An hours passes before I remember that today is not the day for me to sulk. I have things to do, I need to pull it together.
Taking in a deep breath, I try to clear my heart and control my emotions. I don't know if it worked, but I can at least think clearly.
Getting up, I walk around my room like madwoman getting one thing or the other. Once I've gathered said things, I lock the door, then I lock the windows and close the curtains. After making sure I'm given privacy, I turn to the items I gathered.
A white pure white bed-sheet, A bowl of water, a candle and a pile of dirt I collected from the flower vase in a corner.
Walking over to them, I pick up the white bed-sheet and I spread it out. Next, I pick up the bowl of water and place it in a corner. Then, I do the same for the pile of dirt and candle which I lit with my Instinct.