Chapter 191: Grasp

I raise my head so I can get a good view of his face, I didn't expect him to do the same, vice versa, for me.

Our eyes meet, and for a brief moment, I feel our souls connect like it had been some time ago.

But this moment fades far too soon, not only by him breaking eye contact and looking away, but by the subsequent shift and or waver in my ability to control my…his Insticnt.

The barrier underneath us begins to falter and what would comes next needs no explanation.

Darius rises and pulls me onto my feet.

But I see him falter as he stands, he…he's barely holding it together without that totem.

"Your losing control of your Instinct?" He asks me, and with my head faced down so I don't meet his eyes, I nod.

I too try to hold in the pain screaming from my hands, my knuckles, but it is an uphill battle. I stare at my hands, expecting to see any injury whatsoever, but I find none.