Doctor

(Asaka Point of View)

I keep wanting to touch him all over. I know I should give him space but at the same time I want him so badly. I want to touch him, hold him, feel him, but I can't. I don't want to scare him off. He has already learned a lot today so I should make sure to give him a break before anything. How does this have to happen now? If he learned the truth tomorrow or if I did not want him so bad today. Then I wouldn't have to worry about giving him a break as much as I am now. It would be so much easier. 

I am soon called away by my doctors. I head into the room when I hear yelling before the female leaves. I look over at her. She seems a bit worried/scared and tense. She also seems to have something in her pocket that she normally doesn't have. I enter the room as the male doctor shows me my new leg. It definitely looks better. I sit down in a chair as he changes my bandages after he sets down my new leg. 

"So what was the yelling I heard?"

"Yelling?"

"Yes, yelling."

"I was just making sure that she understood what I was telling her." He seems nervous and he looks to be lying. 

"You do know the consequences of lying to me, right?"

"I do ma'am." He is done changing my bandages so I put on my leg before standing up. 

I feel someone as they hug me. I look down at my darling before I hug him close. He did scare me a bit but I'm glad he is here.

"Hello, my love. What are you doing here?"

"I wanted to check up on you. You have been here for a while. Plus, you look upset."

I pull him a bit closer to me. "I'm fine." I don't want him to know the truth. This world can be scary, plus I could just be overthinking this so I don't want him to worry.

He looks back up at me and I can't lie to him when he looks at me. "Please tell me what's up. Please, ma'am." Oh, he called me ma'am it's been so long since he has and I love it when he does and it doesn't help that I want him so badly right now.

"I just heard yelling when I came in and I'm not being told what happened."

"Who was yelling?"

"The older doctor to the younger one."

"Have you been told anything?"

"Just that he was trying to make sure she understands but won't listen." Or at least that's what it seems like if he thought he had to yell to get his point across.

"What is he trying to get her to understand?"

"He won't tell me." 

"Do you want me to leave?"

I hold him closer. No. No, don't leave. I need you. I can't kill my doctor but I might if he doesn't tell me the truth and it seems like he won't. "No, don't leave. Please don't leave." 

"Do you want to get lunch then?" Lunch? Where did lunch come from?

"Yes but do you mean dinner?"

"Yes, I do. Sorry." He is so adorable.

"You're fine, my love."

I take his hand as we head into the dinning room before we both make our plates. I love him so much. He is so cute and adorable. I just love him so much. I can't help but watch him as we eat. I'm so lucky to have him.

When we are done eating, I feel off. I feel sick. None of the meat was red and even if it was, it can be a little red and it won't kill you. What's going on? Everything was fresh.

"What's wrong?" Great, we can tell. I was hoping he wouldn't. I don't know what's wrong but I don't want to worry him.

"I don't know. I think there was something wrong with the food."

"What do you mean? I feel fin…" I see him stop halfway in his sentence. What does he know? Was there something wrong with the food that I didn't see?

"Darling, what's wrong?"

"Do you have any other doctors?" This seems like a weird time to ask that.

"I do at my base, why?"

"We should go to them?"

"Why? What's going on?"

"Can we please go to the doctor first?"

Whatś going on? What does he know? I should trust him, he is my boyfriend after all and it might calm him down after today and whatever is going on now. I don't want to worry him so I should do it, just so this can be dealt with and then he can feel better about this. "Alright. Let's go."

I pull out my phone before I call one the doctors at the base, I just simply say that I will be there soon before handing up. When we get out to the car, I see my darling go into the driver's seat. It doesn't seem like he will move if I ask him to, so I sit down in the passenger's seat as I help tell him where the base is.