I can't like you

I asked Nayeon about hizuki but she said she is absent today but she was not sure . Why does he even care if she is absent or present . He is acting weird these days . He was so into the thoughts that he didn't even notice Hizuki was sitting on her seat . He looked at her seat and said in a shock "HIZUKI?" he smiled . Everyone in the class looked at him and some were jealous of hizuki because he never called any girl like that . Hizuki asked him 'what is it?' but he said nothing and sat down awkwardly and pretended to read a book . Nayeon laughed at both of them .

"isn't it obvious" Han said while looking at the board. 

"yes it is obvious in fact it was from the start " joseph said with feeling proud . 

"What?" han looked at him in disbelief .

"Yes it was obvious from the start that it is a board . Why are you This dumb ? " Joseph said and hit Han playfully .

"I am talking about hizuki" han said with a done expression .

"HIZUKI?" . yes Joseph yelled again . And everyone in the class looked at him including hizuki . 

Teacher entered the class . Everyone greeted him . Hizuki whispered to Nayeon 'what's wrong with him?' Nayeon laughed and han too because teacher was looking at nayeon and it was funny . Teacher told both of them to leave the class .Hizuki couldn't control her laugh because of their faces.

"OUT! NOW" teacher yelled at her . She was about to leave but she heard a weird laugh most likely a forced laugh . 

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHA" Joseph laughed without any reason . 

"JOSEPH GET OUT " .Hizuki and joseph both left . It was an awkward silence between the four of them .Nayeon looked at han . 

"why did you laugh ? " 

"you were looking funny " 

Nayeon hits him playfully . Hizuki looked at joseph ,he was already looked at her but when she looked at him he looked away . She was confused why did he laugh ? .He must be bored without his friend . He didn't show at school how broken he is . Joseph looked at her and she was still looking at him thinking something . Joseph chuckled and looked away . Meanwhile Han and Nayeon were looking at them with a disgusted expression on their faces . Han decided to break the silence "Joseph ! What about that dream girl ?" 

"Oh! I solved that issue with hizuki and she told me it's just a dream don't think about it " Joseph said looking at hizuki with innocent eyes . 

They nodded and finally the period as over and the teacher told them to go inside the classroom .

*After school* 

I was sitting on the bed reading a book and suddenly I miss hizuki . I don't know what is happening. It started to rain . It's such a nice weather, 'I wish she was a human' he said to himself . "I don't want to be a monster" . He turned back [he was in the balcony] and smiled knowing the owner of the voice . he looked into her eyes for a while . He can see world into her eyes . Suddenly someone opened the door without knocking . 

"What are you looking at ?" Alora asked .

"Mom ! how many times do I have to tell you to knock on the door before coming in ?" 

"This is my house. Come and eat " 

He looked at her with a done expression. 

"Why don't people like you exist?" 

"What's with you ?" She looked at joseph with a disgusted expression .

He looked at her and smiled softly .He was looking so attractive , she couldn't look into his eyes .She wants to look into his eyes forever . She wants to stay with him but she have to ignore it because he is a human and she is not . In the end they will get a heartbreak and nothing else . That's why she wants him to get out of depression as soon as possible and so she can go home as soon as possible . She don't want to leave but one day she have to . Whenever thought of leaving him crosses her mind she couldn't help but let her tears fall. Whenever he looks into her eyes her heart is beating so fast more than a bullet train but she ignores it as she don't want her mom get angry on her as well his mom .

She is his mom but never acts like one . I feel sorry for him ,wish i could take this teddy bear [joseph] with me far away from this world but I can't , even if we stay together one of us have to die. That's what I don't want . This world is so cruel and I can see Nayeon likes him . She don't show it but I can read her face , her eyes tell everything and about Han , he likes Nayeon . He told me . And about joseph I don't know and i don't want to know . I hope he likes nayeon back . And about me I am not here to like anyone . Even if I do Arghh I can't . I have to finish here everything and go back to my home . I only have a week to stay here and if stay more than a week I will die for sure . 

She vanished . He opened the door and he was expecting to see her but instead he saw a Note on his bed . He placed it on table because he was feeling sleepy and wants to sleep . He was thinking about her and the letter she left behind . He was smiling with himself . Someone knocked on the door but he didn't looked at the door as he kept smiling like a dumb . 'what's wrong with him ? Is he really smiling ? ' Alora thinks and closed the door again . She wants to see him happy . But not for him but for their company he must stay healthy . She is a selfish mom . She thinks her son is not perfect and he can't run a company . She just cares for the company . 

"A girl?" Alora asked .