(Hallucinations, separation from reality, coercive control method)

The two men bowed to Doctor Takumi and said to him:

_ Yes, sir.

They headed towards the door of the room and went out for a few minutes, then returned, and each one of them was pulling a cart full of medicines and medical equipment.

They placed it in front of Doctor Takumi.

He looked at the medicines and equipment, then looked back at me and smiled, saying to the two men:

- Now put a white apron on him (it is a long white robe similar to an apron that binds the body).

And the hands and prevents the person from moving.

It is a gown that doctors use for psychiatric patients when they suffer from severe psychological attacks.

The two men turned towards me carrying that apron and began trying to put it on, despite my failed attempts at defending myself and my unwillingness to wear it.

I was screaming at the top of my voice with all desperation, asking for help, perhaps.

That someone would hear my voice and save me.

I looked at Doctor Takumi while I was wearing that gown, looks full of hope, weakness, and regret, saying to him in the loudest voice I could:

Why are you doing this to me? I haven't done anything.

Is all this because I'm an orphan and I don't have a family? Is this a sin for you to punish me for? After he finished dressing me with that apron, Doctor Takumi stood on his feet and headed towards me, placing his index finger on his mouth, approaching my ear and whispering to it, saying:

_ Shhhhhhhh, I don't like loud noises while giving lectures.

It is a kind of disobedience for me, and you must remain obedient to your teacher.

He was holding a white medical screen in his hand and put it inside my mouth so forcefully that it reached my throat and I was about to vomit.

My tears were flowing profusely and my breathing was rising very quickly, and as usual I had no power but to watch what they would do to me in the coming moments.

Doctor Takumi went to the wall of the room and pressed white buttons that illuminated the entire room with bright white lights.

On the other side of the wall there was a large red button.

He pressed it, and the floor of the room began to open a hole in the middle, and from it emerged an iron chair with four chains on its legs.

I was extremely surprised by what I saw at that time that I could not concentrate.

Was I surprised by that button that made the room split in the middle, taking out an iron chair from its belly, or was I surprised that that nightmare that I had seen in my dream was beginning to come true? The two men grabbed me and put me on that chair, but they did not put those chains on me. Doctor Takumi took his wooden chair and approached me directly, with only a few centimeters separating us.

He sat on it and started talking to me, saying:

_Okay, now you and I will cooperate and make you see very beautiful things, but before that I want to If I make you drink two pills of medicine, it will help you get better.

He extended his hand towards the medical equipment table and picked up a white, oval-shaped medicine box from it.

The medicine pills were blue and circular.

He gave an order to the two men, saying to them:

_ Come on, open his mouth and hold it firmly so that I can be sure that he will swallow the medicine completely.

He approached my mouth, removed that cotton screen, and put in his hand two pills of that medicine to make me swallow them, but I tried to resist and started trying to move my head right and left and shake my body, trying to untie me from that damned garment, but it was also useless.

They are many times stronger than me, and there is no escape from them.

The doctor caught fire.

Takumi became angry because of my resistance.

He grabbed my face with his hand, opened my mouth in a very violent way, put two pills inside my mouth and closed it until he was sure that I had swallowed them.

He put that cotton screen back in my mouth again.

The two men moved away from me and the doctor, Takumi, ordered them to stand next to the door until he ordered them to come again.

At first, my body's condition was normal, but after a few minutes, I began to feel that there was a fire burning in my brain like burning embers.

My body began to twitch and tremble, and I began to scream, but my voice did not come out because of that damned cotton screen.

I got to my feet and started running like a madman around the room from the intensity of my body.

The pain and my eyes became red like embers from the intensity of crying, but all of that was of no use.

Then I headed towards the wall and began hitting my head against it hard, one blow after the other.

The vile Takumi was sitting in his chair with his hands in his pants pockets and watching me as if he was watching a Beethoven musical. I continued hitting my head until I fainted.

Ali again.

I started seeing scary nightmares, blood everywhere, and I was standing in the middle, frozen with intense fear, and my mother appeared in front of me, but this time she was looking at me and she was very sad and crying, and her clothes were torn and dirty, and her tears had become in the form of blood.

She was looking at me with frightening looks and looks full of resentment, and she was ashamed of me.

I started calling for her, but she did not answer me, and I tried to approach her, but I also could not walk.

Suddenly, I bowed my head and looked at my feet, and I found hundreds of hands holding my feet and pulling me into the ground, while I was desperately trying to save myself.

