Cosmictear

In this Apocalypse, things that were once hidden are shown in a way that would make your blood boil in horror, but also in hilarity at the circumstances they unfold in and the way the MC, Travis experiences things. Follow along with this book for a well thought out Apocalypse/ all-conquering man who becomes a god, who then claws to the very height of the Universe, and then to the height of every Universe in the Multiverse of all connected strings.
In a world where Zombies, beasts, and Awakeners dominate, power is absolute. There is no law save for who is the strongest.
Follow Travis on his journey to Survive and Thrive in a world that is keen on dragging his soul to hell.
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Informational: The novel is mainly action based and has occasional R18 scenes. 
The main character is focused on becoming strong, but he has family and friends that he wants to protect as well.
The main character has a dark past and has to grapple with it throughout the story. The mana and Magic of the world has a lot to do with emotions.

Surviving An Apocalypse

As we got nearer to them, I yelled out to them. "Hey, my name is Travis, we want to talk."

The man with red hair stepped close to me and offered his hand. I grabbed it, and we shook. He smiled nicely. "My name is Bill. My friend here is Jim."

As he let go of my hand, he looked towards Jim and winked.

I sighed. "So you boys wouldn't be thinking about killing us, would you?"

Bill looked hurt. "Now why would I do that?"

Bill drew his sword with an evil grin and he ran directly towards me.

My sword flashed, separating his head from his shoulders in a spray of glowing red liquid Mana. Jim also drew his sword. And even as he was beginning to look terrified, my blade flashed over his neck too.

Both of their bodies exploded harmlessly. Bill had red Mana and Joe had pink Mana. The Mana explosions pushed me to the ground with disgusting Mana that seeped and flowed from my body back towards their own bodies.

What Are You Doing?