Is it Zhuang Zhou's dream for a butterfly, or is it a butterfly's dream for Zhuang Zhou?
At the beginning, Yan Lin was still able to distinguish.
However, as dreams kept visiting late at night and another memory kept pouring into his mind from beginning to end, he gradually began to struggle to distinguish. Dreams and truth intersect, making it difficult for people to distinguish which one is their true self
Alternatively, the two have merged into one.
But the only thing he can perceive clearly is now, right now, right now!
He wants her to love what she loves, get what she gets, fulfill all her wishes, and heal all her wounds
Jiang Xuening, who was pulled to the front of this grand hall by him, only had a dreamlike feeling.
The Imperial Jade Seal was held in her hand.
Everyone in sight, their gaze fell on her.
If it were in a past life, she might have laughed out loud, after all, she didn't get what she wanted; But in this life, even though she didn't want it, others just forced it into her hands
In the past and present, a strange absurdity suddenly intertwines.
Jiang Xuening suspected that she was in a dream.
However, the finely carved dragon scales on the imperial jade seal touched her palm, and a slight pain slowly seeped in, which was not at all false.
But how can it be?
How can she choose?
Jiang Xuening remembers that in her previous life, she had chosen a ten year old royal child who had just been adopted as the crown prince. Before she could ascend to the throne, she was killed by them on her way to Beijing
How dare she choose?
That fear accompanied the jade seal delivered to her hand, and she shook her head, as if afraid of waking up a fierce beast that would devour someone at any time. She held the jade seal in both hands and wanted to hand it back to Yan Lin.
She said, "No, I dare not..."
However, Yan Lin did not reach out to pick her up, only looking at her with a silent, almost pleading gaze, like a convicted criminal.
A cold laugh suddenly came from ahead, and Xie Wei's emotionless eyes fixed on the two of them. However, his words were to Jiang Xuening, "I dare not, I dare not. When will you grow up a little?"
Jiang Xuening looked at him.
Xie Wei had no objection at all, but his voice became colder and colder: "Either close your eyes and treat yourself as a randomly chosen pig; or open your heart and see what you really think!"
If what Yan Lin said earlier only shocked everyone to the point where they lost their words and didn't react for a long time, then at this moment, Xie Wei's words will awaken the few remaining minds of those who have been shaken to the point where they have lost their senses.
"How could such a child's play be a big deal that concerns the whole country!"
"Is it even up to this little woman to decide?"
"Are you all crazy?!"
"Nonsense, it's just nonsense..."
Several elderly ministers were pounding their chests and feet, almost so anxious that they had to take their breath away.
Thousands of remaining soldiers from the Heavenly Sect are headless, and after the death of Wan Xiuzi, they are all very confused.
But they look left and right——
What princess, what crown prince, what Miss Jiang Er, they all don't know his mother!
What should we do?
Everyone looked at each other, and I don't know which one, who was greedy for life and afraid of death, first shouted in a very obscene voice, "Of course he chose us, Mr. Dujun!"
Next came a commotion.
L ü Xian's scalp, which had only become numb due to the sword thrown by Yan Lin, had not fully recovered. At this moment, when he heard the voices of this group of lawless people, he almost spewed out a mouthful of old blood!
Without Wan Xiuzi, I still hope to seek refuge with Xie Wei to save my life!
However, the commotion caused by these clumps of grass really caused a series of disturbances in the front, back, left, and right of the main hall.
Not everyone in the Xinzhou army is convinced by Yan Lin. Each has their own ideas, but they looked at Xie Wei and seemed to have no intention of opposing Yan Lin. It was not easy for them to do anything at the moment.
The group that followed Yan Lin's orders naturally remained motionless.
The numerous Black Armored Army behind Shen Zhiyi had never encountered such a situation before, but they were different from others. They were originally built by the former emperor to protect the imperial palace, so it was naturally impossible to allow the Imperial Jade Seal to be left unattended.
So at this moment, countless people actually pulled out their swords!
The sword pointed towards Jiang Xuening, who was holding the jade seal!
They only waited for Shen Zhiyi's command and rushed out, no matter what, to take Jiang Xuening's life first and then retrieve the jade seal from her hand.
However, what was waiting for was not a physical action.
Shen Zhiyi was even calmer than Xie Wei: "Put down your weapons."
Several generals behind her were stunned and said, "Your Highness?!"
Shen Zhiyi's face turned cold, and her voice finally became a bit cold: "I said let go of the weapon!"
"..."
Everyone in the Black Armor Army was at a loss for a moment.
However, Shen Zhiyi's attitude was tough. Even though they couldn't figure it out, after a while of confusion, they finally put away their raised weapons with a few distractions and unwillingness, and retreated to the rear.
