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EP.7 

"Is it really you?"

"Yeah, I've got the best people I know looking for him."

"I think he's still the director of the daycare centre.

"The one who was deputy director quit, and I think he's getting ready to move on.

"I'll message the other teachers with their details."

I have so many missions.

Because in every process of life, there is an 'enemy'.

Today, I had something to do before I went on a courier job.

'Sanmi Nursery'

I still remember my hands shaking.

"How are you?

The director greeted me with her sweet smile.

"Hello, what brings you to the nursery?"

The fucking weasel-like top was still there.

I want to shove a sashimi into his eyeball right now, but I resist.

"I was hoping to sponsor or volunteer here on a regular basis."

"Oh really, is there a reason for that?"

"Well, I come from a family that doesn't have much, so I like to help out."

"Is that okay? Director?"

"Well, we'll discuss it."

And by the side of the counselling room, a couple of kids walked by, their legs shaking and their bones twitching.

'Fucking children'

That's when Myung-heon's text came.

'The teachers who worked together under the director are still working like a division, and only the vice director has stopped working.

I was the one who knew their behaviour better than anyone else.

I thought about reporting them to TV or other media outlets, but I wanted to punish them myself.

Like the threats and violence they used against me in person.

I was sure the director would tell me that it would be difficult to serve the children.

If I saw anyone being abused from the outside, I'd be gone in a heartbeat.

"Sponsorship would be fine, but we're not short-staffed right now, and there are security concerns."

You sound like a bitch. I really wanted to harm her right then and there, but I held back,

"I'll write down my account number, and you can use it transparently if you make regular deposits here."

"Thank you."

I excused myself to go to the bathroom and looked around the nursery.

I didn't see anything suspicious, but I did see a child in the bathroom.

He was crying soundlessly, his teeth missing.

"Why are you crying?"

He put his finger to his mouth. A sign to be quiet.

"The teachers are bullying us."

The child, about eight years old, cried and told me a series of horrible stories.

Making her do handstands,

Forced to have sex,

molestation, and so many other things. Short and to the point

Even in that brief moment, there were calls from outside.

"Junho, get out of here and go to class."

"Please come back again, hyung."

And I've never forgotten the look in his eyes.

People without parents are treated like devotees and looked down upon simply because they don't have parents.

I don't even realise how precious my existence is, and the keywords death and suicide fill my head.

I began to rewrite my thoughts on how to deal with my boiling anger.

In a writer's mind.

There is a slight smell of blood and traces of mopping it up all over the bathroom.

"Mother Superior, I will sponsor you and visit you often."

"Yes, of course, I'll introduce you to the children later."

"Thank you."

As soon as you leave the orphanage, you have an idea.

How to get closer to the nursery, which is off-limits. You make a phone call.

"Sir, is it possible to increase the area where I can take the courier?"

"Sure. How far do you want to go?"

"I'd like to make an extra delivery to Sanmi Nursery School."

"Okay, then you'll have to reduce the number of flats in the neighbourhood and get a new address for Sanmi Nursery."

"The couriers don't like it there. There are a lot of butchers nearby and it smells fishy."

"That's fine."

The best ideas come from experiencing them.

Who would blame us if we punished those who were doing evil things under the guise of nursery school.

It's no longer enough to just train the body.

You have to be smarter and more agile. At the top of our gym it says

"Heart like a lion, head like a fox.

Always, the body should be brave and strong like a lion, but the head should be cunning like a fox.

but the head should be cunning and clever like a fox," said Hwang.

If a lion fights in the water and a shark fights on land, they are just prey. 

You can achieve anything by always being clever and cunning. 

I picked up the phone again.

"Gyuri, do you want coffee and tomatoes?"

I had to secure the soldiers.

I needed humans who would follow my lead and my thoughts before I could continue the struggle with great vengeance.

People who would never take sides and never be enemies, but who would be with me for the moment.