Just Wanna Die

"This is crazy!" Alex broke into laughter, leaning on Carly for support.

Carly turned to him with a confused look, and Alex withdraw his hand from her. Reed and Michelle are still glaring at each other.

"Can someone explain to me, what is going on?" Carly said in a mutter.

"Are you dumb? It's obvious you're not f*cking needed here, so get the hell out?!" Michelle shouted to her face.

"Does that mean I'm automatically admitted?" Carly said childishly.

"Not even in your dream, someone like you is not needed here" Michelle rolled her eyes, staring at Carly with so much disgust in her eyes.

"What is the meaning of this all this Michelle?" Reed said.

"Tell her to f*cking leave if you want all this trouble to end" Michelle said, folded her arms.

"Can you lead her out?" Reed said to Alex, who immediately grabbed Carly's hand, before she could say a word. He pulled her out.

"Once again, you're mine alone..." Michelle smiled, and began stripping herself in front of him.

"You know what, I wasn't going to say this untill I find your replacement but you ask for it, I'm tired of your wide h*le. I no longer need your service, did you get that?" Reed shrieked and began walking to his room.

"You can't do this Reed, we've been f*cking for years and you took my virginity remember..." Michelle rushed to him and grab his hand.

"Did I took it from you by force? You said it yourself. We've been f*cking for years and you're the only one with the stupid feelings. How else do you want me for you to get it into your d@mn skull that I'll never understand what a feeling is?" He said coldly.

"I'm cutting all ties with you, don't ever show up your face to me again" Reed said and shut the door to her face.

"Reed, you can't do this to me..." Michelle shouted, banging his door loudly.

"Reed!!!'" She kept on wailing and the door to Felix room suddenly opened and Felix walked out, his expression as cold as usual. He's just too difficult to understand. How he got closed to those two is between them cos he's completely different.

"Felix wait..." Michelle rushed over to him, not bothering to cover her nakedness.

"What do you want?" Felix asked coldly.

"Meaning?" Felix furrowed her eyebrows.

"Let's f**k really quick, or I might just die!" She stood on her toes and tries to kiss him.

"Then you should die! Do I look like I care?" Felix hissed and walk out.

"F*ck you all!" Michelle stormed out of the place, running her hands through her hair.

••••••

Carly took her hand from Alex when he refused to let her go. Alex also halted and face her.

"Where are you taking me?" She asked, rubbing the wrist he held with her right hand.

"Sorry, I got carried away... A new students right?" Alex smile charmingly.

Carly nodded.

"A scholarship students?"

"Yes, is something wrong with it? Why is everyone asking that?" Carly murmured, taking in her lower lips.

"Nothing... Your course and department?" Alex added.

"Astronomy-

"F**k for real?" Alex chuckled.

Carly nodded.

"Even better... Same as I and my friends, come lemme take you to your department-

"Does that mean I've been admitted?" Carly cuts in.

"Kinda" Alex shoved his hands in his pocket and led the way, while Carly followed quietly

As Alex and Carly entered the hall, Carly couldn't help but look around in wonder. The was a lecturer standing in front of the class. He was droning on about the history of astronomy, but the students were barely paying attention.

Some of them were playing on their phones, others were putting on makeup, and a few couples were chatting together,some were even kissing.

Can this school get any worse??

Is this the school she's going to study in??

Really??

As her eyes were still darting around in wonder, she suddenly heard a familiar voice.

"Carly!!" She tuned and saw Leah , standing there with a big smile on her face.

Carly looked around for Alex, but he was nowhere to be found. He must have left while she was talking to Leah. She turned back to Leah, who was now pulling her towards a group of girls who were sitting in the front row of the class.

"You really got accepted! Whoa! How did you do it?" Leah gushed and Carly just stare at her.

What does she mean??

"Vander met Carly, Carly meet Lavender my best friend, you can call her Vander for short" Leah said, introducing each of them.

"She's going to be studying astronomy with us" Leah concluded and Lavender smiled and waved at Carly, making her feel a little less nervous about being in a new place.

"Don't I deserve an introduction too? Bae-nana!" Freddie appeared from nowhere and sat in thier middle, a lollipop sticking out of his mouth.

"This is Freddie," Leah said, sighing. "He's our resident goofball" She rolled her eyes and sit.

"That's right, I'm the king of goofs!" Freddie said, bowing deeply.

Carly smiled lightly.

"You didn't show up yesterday, Why?" Lavender turned to Freddie.

"Is that why my Squishy is mad?" He said, his voice muffled by the candy.

"Obviously. You should find a way to talk to her..." Lavender whispered, and Freddie turned to Leah, who's now talking with Carly.

"Can we talk for a while?" He winked.

"My answer is no!" Leah rolled her eyes.

"Really? Then I'll really show the clips to-" Freddie brought out his phone, and Leah immediately spranged up.

"You wouldn't dare!" She snapped and made to snatched the phone from Jim, but Freddie ran off. They began chasing each other around the class.

"I'll send it to you later Lavender!" Freddie said and rushed out.

"Freddie!!" Leah screamed, and went after him immediately.

"Gawd, are they ever going to change?" Lavender held her head frustratedly.

"Are they always fighting?" Carly turn to Lavender and ask.

"Get used to it cos you'll be seeing more of that, or should I just say everyday! I sometimes find it hard to believe they are actually dating" Lavender laughed.

"Really?" Carly mouthed.

"Judging by your face, you look way too innocent. Yunno what dating is right?" Lavender asked and Carly nodded.

"But I've never try it before" Carly added.

"Wait... What?" Lavender eyes widened.

••••••

Carly stepped out of the bathroom spending what seem like eternity under the shower. She dried her hair and wore her pjamas, settling down on the bed.

She grabbed her phone and tried her dad's line again,but it's still the same thing. She had been trying to call her dad for hours, but he wouldn't pick up the phone.

She knew he was busy with work, but he should at least create some time for her. She had not hear anything from him since she got to England, and he didn't bother to know if she's safe or not.

With a sigh, she tossed her phone onto the bed and trudged out of her room, heading for the living room.

As she entered the living room, she found her mom, reading a book.

"Hey, Mom," she said, trying to sound cheerful. Mona raised her head and only nodded, returning her attention back to what she's reading.

Carly stood there for minutes, expecting her to ask her about the school but she didn't.

"Mom about the school you-

"What about it?" Mona cut her off.

"Isn't there other school I can attend?" Carly asked slowly.

"You don't like it? Is not good enough? You worth more than the school is that it?" Mona threw her questions.

"No I mean- I don't understand what is happening over there. Everything seems strange and new to me... Can I just change-

"You can't Carly! I know what it's took me to get a scholarship for you. I don't care whatever is happening. Deal with it, that's why you're here anyway! Just stay quite and study in peace till you graduated okay?" Mona stood, and left.

Carly eyes followed her till she's out of sight, and she sank onto the nearest couch, burying her face.

"I just wanna die!!" She muttered, almost in tears.