Shen Zhiyi didn't look at Xie Wei or Yan Lin. She just stared at Jiang Xuening and slowly curled her lips. The faint smile that appeared softened all of her contours, even the scar at the corner of her eye appeared radiant.
If there is only one person in the world who can make her trust wholeheartedly——
Without a doubt, this person is Jiang Xuening.
She gently said to her, "Ning Ning, whoever you choose, I will always stand on your side."
Even if she might choose Xie Wei.
But as long as she is willing, Shen Zhiyi thought, it doesn't seem to be a big deal. After all, being an emperor doesn't really mean you can do whatever you want.
In this moment, the rational civil and military forces of the Manchu Dynasty were blown up to the point where they couldn't find the north, only to feel that a hole had been pierced through the sky!
One Xie Wei is not enough, add Yan Lin!
===Kunning Section 304===
Now, the company commander, His Royal Highness Royal Highness Princess, has gone crazy!
Finally, someone rolled their eyes and tilted their head, fainting and causing chaos around them.
Xiao Dingfei, Fang Miao, and others in the corner looked at Jiang Xuening with almost admiration and envy, with a hint of eagerness, as if anticipating what would happen next.
However, Lv Xian's heart was thumping.
His gaze wandered between Xie Wei, Jiang Xuening, and Shen Zhiyi, and in just a moment, he suddenly wanted to curse.
Okay, I dare to wait here!
He said how Xie Ju'an went crazy to this point, and insisted on a posture that was incompatible with Shen Zhiyi's life and death!
Yan Lin's recent actions were clearly not what he expected, but he did not stop them, which proves that this move hit his heart!
What Xie Ju'an and others are looking for at this moment is to force people into a dilemma!
If we want to strike a balance between him and Shen Zhiyi, leaving Jiang Xuening with a choice, where are there still a few left?
Lv Xian almost doubted that he could even see the result.
But my heart still hangs in suspense at this moment——
Can Xie Ju'an really win and fulfill his wishes?
Jiang Xuening really didn't understand why everything suddenly turned out like this?
Are you crazy yourself or are they crazy?
Holding this national jade seal, she felt like a beggar carrying a golden mountain for the first time. Not only was she unhappy, but she felt like she was about to be crushed to death and couldn't breathe at all.
I am clearly nothing.
But everyone was watching her every move at this moment, even a glance, a gaze.
She first looked at Shen Zhiyi, then at Xie Wei, and memories related to these two people flooded in.
One is a princess, and the other is an imperial teacher;
One is benevolent and kind-hearted, while the other is crazy and paranoid;
One is a woman, while the other becomes a villain;
One sees her as a confidant, and the other is her husband;
One went to Tatar and had a family relationship, but after several ups and downs, returned to the court. Another had a strange background and faced difficulties in his childhood, enduring humiliation and seeking revenge;
One had the bloodline of another enemy on her body, and one first killed her blood relative in front of the other;
However, after all of this was swept away, the only one left in my mind was neither Shen Zhiyi nor Xie Ju'an. But not long ago, on that rainy evening, Zhang Zhe looked at her with a faint smile and said confidently, "Madam, you can."
The waiting time has been stretched infinitely long.
But it's hard to distinguish whether it's just a moment past or half an hour has already passed
Jiang Xuening, who had been standing in front of the main hall for a long time, finally moved.
She glanced at Xie Wei, her eyes twirling a thousand times, but only showed him a somewhat strange smile before turning and walking towards Shen Zhiyi!
Yan Lin stared at her intently.
An uproar erupted in front of the hall.
Xie Wei's palm hanging on his side suddenly tightened with force.
Even Shen Zhiyi could only stare at her blankly.
Jiang Xuening stopped in front of her, recalling her first encounter with Shen Zhiyi. It was she who drew a cherry blossom powder on the scar she was deeply troubled by, and from then on, she treated her well, and she also treated her well.
What is better in the world than this?
She only smiled softly and said: "In fact, welcoming your highness back from Tartar is not the happiest thing for me. I am most happy to see that your highness has never deliberately covered up the wounds on his face, and you finally accepted yourself. No matter what happens in the future, you can help the new emperor or support the army to stand on your own. In Jiang Xuening's heart, you will always be the Royal Highness Princess who has nothing to love the world and left me a handful of native land agreements."
Shen Zhiyi suddenly shed tears.
Jiang Xuening lifted her hand and placed the heavy imperial jade seal into her palm.
She said, "I want to believe you."
As her words fell to the ground, Xie Wei's figure, standing behind her, shook. His tightly clenched fingertips sank deeply into his palm, and he was almost about to break his own fingers!
Love the world with nothing!
He didn't expect Jiang Xuening to make such a choice, but the three words "love the world" were like three extremely long iron bars, wedged into his heart, and like a sudden surging wave, they shattered all his strong and tense calmness and paranoia!