I regained consciousness again and began to slowly open my eyes and see what had happened to me. This time they had put me back in that iron chair, but I was bound with chains on both my hands and feet and my face was full of blood due to the blows I had received on my head due to the wall. I raised my head and looked forward. My vision was very bad. Everything was blurry and blurry. I was seeing two copies of Dr. Takumi and my mind was very hurting.

Only a few seconds later, I was thrown with ice water again. I gasped so hard that I almost lost my breath from the extreme cold of the water.

Then I heard Doctor Takumi's voice saying to me:

"You are very lazy when you sleep during lectures. It is a kind of neglect.

I do not want you to disappoint me from the beginning.

" I started making moaning noises, trying to speak, and then Takumi knew that I wanted to say something to him.

He turned his head to one of the men to remove the cotton screen from my mouth so that he could hear what I wanted to say. When that man approached my mouth and removed the cotton screen, I bit his hand hard, but what was scary was that the man did not show any reaction or even scream, even though I bit him hard and it came out of his hand.

The blood was gone, I removed my teeth from him, looked at Takumi, and said to

him in a pale, weak voice:

_ Go to hell, Takumi. Damn you, you thug.

Takumi laughed his usual hysterical laugh and his voice carried throughout the room. He looked at me with malicious looks and said to me:

_ A student should not disobey his teacher or insult him because this is considered disgraceful.

It seems that your mother has neglected to raise you well.

He grabbed the medicine box again, but this time he took out four pills from it, double the amount he gave me the last time.

I started screaming, saying:

"No, no, please, no, I don't want to eat it again.

" He did not listen to my words and my pleas to him.

He was a demon incarnated in human form.

Hold my mouth tightly and place the pills inside my field and close my mouth tightly until I am sure I have swallowed them.

He stopped and looked at me for a few minutes, then turned his back and left the room, and the two men also left with him. When they left, I heard one of the men say to Dr. Takumi:

_ Sir, isn't the amount of medicine you gave him too large? If you had given him another pill, he would now be dead. Takumi replied to him, saying:

"You should not interfere with my work. Just do what I tell you to do.

" Then close the room door.

That damned medicine started to take effect again. The pain was double. I felt like my brain was boiling and my body was crumbling from the pain. Now I am shackled with chains and I cannot move myself or hit my head to relieve the pain until despair filled my heart and I started crying and screaming and repeating, saying:

_ Mother, where are you? Where did you go and leave me? I am suffering in this hell alone.

I began to make strong moaning sounds and try to break the chains from the severity of the pain.

I became more and more forceful with them, but they were as strong as steel.

I began to feel that my eyes would melt from the pain, and I began to see in front of me strange and frightening creatures like demons, looking at me and laughing hysterically like the laugh of that damned Takumi. She approached me and I screamed as loudly as I could and called my mother asking her for help, saying:

_ My mother, my mother, please come and save me. I want to go home. I am very afraid. I began to hear her voice as she told me, "

Adam, I am here, look at me, look at me well.

" My heart ached when I heard my mother's voice. Is this reality or is it also a hallucination? I closed my eyes tightly, then opened them again, and here was the most shocking thing I had ever seen: my mother standing in front of me, full of blood, speaking to me in a loud voice, saying: :

_ I died, Adam, and you killed me. I died, Adam, and you killed me.

I started screaming and repeating, saying to her:

_ Liar, Liar, shut up, shut up, you are not my mother, you are just an imagination because of the symptoms of that medicine, shut up.

The pain was tearing apart parts of my brain.

It is the worst feeling a person can experience.

It is unbearable.

I really want to die.

I wish my heart would stop. Now, strange and frightening voices were speaking to me as if I was in a merchandise store, even though I was alone in this room. I wish I could imagine nice things to ease my pain, even if just a little, but what I was seeing was only hell itself.

I stayed like this for seven and a half days, without food or water. It was just me, my screams, and those terrifying hallucinations in the room alone.

Until my mind became a little sad and I eventually lost consciousness.

This time, I did not dream of anything, and I did not have nightmares in the dream.

I do not know whether my mind took pity on me or whether it was completely destroyed.

I fell into a very deep sleep.

I don't know if it was a few minutes, hours, or days. I can no longer differentiate between them. Once again, I was thrown with water, but this time it was very hot water. A few seconds later, they threw very cold water at me, but this time I had no reaction at all.   I was surrendering to what they were doing to me, and my body was damaged and could not give any reaction.

Doctor Takumi started calling my name, saying: "Adam, Adam, you have to look at me now. You hear me, right?"

. I slowly raised my head and looked at him, focusing on his eyes in complete silence. Takumi's eyes filled with tears, as if he had found something he had been waiting for for a long time, saying:

_ I knew you would appear in the end, you with the emerald blue irise...

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