Pain and emotion

A spacious room filled with the scent of roses.

The sun's rays were streaming in through the folds of the large window curtain.

Yarkan was sitting on his own couch, drinking steaming, fragrant tea.

His presence alone completed the room's enchanting view.

Like every normal day, at this time he takes a short break, drinks his own drink while choosing beautiful flowers and roses to send as a gift to his fiancée.

Just thinking about how beautiful his fiancée would look when she received the gift made him dance with joy.

While Yarkan was immersed in his world, his loyal servant was replacing his tea whenever it got cold.

The glow of his communicator was enough to make Yan snap out of his world and answer the call.

Thanks to the glow of the device, Yarkan knew who was calling and was very happy.

His fiancée calling him first while he's thinking about her is something that makes him happy.

However, he felt a little strange and his feeling was almost confirmed after seeing the watch. 

The timing was his fiancée's usual work time and Yarkan knew how strict Nour was about his rules as he separated his personal life from his work.

So it was worrying for him but that didn't stop Yarkan from not responding to him.

Yarkan's concern was justified and Nour's answer broke him even more.

The loyal servant excused himself and left the room, making way for his master.

"Nour, dear, what's wrong?"

His voice was hesitant as he asked because he felt his fiancée's words weighing heavily.

Their bodies did not touch, their pheromones did not intertwine, there was no contact between them, but Noor's voice was enough to drown Yarkan's heart.

The feelings that were conveyed in that silence were strong and painful despite the distance between them.

That feeling was evidence of how deep Yarkan and Nour's relationship was with each other. But in this case it was not a welcome topic because what was transmitted to Yarkan through Noor's voice was pitch darkness and terrifying pain.

Space and time froze for Yarkan who did not understand anything now.

His anxiety and hesitation became apparent. He quickly wanted to go to his fiancée and find out what was going on, but Nour's voice pulled him out of these thoughts.

"I want to hear your voice"

"Nour tell me what's going on"

"Nothing really"

"Don't lie, no, I'll come to you"

"Don't come, not now at least."

"So what do you want me to do?"

Nour was resting his face on his hands on the desk, his eyes drowned.

That captivating emerald glow disappeared and was replaced by dark shadows that settled in his eyes and a slight death wish.

Yarkan's voice was a salvation for him and a relief for his troubled life.

"I'm sorry Yan"

" Why do you apologize? "

"Why is Nour apologizing?"

"To worry you unnecessarily"

"Don't talk nonsense, what do I call myself if I don't help"

"I gave in to my selfish desire and called you even though I knew I would only bother you."

"Nour..."

The words did not want to come out of Yarkan's throat and he felt helpless and tight in his chest

Not being able to be there for his partner and comfort her was painful for him.

This unsettled feeling would not have been felt by Yarkan if it had been about someone else, it was a feeling that could only overwhelm him because it was about the light of his only love and eternal companion.

"Yan, I want to hear your voice."

"What the hell do you want me to say?"

"Anything as long as it's from you"

"Wouldn't it be better if I was next to you?"

"I will finish my work early and let's meet in my room in the evening."

"You really are"

Nour pulled himself together and returned his remaining focus to his work as he heard Yarkan's soothing voice.

"Yan say you love me"

Noor needed affection, he wasn't a very strong person when it came to his personal concerns.

He wanted his only alpha mate who could calm these turbulent feelings to express his love for him so that he would forget his aunt's words.

He knew his aunt's words were meaningless but as soon as he remembered his mother he sank into his own darkness and those nightmares came back to haunt him.

"I love you so much Noor, there is nothing in the world that can contain my love for you."

Yarkan also felt these turbulent feelings and tried to express his love as much as possible and convey it to him.

Yarkan will never get tired of telling Noor how much he loves him even after a million thousand years.

Nour listened to Yarkan's words that turned into pure love and intense admiration and his heart moved to feel the warmth in his words.

His cold, dark face disappeared and the sparkle in his eyes came back to life with a small smile on his red lips.

"I love you too, Yan."

He suppressed the negative feelings inside himself and allowed the feelings of joy to come out and pamper his companion by talking to him and exchanging words of love and admiration.

Yarkan's anxious heart calmed down after hearing his fiancé's cheerful voice a little, and he continued talking to him while listening to his breathing, the sound of which was transmitted through the device, along with the strokes of the news pen on the papers.

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If you're wondering how the two can meet when one of them is in a world and dimension apart.

It can be said that the solution is in the abyss.

Because of the relationship between them, Yarkan and Nour's grandfather created an abyss connecting Yarkan and Nour's bedrooms.