There was a faint sweet and bloody surge in his throat, and Xie Ju'an had never been so tired before. He didn't want to listen to any more and turned around, brushing his sleeves and leaving.
Black gold falls from the west, dressed in robes to hunt.
However, as soon as he reached the long steps, the familiar voice behind him sounded, "Xie Ju'an!"
Xie Wei finally stopped.
After a moment, a warm palm reached out from behind him and grabbed his palm.
Jiang Xuening stared at him and said, "When I came, I said, 'I have something I want to tell you.'"
How could Xie Wei not know?
That day she met Zhang Zhe, and the next morning she said she wanted to talk to him.
Jianshu secretly came to report to him.
But
He turned his eyes to look at her, his protruding Adam's apple surging up and down, and said, "I've told you before, I don't want to hear anything at all."
On the carriage, she tried several times to speak up.
But Xie Wei always tells her to shut up.
At that time, Jiang Xuening thought that he was about to arrive in the capital and the final battle was imminent. This person might need to calm down and focus, so when he couldn't speak, he didn't bother anymore. He just thought it wouldn't be too late to say it again in two days.
However, looking at this person's appearance at this moment, what else does she not understand?
How hard this person should live.
She almost choked up, but didn't let go of him. She just reached out to take the knife that he had been holding tightly with his right hand, just like when he coaxed herself in the cave, and whispered, "Put down the knife. I'm here, I won't leave."
Xie Wei's heart was filled with deep resentment.
He didn't want to let go.
But I was afraid that the knife would hurt Jiang Xuening's hand, so I slowly let go.
She threw the knife under the steps.
The surroundings of the Tai Chi Hall, which had gathered tens of thousands of people, suddenly fell silent for some reason.
The jade seal of the Chuanguo Kingdom was pressed in her hand, but Shen Zhiyi didn't look at it. Instead, she looked at Jiang Xuening, who was standing very close to Xie Wei. She asked, "Ning Ning, do you know what kind of person he is?"
Jiang Xuening said, "I know."
This person was forced to kill her in her previous life, and even in this life, she still thought about taking her to die together. She is definitely not a good person, how could she not know?
It can even be said that she knows better than anyone else.
Because she has seen his most real and crazy side.
Shen Zhiyi asked again, "Do you like him?"
Jiang Xuening thought for a moment and said, "I like it."
At that moment, Xie Wei's palm trembled slightly, but it seemed like a myriad of lights and shadows were passing by in his mind. In the end, nothing remained and he just stared at her blankly.
Yan Lin stood too far away, and no one could see his blurry expression clearly.
Shen Zhiyi also didn't speak for a long time.
She didn't completely agree with Xie Wei. She was afraid that Ning Ning might have chosen the wrong one and felt sad, but she couldn't stop her. A thousand worries eventually turned into one sentence: "Do you really understand what you are doing now?"
Jiang Xuening smiled at her and said, "I understand."
And not only do they know what they are doing now, but they also know what they will do in the future.
So calmly and confidently, "I want to marry him."
"..."
That night, he asked her once, but she didn't answer, so he never dared to ask her again.
But now she says she wants to marry him.
Xie Wei suddenly couldn't distinguish whether it was true or a dream: didn't she want to leave him and go find Zhang Zhe?
Jiang Xuening looked at him and suddenly realized that she could understand the person's thoughts at the moment. She couldn't help but laugh and said, "A long time ago, you told me that if you like someone, you should always hide it in your heart and not let that person know. But Xie Ju'an, if you really like someone, how can you hide it?"
Xie Wei doesn't understand.
Jiang Xuening also saw that he didn't understand: "You're really, extremely smart, but you just don't like people."
Talking about love, this person is so stupid that they can die.
Accidentally getting into the tip of a cow's horn.
I am too afraid of losing what I have, as if I feel that what I have will eventually be lost. Therefore, I am paranoid, extreme, and unwilling to show weakness to others, speaking out those words.
Jiang Xuening suddenly felt that this person was too similar to her past self.
I didn't understand something, so I bumped my head and was bleeding blood.
She blinked, tears flickering in her eyes, but took his hand, tiptoed up to kiss his slightly cold thin lips, and whispered, "Mr. Xie, you taught me how to read, write, play the piano, and be a good person. But from now on, if I were to teach you how to love someone well, would it be good or bad?"
On this day, how Xie Ju'an answered Jiang Xuening ultimately became a mystery in history that no one could answer.
Because at this moment when everyone is focused.
In front of the whole Taiji Hall shrouded in the setting sun, Lv Zhaoyin suddenly shouted, "I knew it, I should have known it! Xiongcai Daliao used all his tricks to trick girls! No, no! I'm going to change my job to be an official! It's really his mother believed in evil before he rebelled with you! Fuck your ancestors!"