Chapter Fifteen

I stood in front of the full length mirror in the corner of my room. I frowned at my outfit. I wasn't sure about it since it was different from what I normally wear. I had on my normal ripped skinnies and combat boots but the shirt was different. I normally wear t-shirts but this one was a long sleeved blouse.

It was black with sheer sleeves. Earrings in the shape of dream catchers hung from my ears. A yin yang choker circled my neck. Gold rings on my fingers. A pair of black fingerless lace gloves adorned my hands. I even had gold thread woven into the gloves.

It may still be black but it was still a bit more omegan than normal. I'm trying to be more myself than before. Before I was acting like an alpha so I didn't wear cute clothes. Now that I have Raiven I didn't need to act like an alpha. I can be myself now. Something I have wanted for a very long time.

I ran a brush through my hair once more before walking out my room and went to the kitchen. I wanted to get a snack before going to school. I grabbed an apple from the bowl on the counter and walked out to the car.

When I got to the school I walked in with a lot of gazes on me. I continued to walk to walk with my head high. I will not let them put me down. Just as I walked through the door I felt an arm fall on my shoulders. I looked up to see Charly smiling down at me.

"Hey bro. Good morning."

I smiled back at him. "Morning. Guess that name is accurate now."

Charly pulled me more into his side. His smile broadened. "Damn right. Anyways. Don't worry about the masses."

I looked around and saw students in circles of two or more whispering, glancing at me. "I'm not. I'm Killian Borg. I don't worry about what anyone says besides my alpha." I smiled up at Charly.

He stared into my face, reading me. A grin broke across his face. "Damn right. Sorry. Raiven was worried. He knew it would be your first day back at school since you guys bonded. He didn't want it to take a toll on you."

I got my face heat up at the mention of Raiven's name. I knew he was worried. I could feel it. I tried to let him feel assured through my feelings but it only worked a little bit. "Thanks Charly."

"No prob. You are part of the family now. Let's get to class." Charly said as he stirred me to class.

A smile slipped on my lips. I'm glad I ended up as Raiven's mate. Now Charly was not only my best friend but also my brother.

The next few classes were uneventful. Just students whispering and watching. Nothing too unnormal. It was something I was used to since I was part of a very prominent family. The only difference was I wasn't dressed like an alpha. Hell, I didn't even take the medicine that made it seem like I was one. I had let my natural scent out all day. I'm sure everyone can now tell who I am.

Just as I thought that I could feel a little bit of anxiety creep into my heart. I stopped in my tracks on the way to lunch. Charly turned around to look at me with an eyebrow raised. I pressed my right fist to my heart, looking down at the ground.

'You ok, Lil bit?' I heard Raiven in my head.

'Raiven? I'm not sure. I was just thinking that everyone now knows I'm not an alpha and got a little freaked out.' My fist bunched up my shirt.

'Take a deep breath Lil bit.' His voice was so calming. I was glad we bonded. I needed him to get through this.

I took the deep breath he told me to. I could feel myself slowly calming down. 'Thanks Rai. I needed that.'

'I know. I could feel it.' I heard him laugh. 'Now, don't worry about others. None of them matter. All that does is me. Don't forget Charly is always there when you need him.'

I looked up at Charly and saw him right in front of me. A worried expression on his face. 'Right. I'm sorry I freaked out Rai. Thanks for calming me down.'

'Any time Lil bit. It's what I'm here for. I'll see you later.'

'See you later Rai.'

I let go of my shirt and then cupped Charly's cheek. "I'm ok, Char. Sorry to worry you."

He let his eyes close and leaned into my palm. "I'm guessing Raiven talked to you?"

I giggled. "Yes. He calmed me down."

Charly opened his eyes and stared deeply into mine. "What happened?"

I looked away, ashamed. I said I wouldn't let others get to me and yet I did just that. "I just started thinking that everyone knew I'm not an alpha now and freaked out."

Charly pulled me into a hug, holding me tight. "No matter what they think, don't worry about them. I'm sure Raiven told you but they don't matter. He's the only one who does. Does he think you are less because you aren't alpha?" He pulled me back a bit to look into my eyes.

I could feel my eyes water. "No."

Charly smiled done. "There you go. Keep that close to your heart. He's your alpha. What he thinks and says is law to you. No one else."

I gave him a watery smile. "Thanks Char." I buried my face in his chest, letting my silent tears run down my cheeks. He held me until I was completely calm. When I was done he wiped my cheeks dry.

"Alright. Let's get to lunch." Charly guided me to the cafeteria and sat me down at our usual table. He went to get our lunch. When he came back he put mine in front of me and sat down next to me. I didn't talk during lunch. When it was done I had to leave Charly's side since I had Art

When I walked into the classroom I could feel everyone turn to look at me. I walked over to my seat and sat down, looking out the window with my cheek in my palm.

"What's this? Why do I smell a new scent?" I heard Jack say. I didn't turn to look at him. I could hear him sniffing around the room until he was next to me. "Wait. Is it you Killian?"

"What if it is?" I never turned away from the window.

Jack laughed. "You're an omega?"

I slowly looked away from the window and toward him. A murderous look on my face. "What if I am? What would you do?"

Upon seeing my expression Jack took a step back but didn't back down. "So you have been hiding who you are all along?"

I stood up and towered over him. Even though I'm omega I'm taller than most alphas thanks to my parents. When you have two alphas as your parents you get to be taller than most. Even more so when you have generations of that exact thing.

"What business does that have to do with you? Who are you to me?" My voice was dark. I was getting tired of his shit. He has no idea who I am but he acts like he knows everything there is about me.

I felt someone put their hand on my shoulder, calming me down. "Now, now. It's time to calm down." I heard Henrie say next to me. He then turned to Jack. "Why do you even care what Killian is? It has nothing to do with you. It's between him and his alpha."

At that everyone looked at my scent gland. They can see the mark there. I purposefully wore a shirt that had a slightly low neckline to show it off. The neckline was on the top of my chest and slightly lower on my shoulders so the top of them showed. Since the scent gland was in the space between my neck and shoulder it was below my choker.

Jack took another step back. He lifted his finger and pointed at my mark, his finger shaking. "Y-yo-you have an alpha?"

A smirk crossed my lips at the scared expression on his face. "Yes." I leaned closer to him. "What will you do now?"

It was almost like he didn't hear the last thing I said. "When?"

I tilted my head. "Why should you know?" I watched as he struggled to absorb the info. I sighed. "My birthday party." I said turning away. I turned to Henrie. "I need you to do something for me. Come talk to me after class." With that I sat down in my seat and looked out the window again.