I'm unable to say anymore, as I feel I'd break into a million pieces if I did.
I try to keep myself together while I wait for what Elias has to say.
I wait, and I wait, then...he falls onto his knees.
"Abigail...I..." He pauses, but I don't want him to, I want to hear what he has to say. "I couldn't do it." He couldn't do what? "I couldn't carry on, feeling your pull, day after day after day. And not be able to be by your side. Not able to hold you, to kiss you. I...I felt you every minute of every day from the first time we met, and I couldn't be myself. I couldn't think, all that consumed my thoughts was you. And if I couldn't be myself if I couldn't think clearly. Then I'd never be able to free you from that monster, so we could be together." He looks me in the eye, and what I find is...a world of pain.