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Horikita Suzune said seriously, in fact, maybe she was really like a fox and just wanted to leave more of her own flavor on Kitagawa Ryo's body.
The smell of other women is no different to her than an invasion of private territory.
Kitagawa Ryo felt his face being touched by Horikita Suzune. She was asking and testing with those eyes that seemed to be able to speak.
So Horikita Suzune stood up on tiptoes and kissed Kitagawa Ryo's lips again.
Her strength this time was very light, and it even made Kitagawa Ryo feel a little itchy, as if the tip of his heart was being scratched.
This provocative move even made Kitagawa Ryo feel that their positions had been reversed, and he actually had a strange feeling of being tamed by the other party.
When he came to his senses, Kitagawa Ryo found that he was pushed against the wall again.
Horikita Suzune seemed to fall into a deep and quiet excitement, and Kitagawa Ryo felt that her skin was getting hot.
"If this happens again, I'll leave now."
Kitagawa Ryo threatened like this.
He was now sure that he had taught Horikita Suzune the wrong way.
Although Horikita Suzune used to be a poor imitation and copying of Horikita Manabu, insisting on a lifestyle without any interpersonal communication, her mental state was stable.
As a result, under her own influence, Horikita Suzune did get rid of the shadow of Horikita Manabu, and she did give up her way of living alone, but she did not completely change.
It's just that Kitagawa Ryo replaced Horikita Manabu's original position in her heart.
It can even be said that it goes further.
Because in the final analysis, Horikita Manabu has not had much contact with Horikita Suzune. The two brothers and sisters only have contact with each other for a few hours a year. They are completely like slightly familiar strangers who are related by blood. .
But Kitagawa Ryo was different.
After she and Karuizawa Megumi broke off most of their interactions, Kitagawa Ryo almost accompanied Horikita Suzune through the entire twelve years from the age of fourteen to the current age of twenty-six.
It can be said that the two people have witnessed the most golden period of each other's lives.
But Kitagawa Ryo did not have any opposite-sex love feelings for her.
Speaking of which, this is really the strangest world.
Obviously his first love was Karuizawa Megumi, and now he is in a relationship with Shiina Hiyori, but in the end he became a couple with Horikita Suzune.
Kitagawa Ryo even left Horikita Suzune and went to Tokyo alone on the day after the wedding. He originally thought that his attitude was quite obvious, but he did not expect that Horikita Suzune had not taken the initiative to ask for a divorce until today.
In fact he didn't spend many days at home at all.
In the past, Suzune Horikita could only see the back of Manabu Horikita, but now Suzune Horikita has filled every corner of Ryo Kitagawa's heart. From this perspective, she has simply not grown at all.
It is still the same Horikita Suzune who is so simple that just inputting the program will automatically execute it, and she never looks back, and she never changes a muscle.
Kitagawa Ryo couldn't understand it at all.
"Ringyin should have her own life."
"Why do you have to chase other people's backs? Don't you want to live for yourself and go your own way?"
Kitagawa Ryo couldn't help but complain.
"Not at all."
Horikita Suzune answered crisply.
"Don't you have your own opinion? You were restrained by the school before, and now you have to be restrained by me?"
Kitagawa Ryo scratched his hair a little irritably.
"Ryo made it himself."
"what should I do?"
Horikita Suzune looked at Kitagawa Ryo with a flat look and retorted:
"When I was young, anyone who knew my brother would hang him by my ears and in front of my eyes. If I shortened the distance from my brother, I would be praised, and if I got away from my brother, I would be criticized."
As if she was narrating someone else's life, there was no fluctuation in Horikita Suzune's tone and demeanor.
"That's why I keep following my brother, but I know that I will never be able to catch him. Just like Sisyphus in the myth, I am destined to fail in vain."
"Later, Ryo told me that it was impossible to live alone. Just like a turtle that accidentally flipped over, there was no way it could flip over on its own without the help of other turtles."
"So people have to establish connections with other people, even just one person, just like the fox in "The Little Prince". There are many little boys and many little foxes in the world, but after establishing connection with each other, they become each other. The only one."
"But I regard Ryo as my one and only, but Ryo is not at all."
"I obviously acted according to your instructions."
Kitagawa Ryo knew his mistake. He did destroy the idol in Horikita Suzune's heart, but he failed to let Horikita Suzune find his target immediately. As a result, the other party habitually put him in In that empty shrine.
Because Horikita Suzune is someone who has difficulty moving forward if she loses her goals and direction.
"I didn't know where to go, but Ryo told me to move forward."
"Tell me to think for myself, tell me to live for myself, let me go my own way."
"I don't know these things at all. Does Liang think that children who grow up in a dark room can know the sun?"
Kitagawa Ryo listened quietly to Horikita Suzune's story.
Horikita Suzune's life is twisted, that's why she has such a twisted character.
When I was a child, I was never treated as an individual independent of Horikita Manabu.
After finally getting rid of the shadow of Horikita Manabu, the way of survival deeply engraved in her body made her reflexively make herself the next target.
Kitagawa Ryo felt that this way of living was wrong, but he also found that apart from being able to point out the mistakes of the other party's actions as before, he could not find a better way for her.
Empty words have no effect on Horikita Suzune.
Just like before, everyone can comment that Horikita Suzune does not need to follow Horikita's footsteps, but no one can tell Horikita Suzune what she can do.
Does she have something she likes? Does she have the desire to continue on this path?
Kitagawa Ryo suddenly realized that Horikita Suzune was so empty inside that he couldn't believe it.
She is good at cooking, but it is only a necessary skill to live alone.
She wanted to advance from Class D to Class A at Tokyo Advanced High School, but she just wanted to achieve the same result as Horikita.
