unrelenting training

days turned to weeks and weeks to months lezen kept training to selenity instructions as he grew stronger selenity increased the difficulty and after almost a year lezen obtained the strength relative to his size but he didn't hear from selenity outside of training advise which was making him feel sad but ditermind to prove him self to his family and this selenity.

- I will not fail

was what kept him going but when practicing swordsmanship he understood something.

- this sword is to heavy for me to wield comfterbly that should I do?

selenity- get a lighter sword like an estock or meaby...something shorter but that ever you chose I will be with you all the way.

it was selenity out of nowhere again with pretty nice abvise and encoragement that made lezen really happy and exited he hasn't hurd there voice for months and wanted to talk some more.

- please talk to me tonight

selenity i... will try

- what do you mean try???

...silence again selenity didn't answer but he didn't care he was to exited and after practice he went to optain a lighter sword and write some music exited to talk to selenity again.

legains office after practice

- sorry for intruding father can we discuse something if you have the time.

legain noded and plaiset down his brass quil and looked at lezen with his usual empty stair.

- I have observed something over time that even when I keep training my physic will not allow me to use the familis longsword technics even if I try so your grase I would like to humbley ask tobe allowed to use a biffrent sword type.

laigen steard at lezen with his deadpan eyes which made lezen feel like he was talking to a execusioner.

-your allowd to change swords but the family technics will be harder to use and you will learn them.

- yes sir

he way happy so he went to have diner with his family which would usually be a verdal exchange between his mother and a Albert about his behavior which was no deffrent today but the descusion took a turn for the in expected.

- so this years summer ball is coming up will you finally find a desperate enough women to be your wife lezen.

Albert said mockingly which also wasn't new in remar the average age some one was to be wead was a lot like medical Europe back in the day so lezen had less then a year before he was considered a wraick( monster which has a prefrens for young men )homosexuality was legal in remar but still frownd apon day nobilaty.

- I don't know and I don't want to.

- lezen you know you have to find some one some day and settle down like your brother.

said liz with as wise of a tone as she could

- I will try

lezen never really liked noble women they were to stuck up for his liking I didn't like women or men in general so he became an outcast of the family and a source of shame on them in the noble circuls.

after diner he whent to sleep imidiatly so he could talk to selenity.

- are you there self?¿?

- sel? really?

- sorry but thank you for everything

- your welcome ...so a ball huh?

- yeah I never liked them I don't like people much and just thinking of having to marry those Noble prunes makes me want to cry.

- what would you say if I went with you?

- ...WHAT!!!?¿?

- what ? you didn't think I was just a disembodied voice right....right?

- well one question are you a woman ?

- nope

- a man ?

- nope again

- then what are you ?

- first of all rude you should be more polite when talking to a person

- sorry...

- its fine well I'm both and neither if that makes any sense to you?

- ?¿?

lezen was even more confused then before but fell safe and comfterball around sel it almost felt like .....he loved them

- you have a nice voice

- thank you very much I am a bit rusty seeing as I haven't really talked to anybody in a couple of Millenia.

- can I see you...I mean can you come here.

- ....yes but.

- what's wrong was I to forwored am sorry

- its not that its that I haven't entered in a mans bedroom before also my appearance isn't really something I revival to some one unless we're on a date.

- I don't know how to say this... but I like you you're the only person that has ever shown me kindness outside of my mother.

- ow well I like you too I think I can reviel my self for ones.