Sarah's POV:
I walked Elma to her car; her mood was down, and I couldn't understand how she felt, but I knew she was hurt.
"Sarah?" She called, and I nodded.
"If you weren't kidnapped as a baby, do you think Bella would have come to you instead?"
The thought alone was scary: "I think so; she would have known that I wouldn't be able to move on after that; I would have probably committed suicide."
My mind drifted to my parents; now all I wanted to do was go see them.
She took a bottle from her car and showed it to me. "Let's share a drink while you wait for Jacob."
"If you are drunk, then how will you drive?"
"I won't get drunk; just share a drink with me."
I nodded, and we both got into her car. She drank directly from the bottle and shoved the bottle to me. I also drank, and she sighed heavily.
"I thought of suicide countless times, especially when I saw a video of myself."
"A video of yourself?" I was confused.