Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

It took twenty nervous minutes, but they eventually both woke up with slightly glowing blue eyes. As little Timmy looked towards me with a grin, he dashed behind me at what would have been incredible speed before the Apocalypse. For me, it was slow.

I whirled around and I tapped him in the head. "Testing out your new powers, huh?"

He nodded enthusiastically. "Heck yeah I am! All this power flowing through me, it all makes me happy."

"Did you get the blue Focus Mana trait?"

"Yeah, thanks to you, that's what I used to fight off the Anger filled emotion in all the rampaging Mana."

Susan walked up slowly around me to Timmy, and she hugged him tightly. I saw her body, and it actually looked sexy. She looked sexy.

Assimilation