Second Part: Betrayal

I thought we'll be like this, just all the same

But then one day, an alteration came

Giving me no clue of what just happened

And all I have seem to vanish, to end.

My sun disappeared and rain starts falling

The warm nights are gone, cold is calling

Kept thinking 'til I drifted off to sleep

Lost in the labyrinth of thoughts, in deep.

I tried to ask you but you said we're fine

And yet I don't feel you, are you still mine?

We were happy, but suddenly you changed

My world turned upsidedown, was rearranged.

The smile you're giving me is now different

Made me feel your actions were never meant

For me. When you smile, I look in your eyes

Your smile might fool me but eyes never lies.

Though not sure, I can't see me there, no more

Or was I even there, even before?

Yet I'm still hoping to have what we had

'Cause my Olivia, I miss you so bad.

I woke up the next day without you here

Called your name everywhere but you didn't hear.

Then saw a note saying, "I'm meeting a friend".

I'm afraid, I know I was once your friend.

It's not that I don't trust her anymore,

But she acts like stranger, don't know her no more.

I went for a walk to relax my mind

But what I saw made me wish I was blind.

I saw Olivia, she's kissing a guy

Then heard her laugh as she bid her goodbye

She was in shock, when she saw me standing

Yes I'm here, I saw you, I was watching.

Now I understand and know the reason

Yet I don't know why her love changes like season

Yesterday, it was Olivia and I

But now I saw her with another guy.

I was so faithful and honest with her

I gave up everything to be better

Whatever she wants, I give right away

Without hesitation, without delay.

Feeling the cold wind, two hands wrapped around me

She hugged me tighter and says, "I'm sorry".

The pain that she created is still here

You're lucky, I can't ignore you, my dear.

What she did was painful, for it hurt me

But I love her so much for not to see

She's making up with me, I guess she's back

There's rainbow again, not just white and black.

We're happy again, back to what we were

It feels like the first time when I met her.

We did what we used to do before

Sadness left, it wasn't there anymore.

I forgave her and forget what she did

We all make mistakes and it's her I need

So why make it hard and make her suffer?

I love her so much, why should I bother?

Few months have passed and we're still together

The bond we have is now tighter, stronger

For the second time, I gave her my trust

'Cause that's what I promised, 'til we turn to dust.

I was so in love with her, and she's with me

This is road to forever so let it be.

At least what I thought until I saw her

She's with the guy, it's him, I remember.

I felt like a dagger was thrown at me,

My heart aches and my eyes blurry, I can't see.

I can't even move or utter a word

As if my tongue was cut off by a sword.

I saw them sharing the same bed—our bed

She's sweating, panting as she turn her head

Guilt can't be seen in her beautiful face

I want to ask her, but can't create a phrase.

The guy left and it's just the two of us

Thought it's over and we're back to the old us.

The cold wind blows and my tears starts falling

Put my hand on my chest, felt my heart aching.

Seems like my heart was not only broken

And I thought it was meant to be forgotten

But now that it's shattered into pieces,

Venom entered, from your poisonous kisses.

Despite the hurt that she has given me

I still chose her and want her to stay with me

And I was willing to be the father—

She got pregnant, but it doesn't matter.

I was willing to forgive her again

Although she became cold to me since then.

I gave up my job just to be with her

But she's back again being a stranger.

It hurts me seeing her sad because of me

But it hurts more knowing she wants to leave me.

It's funny how her love just went away

When we're always together everyday.

Don't know if we're still in a relationship

When the love we have is now a sunken ship.

She's very far from the person I've known

Her love was gone and her hatred had grown.

But I won't give up and I will still hope

It's just an obstacle, soon I will cope

I will make you fall in love with me

So we will be happy again, you'll see.