day 1of trip(He is still heartless and I am still helpless")

Jihara looks at Kakeru in surprise And as soon as Kakeru's eyes meet his, Kakeru whispers angrily "fuck" Why is he looking at me like that with his small eyes? ,

Kakeru feels as if there were many questions and answers in Jihara's eyes, Kakeru says in a heavy voice "Why are you looking at me with strange eyes?" I just said what I felt Moon and my life are very similar But he was luckier than me ,at least he had a lover like you , who cares about him , I didn't have any such.

If there was someone then...? So would you adopt him?Suppose if a boy was your lover, would you accept him?

On Jihara's question, KAKERU looks at him"""" and says with a devil smile """" If that boy was as smooth and soft as you, then I would have accepted him.....but only on the bed ,

Jihara did not give any reply after listening to Kakeru's words,And after being silent for a while he asks "Do you want to sleep with me?"

He was socked.... and said ,,,,,,,what? Kakeru was surprised by such a question from Jihara , and then a voice came from behind """"So you are here?

Kakeru and Jihara turned around at the same time and saw Chishiya standing behind them, looking at them with strange eyes.

Kakeru laughs and says "oh fuck, you can't live even for a minute without me

Chishiya replies angrily """" By the way, what are you doing here?

I was not able to sleep, and I went out for a walk, then I saw Jihara sitting alone, so I thought I would sit here for a while,

Jihara thinks in his mind "Why is he explaining so much to CHISHIYA? And why is he lying that he just came to hang out, when he came to me with a full purpose , does he like chishiya?

And then Chishiya says angrily, "Don't you want to sleep now? Chishiya was jealous because he felt that Kakeru was getting more and more attached to that boy over the past 20 hours. ,

But when Chishiya looked at Jihara, Jihara was still looking at him with strange eyes ,

KAKERU gets irritated and says in between "Why are you both staring at each other" , and after this Kakeru gets up from there , and without saying anything to Jihara, he moves towards CHISHIYA , Kakeru puts his hand on CHISHIYA's shoulder and says "Looking at you, I feel like going to bed"

Shut your mouth.... chishiya replied

And Kakeru and Chishiya started walking towards their camp .

Jihara stood quietly looking at both of them, he did not expect that Kakeru would leave without saying good night to him, for the last three hours he was continuously talking to Kakeru but Kakeru kept talking without saying anything Jihara complained to himself and said "He is still heartless and I am still helpless"

Jihara returns to his camp, upon reaching the camp Jihara was very surprised because there were two packets of biscuits inside the cap, Jihara was very surprised that Kakeru had left biscuits for him Jihara put his hand on his stomach and said "Yes, I am hungry." Did he remember that I hadn't eaten? These biscuits are from the same restaurant where he ate. , so it means he was noticing me at that time that I had not eaten food , Did he really leave these biscuits? But when he came to my camp he did not have any packet of biscuits, then where did these biscuits come from? But Jihara was very hungry and he ate the biscuits without wasting much time.

Upon reaching the camp, Chishiya angrily asks Kakeru "Why are you so interested in that boy?"

He replied"""am I?

Chishiya shouts angrily and says "It seems so!"

What are you saying man ????? AHHHHH fuck I am not a gay ! I was talking to him because I was bored . And you fell asleep, and I also wanted to know why Little Bird's friend Kaito was looking at me with guilty eyes . After this Kakeru touches CHISHIYA's nipple and says ""But if you want, I can become gay for you" , Hahahaha

He replied in angry voice""" I said shut up and go for sleep, After this, Chishiya closes his eyes.

But Kakeru still couldn't sleep, he was just thinking about Jihara """" Why was he touching me like that when, I was in his camp I felt like he was touching me with attraction ,When his hands came on my face, my heart beat was very fast, my breathing also became fast, Normally if a girl touches me I don't get excited so quickly, but when the little bird touched me,,, I got very excited ,I felt myself getting tight ,I felt like making him sleep right there under me.

This has never happened to me, I have slept with many people but his touch was different, I am getting restless, not for him, but to separate his legs.I am attracted to him, but I am only sexually attracted to him ...oh it feels so disgusting,, even if I am sexually attracted to someone, it is to a boy .... I'm disgusted with myself too ,How can I have sexual thoughts about a guy ,,,,,,,,? And why is he being so generous with me, is he also sexually attracted to me? He even asked if I want to sleep with him or not,Kakeru didn't even know when he fell asleep amidst all these things. ,

Everyone can hear Suya Sir's voice in the morning "It's already 8 o'clock, everyone get up together in fifteen minutes and prepare breakfast for yourselves" Don't think that breakfast will come to you from a five star hotel ,not at all .Everyone has to make their own breakfast Some students had already woken up, Jihara was one of them.

Teacher Suya gave a slip of paper to Jihara and said ""This is the group list of people who have to make breakfast, give everyone their group slip, and go and wake up the student who hasn't woken up .

Jihara had slips of 70 students in his hand, in which five people each had to prepare breakfast for themselves together.Jihara was scared because the teacher had given him the task of waking up the students. And he knew he would have to wake Kakeru up too!