Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

As the Mana violently clashed against the walls of my Soul-space, I began to circulate it through my veins as fast as possible, to get it from exploding my soul.

I began to feel enormous pain as I kept pumping my Mana veins with too much Mana. Eventually, my Mana veins burst all over my body. As the Mana flowed to my brain and every part of my body, my consciousness was connected to both my soul and mind. I was conscious in both spaces at the same time.

I rolled around on the concrete ground in my own liquid barf. All of the parts of my body had puffed up and blood was continuously flowing from every appendage.

I could hear Zane yelling at me. "TRAVISS!! DON'T DIE!! I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE!!!"

I could not even speak. My tongue puffed up so much that I could not even mouth a single word.

Ascension