CHAPTER 3

I must have been driving for about an hour and for some reason I'm outside a Circle K gas station, THE Circle K station that I first came to when I got left for dead by Derek and the same one that I called him out to and he died at. I cruise my bike on the trail till I get to the rock field before parking my bike and sitting down to look at the stars. It's a cold night and I can feel it in the ground under me.

I don't know how long I'm sitting there but I can hear someone walking up to me, I don't turn to see who. I figure if they found me here they must have something important to say. I listen as the mystery guest sits down next to me.

"Wow, something really changed you back into a little shit didn't it," I hear the guy next to me say.

"Well first off you don't know me and second I'm who I choose to be," I say, turning to see that Derek is sitting next to me.

I don't know why but I'm not running as much as I should be considering my former best friend, who has been dead for a year now, is talking to me in the moonlight. I can see the bullet holes in his chest, the blood pooled on his shirt, his face is a little pale but generally it looks like he's not too upset considering he's dead.

"What the fuck is this," I ask wanting to move.

"Well maybe you died out here with me? Or maybe you're dreaming and your subconscious is trying to tell you something? Or maybe I'm a zombie and I'm gonna eat you," Derek says jokingly cryptic.

"Well since you're here what's being dead like," I ask, trying to turn the subject off of me.

"Nope, no answers about the dead," Derek says wagging finger at me," Besides I think I'm here about you."

"Well nothing is wrong with me," I say standing up.

"Bullshit, I'm fucking here cause you need to fucking do something instead of just trying to make the shit better," Derek says getting in front of me," You fucking killed my ass cause I didn't kill you first. You destroy Kamran and his friend's lives just to prove a point. Then what did you do NOTHING. You sat around and kinda enjoyed shit and when a big situation came around for you to stand the fuck up for yourself you decided to make a deal like everyone else instead of just owning the whole fucking situation and making everyone know that you are the fucking man of your own damn life."

"Fuck you Derek," I yell in his face," I didn't make a deal, I got me some good shit for my time down there and maybe some decent people."

"Fuck yourself Guy," Derek retorts calmly," You took the easy way and not the right way and then you decided to become someone's personal bitch and handle all their problems for them. Used to be you saw something wrong you figured out how to fuck it up then you fucked its ass up."

"And I do what, just start walking around till I find someone I trust to betray me then I just make their life hell," I am more yellow than asking.

"Maybe you let someone make themselves into an ass. Maybe you try standing up for something and you die so I can talk to someone I know," Derek says, backing away in the dark," Or maybe you just had your one great moment and now you get to fade away."

The buzzing in my coat startles the shit out of me as I jolt up from my seat on the ground. I must have fallen asleep but I'm wide awake now and I check my phone. It's dark but I've got a few messages and a couple missed calls from the girls and my folks. The only one who didn't message me is the one I need to see the most, Kori. I get my bike out of the field and as soon as I hit asphalt I am a black dart in the night.

It's about one in the morning as I pull in front of Kori's house, I kill the engine on my bike and park it out front before shooting her a text asking her if she's home. It sounds goofy but if I'm dreaming of dead former friends goofy is right about where I should be right now. No response so I text her again, and keep repeating it for about ten minutes when my phone goes off with Kori calling me.

"Baby what the hell is going on, you woke me up," Kori says quietly into the phone.

"I'm out front, where is my girl," I ask her to move to the front door.

It takes a few minutes but sure enough Kori answers the door in her bathrobe, even tired with her hair messed up she looks damn good.

"Guy, it's one in the morning, what happened," Kori says, stepping out of the house and closing the door.

"I'm guessing my folks called," I ask quietly.

"Everyone has been wondering where the hell you were," Kori says leaning against the door jam.

"Everyone except you. I don't have a single message from you on my phone," I tell her plainly.

"Well maybe I figured that if you wanted me to know or were going to listen to me you'd tell me what was going on first instead of just brushing me and everyone else off," Kori says a little upset.

"That's the problem, you all want me to lead but you want me to do shit your way," I explained to her," I'm not doing that, I'll listen to everyone's ideas but they need to either accept what I choose and like it or leave."

"Fine but make a real choice then, don't just sit around doing nothing while we all wait for you to do something," Kori says, showing she's a little upset by the time for the conversation.

"I am, the first thing on the list is making sure all of you understand that I'm in charge and that things are going to be happening my way," I tell her, opening up my coat.

"And how are you planning to do….," Is as far as I let Kori get.

I cut her off quickly slamming my mouth against hers and pressing her body against the front door. Pure shock of what I'm doing has Kori tensed up but I'm not stopping as I pull her bathrobe open, I can feel the bed tank top in my hands as I start squeezing her soft breasts. I'm half hard and a little tired but I'm not stopping as Kori tries to shove me off her, it doesn't stop me as I keep working my tongue in her mouth. I don't know what switch flipped in Kori's head but she finally starts rubbing her hands against my body under my coat and kisses me back hard and fiercely. I feel Kori's hands working her way around my jeans and finally to the front where she gets them undone and starts stroking my cock. I feel her try to move down but I keep her standing and start to pull her panties down off her ass. I let her break our kiss but I kept kissing Kori's neck and the top of her breasts.

"Guy, we need to go inside or something," Kori whispers, almost gasping.

"No, right here and right now," I growl back nibbling at Kori's neck.

I can hear her moaning as I hike one of Kori's legs up and start lining my cock up with her slit, slowly rubbing the head against her lips before jamming half my cock deep inside her. Kori gasps and I'm pleased that she's wet and soft inside. The velvety feeling has me thinking about taking a slow pace but that thought lasts for about three seconds before I start thrusting hard and deep into Kori. I keep Kori's leg up as I fuck her against the door jam, her arms wrapping around my back and neck. The sweet softness of her being pounded hard and methodically has Kori moaning into my ear.

"I don't know what got into you but get some in me too," Kori teases in my ear.