Perfect

Dedicated to Lilian_benard and Peekaboo_3

JULIAN OLIVAREZ

I have been feeling quite apprehensive the whole day,and it has been a while since I last felt this overwhelmed,it's actually over a decade.

The last time I felt this way was when I was still a little boy,one who held high hopes and excitement for his birthday,each year. Only for them to be crashed every single time his mother,also only known family to him, forgot about the day she had him. Whenever he did not get even a single excuse of a gift or rather a simple birthday wish.

Now that all this time has passed and I still feel this way almost,every time my birthday comes around,makes me think I should probably get used to it. Or make sure to discuss it with Doctor Sarah Living,my therapist during one of our sessions. She could probably help me learn to live with it or out grow it.

I'm now Thirty for God's sake! I should get over the things that happened when I merely had a grasp of life.

I scribbled in my therapy journal and put it back on the bedside table,before starting on my day.

I woke up at Six forty-five in the morning,and have been bed rotting since then. It's now closer to Three o'clock in the afternoon. I'll soon have to start on my day,unless I want to keep The Morgans waiting.

I literally crawled out of bed and into the bathroom to take a quick shower,that's when I noticed the humper where I had placed all the items I received in yesterday's package. I had thrown all the sex toys and tools in the hamper and hid it under the bathroom sink out of embarrassment. Seeing them now reminds me of my plan,the biggest accomplishment that is waiting for me at the end of the day. Birthday Sex!

It would be my first time with a man,a man that I'm quite enamored with. I'd admit that I have wanted to be one with him for a while now,but I wanted it to hold more intimacy onto it,that's why I'd stalled.

Today's the perfect timing,and hopefully our intercourse has so much intimacy and it's worthwhile.

I took my precious time in the bathroom,making sure every single part of my body is clean and ready for any escapades I'm to be involved in tonight. I made sure to revise the PDF I found online ;Beginner's Guide to Bottoming to make sure I was really prepared and ready for what's to come out of our intercourse tonight.

The next daring step of the day was selecting an outfit that embodies sexiness,elegance and comfort. Since it's winter,any outfit would have to be accentuated with winter accessories.

I'm not a lavish man or anything of that kind,but I'm sure as well not dirt poor. I hold high meaning in events and occasions,so if someone as dignitary as Azrael invited me over to an occasion,simple as a dinner,I'd have to dress accordingly.

I want to be dressed up to the nines for tonight's date. I am to be in company of the great Morgans,the owners of multi billion dollar enterprises. They are rumored to be the wealthiest people in the whole of Europe,even though they choose not to disclose their entire networth to the public. And to think that I bagged one of them,seemingly the eldest,is quite scarcely credible. I fear that I would wake up somewhere and all this was nothing but a fever dream.

I settled for a Burgundy long-sleeved satin shirt,a pair of black trousers,Greggo Louboutin shoes. I also prepared a Parka,knitted scarf and gloves.

Three hours later...

I was a little behind schedule that the moment I parked my Jeep SUV outside the hotel main entrance,I immediately ran out of my car and sprinted,right through the rotating doors, into the hotel lobby area where the reception was.

"Julian Olivarez,here to meet up with Adrien and Azrael Morgan." I informed the receptionist and showed her my ID card.

"Oh, delighted to have you sir. Please proceed through that door to the back,you'll find him there." She replied with a smile,giving me directions to where they were waiting for me.

I followed her directions,panic slowly slipping into my veins,due to the fear that I had made everyone wait for me for more than Forty minutes.

"Why did the roads have to be slippery today of all days?" I cursed under my breath.

ADRIEN MORGAN

I was pacing back and forth in the glass shelter terrace that overlooked a hill and a river at a distance,which were all covered in the late December snow.

It was already near dusk and Jules was nowhere in sight.

He had informed me that he was on his way to the venue about half an hour ago. It takes only about a maximum of Eighty-five minutes to get here,that's why I'm unsettled.

I hope he's just running a little bit behind schedule and nothing bad is actually holding him back.

