it's not right

By evening I dressed up for August sister birthday party and I went to Beth house

" You didn't come to school today, why?" She asked

" Nothing, I was just tired" I said

" And what of Jason,was he tired as well" she asked

" He didn't go" I asked

" I thought he was with you" she said

" No, I was with Brian" I said

" He's around, that annoying guy" she said

" It's funny when you both fight" I said

" Well, how do I look?" She asked standing in front of the mirror

" You're not going for a date, it's a birthday party" I said

" That's not my intention, my purpose is a birthday party date with..

" Will" I said cutting her shut

" Yeah" she said applying lipstick

" Don't you think you're so bent on this relationship" I asked

" No, I just respect Will. He's a nice guy, all this wouldn't have been possible if not for you" she said hugging me and I felt really bad

Should I just tell her that I have a soft spot for Will.

We got to the party and people were already there

" Hey ladies, looking good" Will said approaching us

He looked so handsome in his clothes, his smile was killing me, his lips were calling me.

" Thanks" Beth said locking her lips to his then I came back to my senses

" I'll check around" I said leaving

On the other hand, Jason saw Sandra sitting at the bar drinking

" Hey" he said sitting beside her

" Hey " she replied

" Um.. actually it's not what you think. I didn't mean to call her name. I was carried away ,I was thinking about her at that moment. Some thing happened between us and we fought so that's why she was on my mind. I didn't mean to..." He was saying before she locked her lips with his.

I went to the pool and sat there looking at that stars in the water. Different thought were just going in and out of my mind, Will, August, Beth, Jason, Sandra, Ray, Dad, Simone.

I was thinking of everyone even myself, I was in a very difficult situation. I can't tell Beth because it's her matter, I can't tell Will not August and I can't tell Jason because I couldn't bring myself to face him after that incident.

" Will you just keep sitting there all day" Michael said coming to join me

" You are here" I said

" Jason told me what happened, and to be honest I'm not surprised. It's expected" he said

" You are the second person telling me these today" I said

" It's normal, you guys are too close. You should have limited it as you're growing up" he said

" Um" I said

" I'll go and refill my cup" he said leaving

" Here is my princess," will said approaching

" What are you doing here?" I asked getting up immediately

" What can of question is that?" He asked

" Aren't you meant to be with Beth?" I asked

" Can we just use five minutes ago and you won't bring up Beth" he said

" Will, she's my best friend" I said as he held my wrist

" I know, just focus on me tonight" he said

" I.....

" You look stunning tonight" he whispered seductively in my ear

" Stop it" I said breaking free

" Do you want to deny how much you love me, how much you're dying to be in my arms, how much you want to spend some time alone with me" he said wrapping his hand around my waist and dragging me so close to him

" Will, this is not right" I said faintly as I inhaled his scent

" Everything is fair in love" he said caressing my face with the tip of his finger

" Just give me the go-ahead" he said looking at me straight in the eyes

"Will ..." I was saying but he placed his finger on my lip to seal it. And then his finger caressing my lower lip

" Just give me a go ahead" he whispered in my ear and my body moved internally

I closed my eyes as his lips came crashing on mine, I couldn't resist anymore. I knew it wasn't right but no one will find out