Yes my mother helped me in the beginning Yes my father gave me one of his apartments, but I could still feel the disappointment in my father ways. I just have to keep going in this world that go's so fast, I want a family that will never leave me. Me and my baby going to be good I can do bad all by myself I got my apartment I got like three hundred dollars to my name I can get some food for me and my baby... I should hit his fater up... he will give it to me if I really need it. But imma get my own hustle I don't want to depend on no nigga this nigga start to fuck up I'm out me and my son I can do bad all by myself. Any way I went over to my apartment and cleaned up I'm talking about clean I'm 16 but my mama taught me how to be a woman. How to do things. I just wish she held on a little more I felt like she hated me but had to teach me cause I'm her daughter. everybody look at me with pity or hate imma be different from them imma be a mother with love and always keep a roof over y kids head . Me and my baby had a good day I cleaned up took a shower washed the dishes and I was out to my baby father house. "Wassup t how you doing baby girl"
I'm good daddy you got some money for your son" yeah t here go five hundred imma go do some today tho so can't chill with yall today" yeah ight nigga you said that yesterday. You put this baby in me you better spend time with him. " my Lil man good he strong" you just doing that cause your father did it to you. We gotta change one day. " I here you baby girl I got you : I left my baby daddy and went food shopping I got one grand in my pocket sp I spent four on food and got some clothes for Travis so he can be warm. Winter right around the corner. It's geting colder and colder "whatups ma what's your name" t who's asking. What's t my name moe " nice to meet you moe. "You every need help with that baby let me know ma " yeah ight nigga you ant gone do shit.. all you niggas the same you just wanna fuck. " nah love never disrespect I just like seeing a young mother taking care her business " well thanks boo today was a good day time to head in and wash up for tomorrow I got an interview for this dine in washing dishes a job is a job who gone feed my baby when everyone step away me I got to try for my baby