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Shuang Zhihua walked back into the room and went to be with Shuang Zhizhi. The more she looked at her son's little face, the more she pitied him. Shuang Zihua decided to wait for her health to improve first. She will take her child out of here to die. Since heaven had sent him to her She needed to resist the fear that was hidden deep within her heart. and set out to find a good future for her child

 Shuang Zhihua had been taking care of Shuang Zhizhi for a month now. Now that her birth wounds have healed, she can go out and look for wild vegetables and fruits as usual. Shuang Zihua began cutting wood to make a small cart that he would use to take his son out of the mountain in the near future. She tried and failed for nearly two weeks. Until you get a wheelchair with an unsightly shape But just put her things and her son in it. Shuang Zihua was already very satisfied. The amount of property left by the previous owner of the hut was so great that she feared it would be robbed. Shuang Zihua thought of a way to hide the box on her cart. She used wooden boards to make boxes upon boxes. Above, she placed the only two remaining sets of her clothes from the two sets she had previously cut. Other unnecessary items she didn't plan to bring with her in the first place. Since the things here are not hers. She couldn't take anything else from him except this one box he gave her.

 Shuang Zihua dragged the cart into the central room of the hut. She put her son down to see if he could get some rest. It's good that the size of the stroller isn't too big or too small. It was enough for her, who was only a small woman, to It can only be towed properly.

 After many trials of placing objects and sons Shuang Zihua also improved the cart many times. She didn't know how long the journey would take. She didn't dare trust anyone in this world. She trusted only herself and her son. Even though she had a lot of money But she couldn't take it out and use it as she liked. Otherwise, there would definitely be many people who would come and take it away from her. Throughout her life She had been bullied a lot. Now she has a child to take care of. She couldn't let other people bully her and her child again.

 After taking care of my son for more than two months In the meantime, she had prepared quite a bit of food for the trip out of this mountain. Whether it's a lot of dried fish There were even some wild vegetables that she could dry to use as food during her travels, along with some of her dried fish.

 Shuang Zihua remembered that she had heard the servant talk about her mother, saying that her mother's appearance was not like that of the He Province. But their appearance is more similar to the Xiongnu people. Including the skin being white and pink, unlike the He people who are more white and yellowish. She herself had the same complexion as her mother. As for her face, those in the imprint said that she was the perfect combination of father and mother. She received only the good parts of her father and mother. Thus making her appearance look better than the other children in the palace.

 Shuang Zihua thought of traveling north to the border near the Xiongnu clan. There were probably more people who looked similar to her there than in the harsh capital she had come from. If she could raise her children without any problems there, she would stay there until she died. She was still afraid of the capital that was like hell in her life. She had no intention of returning to the capital at all. She was really afraid that they would harm her child. In her hopeless life Now she only had this son as her anchor. Let her still breathe and pursue her life only for him. If those people really hurt her child this time, she didn't think she would be able to live again in such a cruel world.

 Shuang Zihua packed the necessary items into the cart before going to bed the night before leaving. Her son is now three months old. His body should be ready to travel long distances. Tomorrow morning, after she has eaten and fed her baby, she will quickly depart from the mountain. This time, she thought of walking down the mountain on the other side. One that wasn't the stream she had come from before. Since she was already going up north Once again, she would walk north according to her own chosen destiny. No matter how difficult it was, she thought that she would be able to endure it as she lived in this mountain.

 The next morning Shuang Zihua took care of his son before going to cook for himself. She also prepared several bamboo tubes to hold the food she made for traveling. Because I don't know whether there will still be food or not. She needed to prepare some supplies first. Her child had to drink milk often if her body ran out of food. She didn't know if there would be milk for him to drink or not.

 After preparing the supplies onto the cart Shuang Zihua took the only blanket from the house and spread it as a cushion for her son in the wheelchair. Shuang Zihua took vines and woven them into ropes to tie his son to the wheelchair to prevent him from falling. She still had a long scrap of fabric left from the dress she had previously cut. Shuang Zihua prepared it to tie the child to him if he didn't want to sleep in the stroller.

 Shuang Zihua checked everything before leaving again. Her treasure box was so hidden that she could hardly tell that there was even a large amount of gold on the cart. She wrapped a lump of less than twenty taels in her body. She thought that this amount of money should be enough to last her until she could travel to the border. Even though she had never spent money before since she was born. But she knew the prices of the goods that the servants in the palace often talked about, so she thought that if the prices in the capital were as they said, then in the outskirts of the capital the prices would probably be much less. Therefore, for the safety of her and the baby So she only carried around ten taels of silver.

 Shuang Zihua had a playful conversation with the child before leaving the hut. She bowed and thanked the original owner through the little hut that had been her sleeping place for a year. Shuang Zihua looked at the sun in the sky. She looked towards the north as intended. She then slowly pushed the cart in that direction. She was not at all afraid of encountering wild animals in this mountain. Because since she has been here She had never seen any wild animals before.