It's like a transition gate set to one coordinate.

It is a portal that shortens that long distance into two rooms.

Where the gate opens on both sides of both Yarkan and Nour's bedrooms.

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Yarkan wiped the white and emerald bed sheets with his fingertips as the owner of this room waited.

He felt cold between his fingers moving from those touches, and this was floating evidence that Noor had not visited this room for a long time.

He realized that the accumulated work had weighed him down and he might even have gone back to his room to do his accumulated work.

Yarkan waited patiently, doing nothing, just smelling the beautiful scent of lavender that filled the room.

A warm smile formed on his face at the thought that his room smelled just like him.

The calming scent of lavender resembles its calm owner, yet at the same time touching and captivating.

As Yarkan opened the curtains, the light of the full moon spread inside, giving off an ethereal, romantic atmosphere.

But Yarkan's anxiety and fear for his lover did not allow him to immerse himself in this beautiful atmosphere.

All he could think about was for his friend to come and ease his grief.

Yarkan's sense of hearing picked up the sound of irregular footsteps on the tiles.

Despite the imbalance of these steps, Yarkan realized their owner.

What worried him more than those uncontrolled steps was the unstable power of the omega's pheromones.

Noor opened the door and stormed straight into the room looking for his alpha mate.

The only person who can calm him down from this irrational disorder.

Yarkan allowed his own pheromones to release and embrace his mate's pheromones and calm them down.

Noor's muscles relaxed and his trembling subsided as he found comfort in that beautiful scent.

Nour approached Yarkan with quick, unbalanced steps and fell directly on him.

As if Yarkan was fully prepared for the matter, he welcomed him with a deep hug.

He opened his arms and welcomed him, feeling his breath on his body.

He was in that state for quite some time as the alpha pheromones swallowed up all the omega pheromones and calmed her down.

Slowly, Noor's pheromones began to subside and return to normal.

Although Noor is calm now, Yarkan did not withdraw his pheromones, but rather allowed her to play gently around Noor's envy and pamper him like a little child.

With light touches and slow strokes, Yarkan combed Nour's neck and back from top to bottom. 

He was patting Noor with one hand and trying to pull her clothes with the other.

Noor was wearing his royal attire, full of the pride of a crown prince of a great family.

This outfit has many layers and would be suffocating in Noor's current state, so Yarkan tries to pull off the outer robes and all the unnecessary accessories and separate them from Noor's envy.

Yarkan didn't stop working, releasing intense pheromones that filled his companion's entire palace, with one hand caressing his companion and the other hand pulling unnecessary things to provide him with comfort.

He even slowly whispered soothing words in Noor's ear. 

This was the most he could do for him, he had to know the main reason that made him like this so he could understand his condition more

Thanks to this hard work, the fog cleared from Nour's eyes and he slowly came back to his senses, overwhelmed with memories of what had happened that day.

His mind became clearer, his perception of reality became clearer, and shivers ran down his spine from the touches that caressed him

He felt those hot breaths in his ear whispering sweet words to him and the sweet scent mixed with the air overwhelmed him

All this made him realize that in the arms of his companion, his only refuge and safe haven

His stiff muscles relaxed, life returned to his face, and his eyes shone with a captivating sparkle

With every moment of relaxation, he sank deeper and deeper into that incomparable embrace

He slowly raised his hand and touched his companion's face and caressed his cheek to let him know that he had come to his senses.

Yarkan felt a touch of light and a smile appeared on his lips despite the sadness that was squeezing him.

Just knowing that he was doing a good job of making his omega mate able to find his own comfort made him extremely happy, forgetting what all this was about.

" Thank you"

Nour muttered these words, which were the straw that broke the camel's back.

Noor's eyes sparkled and filled with small water clumps that ran in a broken line along the sides of his cheek, ending up on Yarkan's corner.

Yarkan wiped Nour's tears and kissed the corners of his eyes while feeling Nour's back and caressing it. 

Nour did not reject any of Yarkan's actions and surrendered himself to him completely. 

Nour's letter reached Yarkan, who received it with pleasure.

Yarkan allowed himself to indulge in his moment of longing for his beloved.

It was painful enough for him to see his companion like that, he had worked so hard for him and now it was his turn to quench his thirst.

That pain that surrounded Noor, he wanted to share it all with him, he wanted to relieve it, he wanted to hold it in his arms forever.

But he knew that it was impossible for him to be able to hold Noor in his arms forever, so he wanted to immerse himself in that moment that seemed eternal to him.

