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" when were you going to tell us you already connected to your elements" Elise and I stood in front of Emily's bed as she pet her summons who was now awake and ok

" I just wanted to surprise you and show you I can handle stuff on my own." She didn't look up at us just continuing to pet

" that not the point it could have been very dangerous when I first connected I almost killed myself taking the elven capital with me." I tried explaining the what happened when I first awakened my mana

" that was because you didn't know what you were doing...I do" I couldn't deny she did have a point

Walking over to Emily Elise gently made her look up at her " please we have already told you we want to be there for your life achievements and that was one of them it's not about you being able to do stuff on your own but us being able to share in your life."

Tears filled her eyes, unable to hold them back they fell from her eyes " I'm sorry mama I jus-." Elise put a finger to her lips

" shhh...I'm begging you not again if you are our daughter then let us be in your life like you want to be in ours." Elise pulled her into a hug

I understood how she was feeling it was frustrating watching your daughter grow up so fast,we just want our little girl for a little bit longer, I watched them cry it out not sure what I could say or do she wasn't already

" tomorrow your going to show me what you can do and if you need help you only need to ask I'm not the best teacher but I can try for my little girl." Emily smiled at me while nodding as Elise and I got ready to leave after they had their fill of crying with each other

Taking my hand into hers Elise and I made our way to our room once we were inside we started to undress when she forced me onto our bed " your going to put a baby in if you like it or not." I could see her eyes constrict under the dim lights of the candles lit around the room

" but I like very much."

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Stirring awake after a rough session of baby making from movement on top of me I saw Elise straddling me

" some ones in the mood for more." Leaning down she didn't kiss me like I thought instead going for my neck nibbling on it which I enjoyed

I started to rub my hands down her body when the nibbling turned to a bite and not a soft one either " ow that hurt. " but she didn't stop only getting stronger eventually breaking my skin an drawing blood

" Elise Stop! " she continued like she couldn't hear me or didn't care bitting deeper while drinking my blood, unlike a vampire though she was taking a chunk of my neck to do so

" Elise!" I wasn't sure what to do unable to get her of me without using my elements

thankfully as I felt myself get light headed she leaned back taking a deep breath like she had been underwater, blinking a couple times it took her a second process what was happening

Her breath quickened as she put her hand on the wound that was squirting bright red blood everywhere after seeing me try and fail to do so " can you teleport. " I wasn't able to keep a coherent though anymore because of the blood loss

Quickly noticing this Elise yelled for help, the last thing I saw before everything went black was zauto entering the room followed by two others I couldn't make out rifles raised for any threat

'Killed by your own wife your a truly pathetic creature '

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The sound of fast paced footsteps entered my ears as I regained consciousness " I almost killed him Amelia and I wasn't even aware to stop myself."

" you can't blame yourself when we don't even know why it happened to begin with."

" it's because of their bond it's backfiring on them." a voice that took me a second to recognize entered my ears " you should really come to our kingdom as soon as you can you'll be able to learn more there."

" if you are responsible for this I will make you pay." I could feel the room get colder but was countered by a force that was neither wram or cold just present like the world itself was trying to stop it

" you know your just looking for someone to blame, you have been having strange thoughts here and there even more so now your in esturas right?" Even though I couldn't see Elise I could tell by her silence and the room going back to normal he hit the nail on the head

" it a common trait that happens in these situations and like I said if you come to our kingdom you will learn more an maybe can help you."

" I can't just leave this place depends on me and it will take time for me to prepare properly to visit." I could here the desperation in her voice not wanting to take a chance of this happening again

" then you should make those preparation as fast as you can for now I suggest you sleep apart for now." This time it was me who spoke up my voice hurting as I did

" that's not happening sorry." I opened my eyes an coughed a bit of dried blood up, Elise rushed over to me but stopped halfway catching herself

" don't even start get over here." I said to her before she could backup " you still want me around you even after what happened?" Rolling my eyes I pulled her to me using the gravity around her

" yes as a husband should when he is recovering from a injury." She still pulled away from when she got close

" we really shouldn't it's dangerous until we figure out what triggers this or a way to prevent it." I was honest getting a little mad at her constant insistence to not be near me

" you know your a hypocrite. " she stopped struggling an just stared at me shocked " you always say no matter what comes our way we will stand together yet here you are trying to get away from me, I don't care it was you that did this to me-"

Letting out a groan I sat up in pain " now get over an cuddle with me woman I'm hurt, I need some love so I can heal faster."

She stared at me but seemed to get the message because she walked back over sitting down next to me " please lay back down before the wound opens again." Her voice was a lot more stern this time but seeing her back to her oldself I obliged

She followed but faced away from me " this is the most your getting." Grabbing her waist I pulled her closer gently leaning my head on her shoulders

" I'll leave you two alone now that he is ok." Sunnor got up to leave the room followed by Amelia " I'll leave too ill help him back to the castle." Turning back to leave she suddenly stopped then looked at me

" I'm glad you are all right." She then quickly left leaving the air feeling a bit awkward I wasn't sure how to feel about this nicer version of Amelia

" you can leave too zauto." He had been standing beside the door the whole time opening it for people and guarding it

" with all respect my lord but I can't ." Knowing he wasn't going to budge because of his oath I let it go focusing on getting some rest so my body would recover faster

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After about half an hour Elise shifted slightly before speaking " I'm so sorry I did this to you." I could her in her voice she was crying

" my love you have nothing to be sorry for especially after what I've done to you."

" but you've never hurt me before, even when it's not you somehow you manage to stop yourself from bringing me harm" I felt her body shiver as she said the last part

" me though I won't even notice your a blood mess beneath me a inch away from death."

" you know that not a fair comparison. " she untangled herself from getting up " I'm sorry but I can't."Elise got up starting to leave

" please Elise don't." When she got to the do she stopped an looked back " I truly love you...but I'm starting to think it's to much." With those words said she left

After that the only sounds I could hear were the ringing in my ears and the horrid laughter of the demon in the corner of the room, suddenly that are of crystal collapsed crumbling to little pebbles

Zauto looked at the area then me but didn't say anything

Taking a deep breath I tried to regain control of my emotions being a emotional person has it's advantages but it also has so terrible flaws " gods damn it woman why do you have to be like this sometimes."

Laid there as my thoughts overtook me until I finally fell asleep from exhaustion waking up the next day at some point