Wedding preparations. (Aropha's Memories.)

 The wedding preparations actually began and went quite smoothly. His father wasn't joking at all. Not for once did he see Jonastiy since that day. Why this hope, why would she even come. When it was very clear, she wasn't wanted. If she comes what will she even say. But this isn't like Jonastiy. She was quite clingy jealous and possessive , especially to her boy friend. Lets just say she is the type of girlfriend, that is sweet calm, caring loving, that has cooked dinner before your home. Even if you guys are only dating.

The best girl friend. But will snap the next second when she sees her boyfriend talking to even his sister Don't get me wrong Jonasity is not a psycho but this very unlike her. She is suppose to be here making objections, clingy, maybe even throwing a tantrum. But yet she isn't.

He should stop expecting her to come like she would always do. After all he was the one that behaved like shit. He is under estimating her to much. 

After all he had a choice and he blew it up in each ways. It was either his father, or Jonasity. But was it really about his father and princely responsibilities, or what he felt for Aropha.

On the other hand, Aropha felt weird about everything. But she her self didn't know life outside the forest. And is just recently she started adjusting to life in Shensiy. If she could say that she didn't know places existed outside Shensiy.

Ever since she could remember. She lived deep into the forest. The place was beautiful too beautiful and it was vast. Like it had no ending.

She lived with the most beautiful woman, the only person she ever knew in her life. The woman claimed to be her mother. But Aropha was smart. For one thing the woman looked nothing like her.

Instead Aropha thought that they came out of no where. The only beings that ever lived. The only ones to form out of nothing. And here are they now. You would want to think that Aropha had an over active imagination. But she was rather oblivious to things around her. Her so called mother never thought her anything. Never told her why things are so. 

She always wonder why there was a shining blue flowing thing in the vast end. Why sometimes every where would be bright. And over time every where would become dark, and she could hardly see. When she would look up during that time, to see a never ending space. With shining things scattered every where. She never knew what that space was.

That vast blue space when you look up. That was always there when it was bright and dark. She never knew its name. Neither did she knew what was on it. Why it changed colour progressively during different times .Nor the round shining yellow or orange thing. Or white fluffy thing that moved progressively during the bright and even dark hours. Nor the shining little twinkling things, that were scattered round the vast space she tried counting it one or two times but that was a job she could never complete. and the big round shinning white thing. Pitched at one specific point During the dark hours.

then moving slowly, coming over time and then before she wakes up it's gone and the orange yellow thing takes its place

She never knew what was the green and brown tall sometimes short things. Or the living things that could move. What where those things and their names. Why somethings had different looks, and colours. And was sure to have types, similarities and variations.

She didn't know why the white fluffy things becomes dark and seems angry and covers the vast space above then her and her mom would stay inside. When shining colourless things would then drop down from that vast space up above.

And she could stare at it all time long. Sparkling beauty drops just dropping one by one simultaneously becoming hypnotic and mesmerising to her. Keeping her in a trance before she finally falls asleep and then the sound echoes in her ears calmly and softly till she wakes up. As she remembers the night after. That was one night she would want to have over and over again.

She didn't know why the place she stayed in was like that. She didn't know anything.

She didn't understand why the place was so quiet. The only noises where from living things that would move across the sky. Another thing that was so sweet that she could feel, brushing against her skin and was sure that the tall green things could feel too. Because they would move occasionally. And what of the constant noises that she could hear from the far distance. It sounded like the noise from the shining colourless things that dropped from above. And also the noises, from that of her self and her mother. Those where the prominent things she could here. Some where constant, and some where not. 

 Aropha's mum would always give her colourful things from the tall green an brown things to put in her mouth. And they where always juicy and sweet. And some other things that should be a type of living things, But this one was not living. She wondered why she gave her those things to put in her mouth and swallow it. But if she didn't put it in her mouth, she will start feeling weird. And her stomach would start to make noises. And it was not a good feeling. But when she took it. Every thing would stop. So she never complained taking it.

Aropha literally did nothing so most of her time she would observe things in fact everything she saw and tried to understand it. And other times, her mum would sing for her, and she will fall asleep. And that was the only thing she liked about her mum. She often spend most of her time outside than inside the house. Cause they where more things to look at and understand. She did under stand some things to extent, but they where still a lot of questions.

She tried asking her what was those things what they where and what are their names. But her mum always dogged the questions. Aropha would always insist and she would always ask again and again in different times, and one day her mum told her she didn't know. And that was her continuous answer, anytime Aropha tried to ask her. So Aropha just stopped at once.

