shit! what have I done

Jason left class and met said Sandra at the infirmary.

" Hey babe" she said hugging him

" You wanted to see me" he said

" Yeah, it's been long we've spent time together" she said pinning her lips to his but he didn't feel anything instead he just thought of my lips on his. Then he broke the kiss

" What's wrong, it's nothing" he said pinning his lips back, deepening it more and more but still nothing. He put off her top remaining her bra on, and he was seeing image of me with only my bra on in his head. What was going on with him. He moved deeper, he took off her panties, slid his fingers into her and then brought out condom and used it and slid into her. During this process, he could only see me in his head, he was imagining me cumming and calling his name. He was imagining me as Sandra and he even did the mistake out loud

" Cum for me Belle" he said and Sandra paused

" What's wrong with you, Belle?" She asked retrieving from him

" It's a mistake, I was carried away" he said

" I can't even believe you right now" she said putting her clothes back on

" Sandra, I'm sorry" he said

" Sorry my foot " she said leaving in anger

" Shit!, What the fuck is wrong with me?" He said hitting his hand on the bed

" Why am I thinking of Belle this way, why do I feel this urge towards her, why is she on my head" he thought

Just then I came into the infirmary and I met Jason sitting down with his shirt unbuttoned showing his perfect well built body and I felt like feeling it.

" Are you okay?" I asked walking towards him

" What are you doing here?" He asked

" Some one told me you were going to the infirmary, I thought you were hurt or something" I said

" No, I'm fine" he said

" Besides, I just saw Sandra on the way and she looks angry. Did you two get into a fight or something" I asked

" I'm fine, she's fine. Please leave" he said

" Is this still about this morning?"I asked

" Belle, I don't wanna talk right now" he said

" C'mon it's not a big deal, it's just a kiss" I said

" Not a big deal, just a kiss. Can you hear yourself?" He asked

" Fine, I'm so sorry for whatever happened. Let's just forget it happened" I said

" You think it's that easy" he said holding me by my waist and dragging me closer to him and my hand landed on his body. The next thing I knew, I was tracing every corner of his chest,abs, pax and he was starting to feel pleasure but then he stopped.

" What are you doing?" He asked and I removed my hand

" Sorry I got carried away" I said

" I think you have an habit of getting carried away nowadays" he said releasing me from his grip

" I'm sorry, I didn't do it on purpose. Besides no strings attached, it's just a normal kiss" I said

" Just let me be for now" he said

" Jason.....

" Please, I don't really have self control right now" he said cutting me shut

" I know you're angry at me, and I understand why. I shouldn't have kissed you, I didn't have the right and...." I was saying before he pinned his lips to mine.

He wrapped his round around my waist to my back, drawing me closer to deepen the kiss and I wrapped my hands around his neck. Our lips crashing on top of each other, me letting way for his tongue in my mouth. The burning and pleasurable sensation filling my body bit by bit and just then his mouth moved down to my earlobe, kissing, sucking and bitting it and I let out a soft moan. My moan was turning him on but then he stopped.

"I..... Please go" he said

" Jason, it's not your fault" I said holding his hand seeing the amount of guilt on his face

" Belle, Please. Don't let me do what I'm not meant to" he said letting go of my hand and I turned to leave

" And don't let us remember this day, it's for the best" he said and I left.

" Shit!, What have I done?" He thought laying down on the bed in regret.

I left the infirmary and went to class, I couldn't stop myself from thinking about what happened. It was wrong but I enjoyed it, the feeling of his lips on mine was driving me crazy. I was so lost in thought that I didn't notice when August came to sit in front of me.