I was still in shocked from that night incident that I even dreamt of it
" No, please don't touch me" I cried from my sleep
" It's okay" Jason said petting me and I woke up
" He... He wanted to touch me" I said
" No one will touch you, I'm here for you" he said petting me to sleep
I didn't want to tell Dad about it or he'll get disturbed.
The next day was our test for our post to be held in high school but I was still a bit stressed. The look on Sandra's face when she was arrested scared me a lot.
" Are you ready?" Jason asked as I stood outside lost in thought
" Yeah, " I said faking a smile and he knew
" Everything will be fine" he said
After the test was Will try out and I had to be there for him. Luckily for him, he passed so he was now a member of the team.
The days were going smoothly, we three got a post, Beth came out 10th. I and Will were having a great time together, sometimes we all sit together for dinner and have sleepover. Our remaining days of high school was great. We wrote our final exam and I came out second, Jason first, Beth 5th, Will 4th, August 3rd, Michael 6th and we all gained admission to Harvard. Our graduation party came up and everyone was so happy, I really wished my mum was there to dress me up but it's like Simone read my mind and she helped me dress up. We arrived at the venue and I couldn't still believe we were graduating.
After everything we were all taking pictures but Will was no where to be found.
" Hey, what's up?" I asked hugging Will from behind
" What's this?" He asked showing me a video of me and Jason at the infirmary.
" Will, it's not what you think" I said
" Have I ever asked you for sex or anything relating?" He asked
" No, " I said
" If that's what you wanted you could have told me, why go to him" he said
" No, I didn't go to him. It's was since" I said
" When was this?" He asked
" It was a long time ago before we started dating" I said
" But you still kept it from me" he said
" There's nothing going on,it was just a mistake" I said
" Sandra sent this to me" he said
" Sandra is a bad person, she tried to get me raped. I've explained this to you before" I said
" He called your name while having sex with someone else" he said
" It doesn't mean anything" I said
" I'm a guy and I totally know the meaning" he said
"Come on Belle, let's take a picture. You can talk to Will later" Beth said dragging me away.
Will stood there looking at us taking pictures together and he felt we were complete even without him. After taking pictures I couldn't find Will again, he dropped a note before leaving.
" I love you a lot Belle but I feel like you're better off without me. And I've seen Jason around you, he's a good guy and he'll take better care of you than I did. We really had great times together and I'll always keep it in my memory but we don't have the same dreams and goal. We might not see each other after today and don't try to look for me. I'm going back to where I belong, you made me see what your world looks like and I'm so grateful to spend all those happy moments with you. I hope it could last some more but I guess it's faith. Love from Will" I read it and I burst into tears
"What's wrong?" Beth asked and I showed her
" Get a hold of your self" she said patting me
" It's meant to be a special occasion, why did he go?" I asked
After that day, for like two weeks I didn't get myself. I just wake up, eat and sleep and stay in bed all day watching TV. It remained few weeks to resume college then I came back to my senses. I already added some weight, I looked at my self in the mirror and I decided I have to be like the old Belle.