2 Idiots in Love

After I asked Amy to stay in the nurse's with me, I immediately regretted it. It was so awkward, and why did I even ask??? 

Why did I grab her arm? She probably thought I was harassing her.

(No she didn't, May.)

How am I gonna face her again?? I have no idea.

May was walking down the hall when she saw that familiar face again, Amy.

Amy waved and smiled at her, but she got so embarrassed she put her head down and walked faster. (Bi) Gay panic.

Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit, shitty shite. Does she think I'm a weird person? Please don't, I value my life.

She went into the bathroom, splashed water on her face and dried it off with paper towels.

She calmed down and went outside.

"Oh, hey." May looked up dreadfully. Oh her luck, it's AMY!

Oh no no no no no no no. I can't avoid her like this now. She can practically hear my heart right now.

"Hi." May said and saluted.

Amy raised her eyebrows and smirked.

"..What?" Amy said, "Haha, I'm not that scary. At least I think. Why are you saluting?" 

Wow, May's messing everything up right now, huh?

"No--no reason. Just a bit, you know, flustered after the whole nurse thing." Why are you so honest, May?

Amy looked surprised but happy at the same time, "So.. you mean you were flustered after asking me to stay? R-really?" 

Um. How does she know. I mean of course she does. I just blurted it out.

"Oh.. yeah. Yep."

May moved closer to her. She felt.. a bit confident.

"I mean, of course I would, right? You're probably the most prettiest girl I've met. You also have a way of opening up people's hearts, you know. I'm a victim." May put a hand on Amy's chest.

"I--wha--yep. Woooow. Look at the time. Cough. Bye." May could see the littlest tint of red on Amy's cheeks.

After Amy left May realized what she did. 

"...Oh." May banged her head against the wall.

Is it a sign, a sign or just gals being pals?

Gals being pals. Uh huh. Yeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

The more I talk to May, the more I want to confess. I don't think I can, or will be able to.

After lunch, I go head down to the library with a friend. I need to go to pick a textbook on history.

As I'm looking through the aisles, I overhear May and her friend, Oleevia? Oli? I don't know.

"So.. that girl you like?" Oli said.

What?

"...Stooop. You always bring her up. I might get caught one day." May said.

"Ahahaha. Have you ever even had a boy crush? You claim to be bisexual but you don't ever fuss over boys."

...OH.

"Mmm. I do, I swear, but she's so much more, you know. Did you forget 'him'?"

"...Oh yeah. Sorry. Have you made friends with her yet?"

Who is it? Who? WHO?? And 'him'? 

"Yeah, she's amazing."

"Right, did you know she was so determined to carry you all the way to the nurse's office? She was all like 'Move out of my way! My bae's life is on the line!' She likes you, May."

I drop my book. Shit.

"Is someone there?" May's voice. 

I pick it up and scurry away, smiling like the Cheshire Cat.

As I was walking, I saw a poster

"Fireworks display next week, at 8 p.m! Bring a friend, significant other, or relatives! Food stands, and many other activities to do! See you there!" With a picture of 2 people watching fireworks.

Can I confess to her there? It's pretty romantic.

Still. I didn't want to find out about her liking me this way, but.. I'm not complaining, I guess.

I love you, history.