I really hope he finds the terrace appealing enough to him unlike the banquet hall I had had decorated a few weeks prior. The idea of a terrace dinner date was more of a last minute program,I really hope he likes it.

I may or may have not had a discussion with Alya in efforts of trying to understand Julian more from another's perspective. She has been with him longest and as a personal assistant,she sure knows his taste. I think she also doubles as a mother figure in his life.

She suggested that I go for something a little less luxurious.

"Let's say you booked an entire banquet hall,how many significant people in Julian's life do you know? It'd be a waste of time,I must say. A simple dinner where you would have fun together is better than holding a party where all the attention will be showered on the guests. Don't you think so,Mr Morgan?"

And to reflect on that,Azrael and I had been wrong for organizing his party like we would our own,where we have people of all decents over,filling the halls with laughter,glam and .... life.

This is Julian. He barely has a handful of people he is genuinely close to. Most of the people he knows are acquaintances,nothing more or intimate as friendships.

It's quite sad.

My trail of thoughts and pacing were out to a hold the moment I laid my eyes on the gem that was crafted just for me. I couldn't help the smile that spread all over my face and if I'm right,it made him relax a little.

Julian was dressed in Burgundy as I had jokingly suggested. His entire outfit defined him as the gorgeous,bold,exquisite,sexy and elegant man he is. That outfit paired with his Cobalt blue eyes,pale skin and defined stature,he sure would be the end of me.

He looks so perfect.

"per favore accetta le mie scuse per il ritardo." He apologized between laboured breaths.

"Nessun problema,Amore mio." I gave him a smile,in hopes of reassuring him that all is well. "I'm glad you could make it,Jules. How about we take a seat. You could use a glass of water to cool you down a bit."

We walked hand in hand to the table that was decorated with hydrangea flowers and tulips,Julian trying to explain his delay while I was busy admiring him. I pulled out the chair for him and made sure to pour him a glass of water before proceeding to my take my own seat which was opposite his. I could listen to his voice every second of the day and never tire,he is so adorable when he speaks. And to think that he is quite comfortable around me that he can speak to me without minding his expressions.

You see when Jules is talking,his hands develop a brain of their own and his tone softens up a bit,to sort of disclose his real intentions and emotions.

He is like a toddler whenever he is around me. And I could never trade this feeling for anything in this world.

I love it that by listening to him expatiate ,I'm helping heal his inner child.

"You're so adorable." Julian's chatter came to a halt,taken aback by my compliment,he started blushing.

"You can't keep doing that,Adrien. It's not healthy for my fragile heart!" He gulped more water from his glass,probably to cool the heat that had spread all over his face.

"I suggest you start learning to embrace my compliments my love because I'm not stopping anytime soon or ever. So tell that heart of yours to brace itself because I'm gonna teach it to only beat for me and my compliments,that you'll yearn for them whenever I delay to shower you with them. That is an oath."

"You're so full of yourself Adrien. By the way where's Azrael and Luciano?" He wasn't so subtle about changing the topic.

"They will not be joining us anymore,so it's just me and you."

"Okay,might as well treat this as a dinner date,since it's been a while since we were on one." He mumbled under his breath.

Somewhere in the middle of our date,we found each other closer than we were at the beginning. We had inched closer to each other and now,my eyes were staring directly into Julian's,our noses were so close that we lierally shared oxygen,one slight movement and our lips would touch.

Julian's eyes kept looking between my own,as if asking for something,something that we both desire but also heitant to go for.

The air around us had become dense,the temperature the room had also raised,leaving us breathing rigorously despite having been inactive.

"Dessert is served." Said the attending waitress,breaking the tension that hung in the air. "Oh,pardon me,sirs. I'm regretful for my intrusion. Please continue,I'll excuse myself." She placed the cake in the sight of Julian before scurrying away.

I'm not quite sure whether to be grateful or angered by the interupption. But I must admit,it was welcome,otherwise I wouldn't have been able to control myself.