"Don't think about it."
Noticing the confusion in Kitagawa Ryo's eyes, Horikita Suzune leaned forward gently. She whispered in Kitagawa Ryo's ear:
"This kind of stuff is meaningless."
I hate trouble and communication, I like simplicity and simplicity, and I don't think about anything after setting goals.
The night is already very deep.
It seemed as if the air in the entire room began to shrink, like a wall of air, gradually squeezing their bodies together, and Horikita Suzune gently hugged her.
There was even a hint of greenness and temptation in her embrace.
Horikita Suzune hugged Kitagawa Ryo and her husband like a real wife.
It was as if he wanted to make up for all the hugs he owed on the wedding night.
Then Horikita Suzune suddenly started to cry like a child. Her dissatisfaction, grievance and sadness instantly overwhelmed Kitagawa Ryoya, and she cried on Kitagawa Ryo's shoulder.
Kitagawa Ryo didn't know what kind of emotion he was holding now, maybe it was heartache.
He hugged Horikita Suzune tightly and patted the other person's back gently, as if coaxing a child. Kitagawa Ryo rubbed his face against the other person's face without any instruction:
"I am here."
The sound of each other's heartbeats gradually became one as their skin touched each other, and the close contact erased all kinds of random thoughts.
[Carnivore (blue): You always crave more physical contact and go further in the process of love (you are used to eating everything in the relationship)]
Kitagawa Ryo lowered his head proactively for the first time, almost with a demanding attitude.
He put his arms around Horikita Suzune's waist tightly.
The two fell on the bed in the room together.
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Until the end, Kitagawa Ryo didn't know whether it was he who tamed Horikita Suzune, or whether Horikita Suzune finally tamed him.
But he didn't like this ending because he didn't like Horikita Suzune like this.
If given the chance, he would handle his relationship with Horikita Suzune more properly.
Let Horikita Suzune find her own way.
The real road.
ps: This chapter is the sequel to the first simulation of Megumi Karuizawa, which is the follow-up to the simulation between Ryo Kitagawa and Suzune Horikita. It mainly explains the motivations of Ryo Kitagawa's behavior in this simulation.
ps2: Thank you for reading and subscribing. What Horikita Suzune said when she said goodbye to her brother in Volume 11:5 is "I will find my own way", and until the original work is updated to now, I feel that I have not found it_( :з ∠)_
Main plot: Kitagawa Ryo's strength supremacy classroom: Chapter 24: Raising a Horikita Suzune
Picture: "Cat Ear Ringtone", Location: "Images/1663602786-100312294-109369939.jpg"
"Ring tone?"
"——"
When she noticed her name being called, Horikita Suzune raised her head in a panic.
What appeared in front of him was a sandwich that had been bitten a few times. Next to the plate was a glass of milk that looked like he had taken two sips of it.
When he said that, the scene in his sight seemed to be eating breakfast.
Horikita Suzune made a confused judgment.
In the morning, I got up as usual, washed as usual, sat at the table as usual, ate the same breakfast as usual, and stuffed the food into my stomach, which was not very appetizing, as usual.
I don't know since when, Horikita Suzune's greed for oral pleasure suddenly disappeared. It is obvious that children are the most greedy.
But compared to the taste, it seems that the food that suddenly feels good for the body is the most important.
Breakfast is a must, because if blood sugar levels are not raised, it may affect study during the day. However, carbohydrate intake also needs to be controlled, otherwise it may make people feel sleepy and affect the efficiency of listening to lectures.
Ingredients should be selected that are more beneficial to the body, because they need to ensure the healthy development of the body and brain.
why?
The same ritual is repeated every day.
"Are you in a daze?"
The voice came out again, and she remembered that the person in front of her was her brother.
Raising your gaze, you can see his posture on the far side.
It's like a mosaic of hazy figures.
After noticing the other party's presence, his body immediately felt as heavy as lead, but his consciousness suddenly woke up.
Horikita Suzune finally realized that all her changes started from the moment Horikita Manabu stood in front of her.
The girl opened her eyes and saw the familiar ceiling.
What just happened was just a dream, but it was indeed a scene that actually happened in the past.
It's a bit funny to say that Horikita Suzune would often try hard to recall the figure of Horikita Manabu to motivate herself to move forward, but every time at this time she would find that she had very little time alone with Horikita Manabu.
They are obviously biological siblings, but the time they spend together every year is less than that of ordinary friends.
Especially after Horikita Manabu chose to enter the fully closed Tokyo Advanced Education Middle School, he didn't even make a single phone call.
The memory between the two is like a barren mine that can be seen at a glance and can be illuminated in a few nights.
Horikita Suzune smiled to herself, maybe this was one of the reasons why she was so persistent.
Because there were so few, she thought about them over and over again. She refrigerated, thawed, and refried these memories over and over again, so that the simple words "I like long hair" can make Horikita Suzune Be willing to give up the hairstyle you liked in the past.
Horikita Suzune pushed herself up and got out of bed. It was already dusk, and the setting sun outside the window was spreading its last ray of light to the earth. Winter was coming soon, and the days were getting shorter and shorter.
She felt much refreshed. In fact, Horikita Suzune's physical fitness was quite solid. After a day's rest and taking medicine, she was already in a good state. After all, she had even suffered from such a minor illness in the past. Direct resistance.
However, it is a pity that the record of never being absent or taking leave that Horikita Suzune has maintained since she was a child has finally been broken. However, while feeling uncomfortable, she also feels a little relaxed.
Horikita Suzune found her slippers easily, because they were neatly placed beside the bed. Looking up, there was a cup of warm water on the bedside table. In this early autumn night, it was already a bit cool. , whether it is held in the hand or drunk in the mouth, it is just right.