One day, Aropha was trying to study, the things she saw as usual. And caught sight of that bluish flowing thing at the farthest end. She had never gone there before. Neither have she ever asked her mum what it was. So she took a long work towards the sight. She finally reached and was shocked at the sight. She had never seen it before, but it was the same as the shining colourless things that dropped from above. Also one of the things she put in her mouth and swallowed, existed there.

But it wasn't blue the way it looked from afar. It was colourless and transparent because she could see the things inside of it. There where living things, and some other articles. One of the living things was dominant, and looked like the thing that she constantly put in her mouth. That was tasty grilled and even spiced. She was consumed by the sight she had never seen before. And those living things fascinated her. So there where things who could live in a place like this.

So this was where it came from. That thing she put in her mouth. She was sure mummy got it from here. So mum knew about this place and never told her. She tried trying to catch the living things, and in the process she fell inside. She didn't drown cause the water was right above her knee.

 Then her mummy came running and scolded her for coming. She carried her out and told her never to come her again ever. But Aropha just wondered why her mum talked that way. What was she doing. Why is she behaving like that. But Aropha knew one thing. What ever she said she was darn serious about it.

When they took her back home Aropha, wondered about everything but didn't think much, cause her mother sang to her and she slept. Aropha never went to the blue flowing thing again but had forgotten long about it. One day her mother sang to her during the bright time. And she woke up when she heard faint noises. She went towards the sitting room to hear voices. Of two people. She entered to see something more shocking. 

There was someone who was living. Aropha knew that the person was like type of them. It was taller and hard long face and stern. It hard shorter hair. It was not tender looking like them, but was like she didn't know how to explain it. But she was sure it was like us. They seemed to be arguing. And it voice was more deep. Not as soft as there's. But Aropha didn't just understand, why they behaved like that.

They where behaving in the same way her mum behaved when she found her in the flowing colourless thing. A type of behaviour of rage. A behaviour she had never seen before. They where talking until he mentioned her mum name. She was sure that word was towards her, mum. Of course she kinda knew what a mum is. Or so she thought. Mum explained it to her. She initially though that "Mum" was her mum's name. Or her mum didn't have a name.

But Aropha was smart, the manner in which he used to call her that word. Was the same way her mother called her Aropha. So it had to be her name. 

"Chrisitera" she repeated in confusion. And her mum and the other one turned too look at her. And they where shocked.

"She have seen us." Her mum said. And Arohpa asked who was that thing.

"Its nobody." Her mum said and took her back inside, and tried to sing her to sleep. But Aropha pretended to be asleep. And her mum left.

Aropha thought hard about it, and every thing started to make sense.

And seeing this thing she finally confirmed they are not the only ones in this world. She has always wondered how the world could be so blank, yet beautiful. How things don't have names and no meaning. Every thing just co existed with her in the middle and it had no meaning. Every thing was just the way that it was. Happened they way as it did. But her and her mum were completely oblivious to its occurrences. 

Ever since that day she encountered that colourless, flowing things and ever since she can remember, she never knew how that thing looked like. What it was, why it was there, and how long it has been there. Her herself never had track of time and doesn't know how long she has lived in this world.

Every day she would wake up to the same thing over and over again. And her eyes got sour at looking it. Cause she feels there is more to this world than she was seeing. Her eyes watered and swelled at looking at the same things she couldn't even understand. And her mum indirectly killed her curiosity. 

Ever since that day she always wanted to think there is nothing beyond that flowing thing. But there are living things there. She always knew there was something beyond the colourless flowing thing cause the flying creatures always come and go. Cause they hath seen what's beyond. 

But she quickly forgot about all that cause she had not figured out what she was seen currently, talk more of the beyond. 

Every thing felt like it had no meaning. But they are more of us out there. And this person that came confirmed it. She had never seen this person before in life. Had he truly come from the beyond.

And when it was dark, to their plight.

She hid herself in the essence of the night.

And behold he passed the flowing thing,

and to the beyond he went.

Aropha made up her mind from then.

If she can't understand things here

she will understand out there.

She didn't bother to ask any questions

She was going to find out herself

And went to sleep in pretence,

when her mum came to check.

She half slept, to want her mind led.

And when it was done she fled.

She reached the flowing thing

As her heart beat hard in chest 

She was going to the great unknown,

and she was ready,

No more thinking just for her to cross. 

She raised one of her leg to cross.

She knew she was ready, Yes she was ready,

She was about cross she was going to cross.

But, but,