Their tongues intertwined for a long time, leaving many red marks on Noor's neck.

It was a sign of Yarkan's longing for Noor.

A sign that the dam has collapsed and his hunger for it has grown terribly, resembling a tsunami wave.

With every passing minute, Yarkan's desire was increasing, and Nour's unconditional approval was the biggest motivation to activate his animal instincts and make her the master of the situation.

Yarkan was not satisfied with this simple entanglement as he threw Noor on the bed and pulled the last of his top down.

Thanks to the moonlight, Yarkan was able to see and enjoy Noor's upper body.

Nour was also able to see Yarkan's troubled features, searching for affection and warmth to settle down.

Just as Yarkan helped Nour find his stability and comfort, Nour had to help Yarkan find his comfort as well.

Yarkan's touches that hit Noor's body were so sensual that it was illogical.

With every touch, Noor felt the heat gnawing at his body and creeping into his bones.

He felt his heart flutter with happiness.

Yarkan wanted to touch the bottom part as well but the thought of Noor's heat being close made him back off from this idea.

Because it would be difficult for him to do this now and in his heat so he just did the upper part of his body 

It went on for a long time like the time it took for Noor to calm down.

Yarkan stopped before he lost what was left of his mind in this lust and corrupted Noor from below.

Looking at Noor's upper body, there was not a single place left that did not have poisonous marks like Yarkan's.

Nour's groaning and his sweet voice calling Yarkan's name stopped.

All that remains are their tangled bodies and the sound of Noor and Yarkan panting after this long night.

The bed was a mess that told the story of that scattered night, especially the traces left by Noor's falling tears.

For Yarkan, she was like a diamond and a beautiful pearl, and it would have been a waste for her to fall on the bed and not be picked up by him.

After a period of calm between them, the two were leaning on the bed, their bodies intertwined with each other.

Yarkan was slowly stroking Nour's hair and inhaling her foul scent that mixed with the lavender scent of this room.

"Dear, can I know what happened to you?"

Yarkan noticed Nour's trembling after his words.

Yarkan didn't know what was making things worse for Noor so he took him in his arms in a deep hug while caressing every inch of his body.

"You don't have to tell me"

With this, Yarkan wanted to tell Nour that he was waiting and would be by his side forever, and even if he didn't tell him, he would remain by his side, nothing bad would change with any decision Nour made.

He wanted to spread a feeling of reassurance and tranquility in his heart and mind, as well as his infinite love.

Yarkan's message reached Nour, which made his last hesitation disappear.

"My mother"

It's enough to make Yarkan's stomach turn.

It is true that he does not know what is exciting, but he knows how much Noor fears his memory of his mother.

The mother who hanged herself in front of her little child, saying, "Don't trust love," until she took her last breath.

I didn't see the scene with my own eyes, but imagine that little Noor had to go through an experience like that that made his blood boil, and now who the scoundrel was who dared to mention that memory in front of him?

Nour felt Yarkhan's anger rising like a raging volcano, so he reached out and gently caressed his cheek and jaw.

A touch of light pulled Yarkan out of his thoughts and calmed him down from his anger.

"I'm listening to you Noor"

Nour brought his head closer to Yarkan's neck and buried it there. He wanted to talk, but the feeling of going through those memories again left a deep wound inside him.

But he continued talking and because of the close distance between them, Yarkan felt the heat of Noor's breath hitting the skin of his neck, a feeling that made him very unbalanced.

It was a very soothing and sensual feeling and at the same time Noor's words about an incident were angry and painful

His feelings were very conflicted and he did not know where his heart was going.

Noor's words ended but his breathing was still ragged.

After a short while, Yarkan spoke in a gentle, loving voice.

"First of all, thank you for telling me everything."

Yarkan's fists tightened around Nour's body.

"Secondly, allow me to express my feelings as a person who loves and is crazy about you. "

Nour didn't say anything but the heat between them was enough to leave room for their love for each other to show.

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"What are you doing Yuli?"

In the middle of a quiet lake there is a resting place that looks like a boat with a round table and beautiful chairs around it.

The moon was reflecting on the calm surface of the lake, its light casting a light on the area from all sides.

The movement of the fish underwater was slow and beautiful at the same time, and the beauty of the place, surrounded by many colorful flowers, was striking. 

This place is one of the most popular tourist attractions in the imperial capital.

Being a wonderful area located in the middle of a beautiful lake surrounded by all kinds of roses.

It is considered as an area for lovers to confess to each other.

