Chapter 12- Jealousy:

"Kana What Is The Purpose Of You Chasing Jasper?" I Sighed Rubbing My Head In Frustration, Kana Looked At Me Puzzled. "Well, That Mammal Was Stealing My Food!" She Argued Shaking Her Head With Anger. As I Turned Around To Look At My Cat I Noticed A Dead Mouse In His Mouth.

"You Mean The Mouse?" I Gagged At The Thought Of Her Eating A Dead Mouse Or Sucking It's Blood For That Matter. Kana Merely Nodded With A Pout.

"Well I Bought A Tasty Alternative" I Then Layed The Blueberry Cupcakes On The Table As Her Red Eyes Sparkled. "Wow You Did This For Me Mati-kun?" She Asked With A Cheery Tone Before Speaking Again In Her Usual Soft Tone, "Thanks Your The Best". 

She Then Proceeded To Devour The Cupcakes In The Pack, While I Slowly Chewed On The One In Front Of Me, As A Blueberry Sweetness Entered My Mouth. It Was Like A Blueberry Ecstasy That Could Only Be Described As Fantastic. 

Kana Then Burped Loudly As She Wiped The Blue Cream Off Her Mouth, Her Eyes Then Darted Towards My Lips As She Leaned Over Instantly. Which Caused Me To Jolt Back In My Chair Like A Possum Seeing A Predator. She Then Inched Closer As Blood Flooded My Cheeks.

"U-uh Kana? Is Everything Ok?" I Asked With A Stutter She Then Proceeded To Gently Trace Her Finger Around My Chin, In Doing So Wiping Off The Blue Cream Across My Skin. "There We Go! Now Mati-kun Isn't Dirty!" She Cheered Patting Her Hands Together.

This Was Quite Embarrassing For Me, Since I Was Acting Like I Never Experienced The Touch Of A Woman Before Or Something. I Need To Control My Emotions More Cause Right Now I'm Like A Deer On High Alert.

"Uh Thanks, Kana, I Uh Appreciate The Gesture" I Sighed Now Deadset On Not Showing My Embarrassment Anymore And Finally Being More Resilient, I Think That's What It's Called.

"No Problem Mati-kun, I'm Always Here To Help My Favourite Human" She Cheered Giving Me A Thumbs-up. As I Took A Sip Of Water, I Thought This Embarrassment Streak Would Be Over Right?

Kana Then Poked Me In The Shoulder As I Turned Around In Confusion, "Uh Yes? What's Wrong Kana?" I Asked With Interest Speaking In A Tired Tone. "What's This Thing I Found Under Your Bed?" She Asked With Genuine Interest And Wonder.

"Uh, What Thing?" I Asked Hoping She Didn't Find Anything Too "Rated R". She Then Went Under The Table Whipping Out A Bodypillow Of My Favourite Vtuber Neko-Neko Tan. Not Just Any Bodypillow, It Was Specifically The Not Safe For Work One.

I Quickly Spat My Water Out In Shock, I Was Surprised That She'd Be Running Around Under My Bed Looking For Stuff. "Uh Well.... I Can Explain" I Sighed Knowing There Was Absolutely No Way Of Getting Out Of This One.

"Is She Your Girlfriend Mati-kun?" She Spoke In A Somewhat Annoyed Tone As She Pouted Clutching Onto The Bodypillow Of The Tanned Neko Girl Tightly. "N-No Not At All!" I Explained With A Stutter But Kana Wasn't Buying It.

"Hmm, I Don't Think You're Telling Me The Truth" She Pouted Cutely As She Shook Her Head. It Was True That Before Meeting Kana, I Did Have A Big Crush On Neko-Neko Tan Since I Bought Basically All Her Merch.

"Uh, I Don't Love Her! I Actually Love You!" I Then Blushed As I Realized What I Had Just Said By Attempting To Save My Reputation, I Somehow Ruined It In The Process Of Defending My Degeneracy. 

"Huh? So I Was Right Mati-kun Has A Crush On Me!" She Cheered Happily Like She Just Got Awarded A Carnival Prize Or Something. She Then Proceeded To Fly Into Me Which Caused Me To Fall To The Ground As She Wrapped Her Arms Around Me. 

This Feeling Was Not One I Was New To Since She Did This Before So I Guess I Grew To Love It. Did I Really Love Her Deep Down? Or Was I Falling For Her Too Fast?

"Y-yes, I Love You So Much Kana" I Nodded She Seemed To Bury Her Face Even Deeper Into Me Every Time I Spoke. "Thanks Truly Mati-kun" She Then Lifted Herself Off My Chest, I Suddenly Felt What Felt Like Water Hit My Face.

As I Looked Up I Saw Kana With Teary Eyes, I Never Truly Understood Why The Phrase "I Love You" Could Bring People To Tears However Now I Could Very Well Understand. "I'm Happy That You Don't See Me As A Monster Mati-kun" I Then Wiped Her Tears.

"You Look Better Than Me At Least" I Smiled As She Giggled. "Don't Be So Hard On Yourself Mati-kun, You Look Amazing" That Last Line Nearly Made Me Shed My Own Tears, A Girl Telling Me I Wasn't Ugly Was Something I Had Longed For Ever Since The "Incident".

"Does That Mean We'll Go On A Date Tomorrow?" She Cheered In A Giddy Tone She Skipped Happily As I Rubbed My Head From That Fall. "Yeah Sure Why Not" I Shrugged, This Date Probably Would Be My First Proper Date In A Long Time And I'd Like To Try Out Love Again.

I'd Probably Have To Crack The Family Money Jar So I Actually Had Some Money To Spend On Her Too But It's For A Good Reason So I Think My Mom Will Be Fine With It.

"Well Mati-kun Tomorrow I'm Gonna Make That Day For Us So Fun" She Smiled Glinting Her Fangs As She Caressed My Cheek As It Sent An Electrifying Feel Around My Face. Maybe Trying Love Yet Again Wouldn't Be So Bad... Maybe I Can Be With Her.