her release at the tail end of his name. Releasing the headboard, she grabbed his ass, trying to thrust him even deeper inside as hard as she can, wanting her core to ache. Biting her lip as the waves of pleasure washed intensely over her every nerve feels fried making her whole body spasm. Holding her breath for a few seconds as her walls convulse around him, Emiya finally releases his orgasm deep inside her.

For several breathless moments, they stay that way, breathing heavily before Emiya removes her legs from his shoulders and his eyes begin traveling over her body, slowly drinking in her after pleasure state. Blushing, she ignored it, but he had already caught her watching.

"Are you alright? I didn't hurt you, did I?"

"Sex has never been that amazing. Even if it was, it was only briefly. Remind me never to underestimate you in bed or pass up an opportunity to let you fuck the hell out of me."

He growls as his face blushed, and he leaned down to bite the underside of her breast playfully. "I don't want to hurt you."

"But being sore in the morning is sometimes part of the fun." She smiled down at him as she stroked his cheek. "Did you not enjoy it?"

"You will never have to worry about that. If it were up to me, round two would have already started. I want my lips never to leave your body, and I want to always be inside you. It's frustrating to have to choose one over the other sometimes."

Her eyes go wide. "You want to go again already?"

He smirked, and she squeaked as she found herself flipped over and gently guided to a kneeling position so her back was facing his chest. Making sure to collect her face gently, Ria suddenly felt her head tilt so he can kiss and bite her neck as the other hand reaches around to tease her nipples again. Letting his lips trail down her slightly salty body, he takes a slow path down and back up her neck until both nipples have hardened.

Raising the first two fingers of his right hand to trace her bottom lip until she parts them, he covers as much of the plush surface as he can with saliva from her tongue before he drops them back between her legs to massage her clit.

"Cum again for me, Rina. Please."

It was a command, not a request, and it turned her wet all over again in an instant. Never had Cú pleaded with her for her release. Hearing such a thing now from Em in his deep husky voice as his hand began to tease her clit languidly opened the flood gates of desire. It didn't help his lips stayed on her ear, neck, and shoulders while his free hand tugged, pinched, and circled her nipples, causing her to whine her desire, which escalated rapidly.

When his fingers lost their wetness, he would penetrate her dripping lower lips before renewing his ministrations, letting her orgasm build and then recede. It didn't take long for her to bite her lips and start moaning as she tried to ride his fingers.

"That's it. Show me how badly you want me to fill you." His words a seductive purr in her ear as he removed his hand from her breast to take his erection and place the bulb at her slick opening. Pressing it just barely into her slit, he continued to tease her clit as he ran the head of his cock up and down her slickness, pushing just barely inside but never penetrating her.

Pussy contracting in anticipation, Ria now rocked against his head, trying to catch it in the rim of her slit so she can slam down onto his hips and sheath him completely. Damn, she wanted him. Every fucking inch and it was brutal that he should wish to play with her like this. But he wasn't Cú, and this wasn't just sex.

Whining like a spoiled child, Ria pleaded, "Em, this isn't fair. You shouldn't take advantage of me when I'm weak like this."

Releasing his cock he placed his hand at her waist before pulling her back and against him forcing her to kneel as the other hand massaged her clit more intensely as the other moves up her torso to her throat, where he lifts her chin to expose its sensitive skin so his teeth can sink into its delicate flesh.

"So very weak. Don't lie. You know you love me teasing you until you think you will go mad." Biting and sucking hard enough to leave a purple bruise, Emiya adjusts his hips, so his cock is once again at her slit, allowing him to easily thrust into her as his teeth sink into the thick tendon that runs the length of her neck. "But if it is too much for you, I will give you what you want this time."

Once in, Emiya released her neck and placed his hand on her shoulder, pressing her gently down so she bent in half, putting her breasts flat on the bed and her ass as high in the air as it could go.

"Is this more like what you wanted? Do you want me to fuck you hard and fast until you scream my name and soak the bed, your face suffocating into the mattress with each thrust?" His hand slides down to her ass, which he massages the cheeks of intermittently.

"Yes, Em, please fuck me hard. God, I need you again."

"As you wish but don't expect me to have sympathy if you bite off more than you can chew."

True to his word Emiya's thrusts damn near broke the headboard as he braced against it with one hand for leverage and her ass with the other, making sure he didn't slip out.

"Fuck Rina."

Taking his hand from her clit Ria replaced it with hers as she spread her legs wider apart, making him go even deeper into her core. With thrusts so powerful and passions so high, they came again simultaneously, but this time he pulled her down next to him. Wrapping his arm around her as he snuggled into her hair, pressing their bodies together before whispering in the loving way she was coming to adore.

"I can't even tell you how in love with you I am. I need you desperately." His hand ran up and down her stomach lovingly. "I need to make love to you over and over so that you know how close to you I want to be."

Squirming in embarrassment, he released his grip enough to allow her to turn around and curl into his chest.

"Hold me, Em."

Smiling contentedly, he did as she asked, holding her against his chest as she snuggled into him, praying when she woke up this would not have been a dream.