In that area, as midnight approached, Tarkin sat with his calm appearance that suited the atmosphere, drinking his special drink while listening to the conversation of the omega in front of him.

Omega was excited to tell what happened that day and how she felt that day spending time with Tarkin.

This was one of the rarest moments of her life.

Staying with Tarkan for one day is a favor for her to be proud of among her relatives.

But that's all, she wanted him to compliment her, she had spent many hours getting ready, she wanted him to express his love for her

But she knows that her love for him is great and she knows nothing about it

Her confidence is always shattered when it comes to the alpha in front of his.

She tries hard not to show his feelings on the surface because she really enjoyed this night.

So it would be bad if these feelings would spoil his birthday

"Big brother, how are you doing today?"

"I enjoyed it."

"So, shall we continue our conversation one last time?"

"Wasn't I clear?"

"It was never"

Omega moved gracefully and elegantly until she reached in front of Tarkin.

"What are you going to do?"

Tarkin didn't object to anything this omega did and let her do whatever she wanted.

He extended his hand and put it through the curtain.

His hands slowly touched Tarkin's lower lip and caressed it slightly.

"Tell me, does she like to play with people's feelings?"

"Specify more"

Tarkin sighed a little as he saw his cousin's reckless actions.

In fact, what Yuli is called is not the Prince of Omega, but the Prince of Roses.

It was given this name because its energy was used to mint roses, the most important of which were the thorny red roses.

Roses that bind people with their thorns and suck their blood until the roses ripen.

When it turns red it means it is ripe and has absorbed enough blood.

All that blood eventually ends up in Yuli's stomach.

Yuli inherited my aunt's husband's genes and he is a pureblood vampire so it can be said that Yuli is a vampire too

These green, thorny branches surrounded Tarkin from the base of his neck to the end of his back.

"You know it won't help, Yuli."

"I know bro, but I still want to do this."

"Aren't you the one who said my blood intoxicates you more than wine?"

"Do you know brother, I can use your blood in my heat to give birth to your children, and with that I will make you love me."

"But I know it won't work for you."

"Yuli you must have lost your mind"

"Yes, I lost it since I loved you."

"Yuli"

The prince's hand was trembling as he still played with Tarkin's lips.

"Is it hard for you to love me?"

He didn't care about anything and his temperature was rising because of the blood he was drinking, he was almost drunk

"If you think I'm crazy, then I am crazy about you."

"I've always wanted you to say you love me."

"I already said that, Yuli."

"Liar, you just want to say that to make me feel good because I'm your relative."

"Yuli, you're drunk and don't know what you're saying."

"I'm not drunk"

He stopped petting and grabbed Tarkin's face with both hands, bringing his face closer to his.

Their breaths were now mingling together and the heat continued to rise between them.

"Why Tarkin, why are you doing this to me?"

"I trusted you but you do to me like everyone else does"

A shiver ran through Tarkin's features at the drunken omega's last words.

Tarkin was about to open his mouth to speak but Yuli beat him to it and planted a light kiss on him.

He left him and tried to get away a little.

But because of his drunkenness and the amount of blood he drank from Tarkin, he lost his balance and hit the table from behind.

His back hit the table and he staggered backwards, almost hitting his head on the tabletop.

Tarkin quickly got rid of the vines surrounding him and grabbed Yuli's head to prevent a collision.

Tarkin slowly removed his hand from the back of Yuli's head and allowed him to catch his breath.

His upper body was lying on the table.  

Tarkin glanced at him, his mind throbbing with redness.

The current sight of Yuli is something no alpha could miss and control herself in front of.

His long hair scattered on the table in autumn colors and his eyes were pearly and bright with long, thick eyelashes the color of autumn, shedding drops of tears.

The blush spreading across his face from his drunkenness, his seductive facial expressions, and those pink lips that contract with every moan he lets out.

Even those pretty clothes were scattered but it only increased the amount of temptation this omega released.

The jewelry he wore sparkled like his eyes in the moonlight, very attractive and appropriate for this place.

He smells like jasmine flowers from his pheromones and his body temperature is high from his drunkenness.

It was a sight that made Tarkin clench his hands tightly until the blood dried from them so that he would not touch him rashly.

"Heng"

It was a small groan but it made a big impact inside Tarkin.

That smell made his throat dry and his instincts ready to pounce on the creature in front of him.

His dry throat wanting to try this person and the tingling he was experiencing was hard to bear.

Yuli looked at Tarkin, his face forming fox eyes that made it even brighter and more radiant.

