The truth that day

Shuang Zhizhi inquired more about the story between Father and Mother. Until he realized that what the servant said about Mother leaving was not true. Because Father was poisoned just like Mother. Moreover, he had been drugged in such a large amount that Father could not control himself. causing father to accidentally hurt mother This made Shuang Zhizhi even more hateful towards that aunt who planned to harm his father and mother to the point of being separated from each other for more than ten years like this. It also became a deep wound in his mother's heart. Even though he knew that Father had taken revenge on her. But he also felt that she had received too little from her karma. Wait for him to grow a little more. He would take her seriously.

 Shuang Zihua and Zhuang Kang helped prepare a large amount of food and snacks after the meal. Shuang Zihua saw that there were many people today. So she also cooked a lot of food and desserts for them. Otherwise, these big men would definitely not have enough to eat.

 Zhuang Kang saw that the food was finished. So he shouted to his men to come and bring food to his son's master. and called his son to sit down and eat with his wife for the first meal together.

 Shuang Zihua saw him giving this command. She also didn't want to offend a general like him. Moreover, she knew that her son had dreamed of his father for a long time. Even though he never told her But she had heard him sleepwalk as a child about why he didn't have a father like everyone else. That made her feel a little guilty for never having told her son about things before. Therefore, today she will allow father and son to spend as much time together as possible.

 Each one ate to their heart's content. Zhuang Kang himself still shows no signs of leaving. He still wanted to talk to Shuang Zihua about that day first. Even though she said she understood well. But he was still uneasy.

 Shuang Zhizhi saw that Father seemed to have something to discuss with Mother. He therefore excused himself to rest before anyone else. Because tomorrow he still had to travel early to take an exam in front of the emperor.

 Shuang Zihua sent his son to bed as usual. She also saw his father patting his son's head in blessing. Shuang Zihua secretly smiled at the expression of his son being touched by his father for the first time. She saw that he looked a little embarrassed. After saying goodnight, her son suddenly slipped into the room, causing Zhuang Kang, who had just touched her son for the first time, to freeze.

 It wasn't until he heard his wife's soft laughter that he realized that his son must have been embarrassed by this behavior. Zhuang Kang invited Shuang Zihua to sit and talk further. He wanted to explain to her that he didn't intend to run away and leave her.

 Shuang Zihua sat down and listened carefully to what he had told her earlier that he had something to discuss. Zhuang Kang looked at his little wife nervously. He was thinking about where to start speaking. When I realized I had thought about it for too long So he cleared his throat before speaking.

" I would like to apologize to you once again for running away from you that day. Actually, I want to take you with me. But I'm afraid you'll be in trouble with me. At that time, I hadn't even joined the army yet. I've only arrived in the capital less than a day ago. was captured by your sister's men And I still had a whole bottle filled with medicine. It made me unable to control myself to the point of hurting you. Will you be able to forgive me, Zihua? "

 Zhuang Kang tried calling her name in a friendly way. If she doesn't mind In the future, he will call her this way, alternating with his wife. Who made her not accept him as her husband?

 Shuang Zihua listened to his story and understood his thoughts somewhat. At that time, she felt so abandoned and worthless that she almost didn't want to live. Fortunately, the heavens were merciful and allowed her to continue living her life until this day. And he gave her the best gift of her life. which is the only son Of her who is very knowledgeable and grateful. So she no longer thought of blaming him for what had happened back then.

" I don't hold any grudges against you. I myself was too shocked by what my sister had said to me back then. Until I didn't even think about keeping you. This matter has been over for a very long time. Please don't blame yourself again. "

" I really have a hard time forgiving myself. You don't know that if I didn't have to apply for military service, I would have taken you to your death. But I still have the burden of many people on my shoulders. At that time, I couldn't do what I wanted. But now I have become a general. So I want you to give me a chance to fulfill my duties as a husband and father, Zi Hua? "

 Shuang Zihua was once again shocked by his request. Previously, he asked her to marry him, but she refused to marry him. When this time she came back and stubbornly asked to perform her duties as a husband and father, how should she answer him? Since she never thought that in her life she would have a husband since she had a son by her side.

 Zhuang Kang saw that Shuang Zihua was looking at him in shock. And she certainly didn't seem to be able to answer his question any time soon. Or was he too impatient? His son had told him earlier that he needed to spend more time with her. But he was in such a hurry that he lost track of things.

 Zhuang Kang couldn't help but think of his son's words. It was already too late. So he cleared his throat and asked to leave almost immediately, because he was afraid that she would reject him again. Therefore, he had to hurry back and get settled first. If he had time, he would come and ask her again. After finishing taking care of his son, he entered the examination field in front of His Majesty.

 Shuang Zihua was also surprised that the big man in front of him suddenly asked to leave. Even though she hadn't even had time to give his answer yet. But when she realized that tomorrow her son still had to take an exam. So she didn't plan on holding him back until much later. Because she still had to send her son off with his teacher early in the morning.

 Shuang Zihua then walked out and sent Zhuang Kang to the front of the house. He didn't want her to deliver it to Zhuangzi's door. His men closed the door for her after getting out on their own. Shuang Zihua saw that he meant well for her. So she dropped him off just in front of the house as he had said. As she watched the carriage and his men leave Zhuang Zi, Shuang Zihua also thought about his question to her just now again. She found that she still didn't feel like relying on him to that extent. If she returns to the border city She was still able to take care of herself as before. Wait for him to ask her again. She would have given him a decisive answer.