Yuli was trying to cover his face with the back of his hand but it didn't work and it made matters worse for Tarkin who found it even more attractive. 

"Tarkin a bad alpha is no different from the rest."

"What the hell do you mean, Yuli?"

It was difficult for Tarkin to control himself, and what made it worse was Yuli's words.

"Every alpha I've met either wants to be part of the Mangazica family or has found something special to spend the night with. None of them want me because I've lost even the person I love."

"You are also hypocritical like them because I am your relative and you don't want me to suffer the pain of the weak point of the family members only, you don't really love me"

Tarkin looked at Yuli with extreme helplessness, he couldn't find anything to do in order to stop this nonsense.

Tarkin cursed the rationality within himself and approached Yuli.

He wiped away the tears forming at the edges of his eyes as he used his pheromones to cover the place, especially this idiot in front of him.

Yuli felt Tarkin's pheromones and his cold touch spreading across his skin.

"Heng"

"Aaaannn"

A mist gathered around Tarkin's eyes as she slowly drowned in the beauty of Onega in front of her.

Tarkin shook his head desperately trying to find a way out of this temptation. 

"I would never cheat on you, Julie."

"Liar, I spent so much time getting myself ready for today and you didn't say anything or even look at me."

"I really wanted to get some sweet words so I came to this place before the day ends but you bad didn't say or do anything"

"What can I do to make you believe me?"

"I don't care, I considered you a bad person who only wanted to hurt my heart."

Tarkin couldn't hear any more of what he said.

Even if he was drunk and I don't know what he was saying, Tarkin was very hurt by his words.

He truly wanted to love and date but hearing those words, even if they were unintentional, still hurt too much.

In the case of Yuli, it cannot be said that he will be satisfied now.

Tarkin closed the distance between them and kissed him deeply over and over just to give Mei a chance to catch his breath.

"Huh"

"Huh"

"Huh"

"Huh"

Yuli was gasping for air but Tarkin didn't seem to want to stop.

After exchanging several kisses, Tarkin stopped but did not take his face away from Yuli's eyes.

"Huh "

Tarkin was catching his breath and pushed his curtain aside so he could see this omega that had triggered his instincts.

Yuli saw a sad look on Tarkin's face.

"Please stop, Yuli. This hurts to hear from you."

Tarkin's pleas were weak, powerless, and extremely painful.

It's painful enough to hear those words from the person you love.

Why can't their relationship be clear?

Why does their relationship remain stuck in this painful and misunderstood way?

"Yuli what do I do if you don't understand"

"Brother Tarkin, take it easy, it hurts."

Tarkin ignored Yuli's cries for help and continued doing what he was doing.

There is an area behind the neck where there is an Omega mark. That place must be taken by the Alpha, and when he succeeds in doing so, the Alpha mark is drawn on the Omega in that area.

Tarkin was grinding his teeth hard, searching for the mark that needed to be removed.

After a while, he found the mark and dug his teeth into Yuli's skin and pulled it out in one go.

It was a very painful gesture.

"Ahhh"

A muffled scream from Tarkin's hand was let out by Yuli as a result of the mark being taken away in one go.

It was extremely painful as Tarkin's teeth dug into the back of Yuli's neck, leaving some blood marks.

But the mark of Tarkin as an Alpha on Yuli's body was engraved and stood out for a moment in white and gold.

Normally he would take it slow because it was so painful but Tarkin who was under the influence of Yuli's temptation and his heart aching for their incomprehensible relationship made him speed up the process and take it once and for all.

Yuli was almost unconscious as his eyes rolled up slightly and he stopped moving from the pain.

As Yuli lost consciousness, his pheromones subsided and his body shrank amidst his scattered clothes.

Tarkin came back to his senses and saw what a reckless act he had done.

"Ahhh Yuli, you are so tempting."

Tarkin arranged his clothes and put his curtain back in place.

Tarkin moved to Yuli's side and took him from the table.

He carried him and pulled him close to himself in a deep embrace.

He rubbed the area between the little omega's eyebrows to relax him a little and carried him back to the palace.

On his way back, he met Albert and Ratio, who followed him to the Omega Prince's palace.

"He's drunk."

Tarkin only said this to them but the pheromones that enveloped each of them were terrible.

They both realized something was up but didn't investigate.

Back in the day Tarkin was picking up Yuli's pheromones as a lure and Yuli did the same. But in reality the pheromones were intense, suppressing pheromones for both the dominant alpha and the dominant omega, causing life to cease around them.

The flowers and roses withered, the fish died, even the birds in the sky were affected.