DON'T WANT TO BE BROKEN

Kat pov

We met the hospital very early that not many doctors were there . And I was actually happy that mom choose come to public

hospital instead of private.

Seated in the waiting room I glance at mom , she seems to be in her mind.

I place my earpods in my ears and start , Ed_sheeran_-_ Beautiful people.

Minutes past and mom name got called.

I went in with her .

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Do you have problems at home ?" The nosey doctor asked.

Not exactly. " mom replied and at this moment i really don't know if she is lying or not..

Well you have to stop taking on anything , try to relaxed and take care of yourself, " Doctor Khali said to mom.

Then he start talking about what she should eat from what she shouldn't..

I try to pay attention as I know mom will forget everything or she would choose to ignore his words soon as she left here .

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Two minutes after leaving the hospital.

Mom, doctor said you shouldn't drink that kind of drink it's not good for your health.." I said frowning at mom carelessness as she drink Coca-Cola.

But I'm thirsty..

Then drunk water ...here," I said handing her the bottle of water I took from doctor Khali when he getting on my nerves without even trying..

Flash back**

Are you sure she doesn't have any other sickness.

No honey all of the results are on this paper if you don't believe me then you can go through all..." He said as he handed me the results.

And the reports?"

Oh, do you really need it.

Yeah , since you have been sending me the same results for four weeks , I need to know what happen and please if I find that things had gotten worst in those couple weeks , consider yourself jobless.."I threatened him .

But kat , I made must have got mix up with the papers and a mistake with the results." He said .

Oh ,God he is so full of excuses.

Then learn to do your job better ...

Hmm but now that you are here, please reconsider going on a date with..."He said with a familiar smile he use each time He asked me out. He had been doing that since I turned eighteen but then he got married last year ,however he still asked me out and asked if I'm in a relationship.

With who .. you?", a married man .. Fuck Khali I'm here for my mom not to date a married-fucking-man?". I said and watched him winch with each words I said.

Oh. Please my wife won't mind .," he said as he led back into his chair.

But I would and so is my boyfriend..

Huh, you--- boyfriend?". fue,why do I find that hard to believe, " he asked with a smirk.

Why, do you think it's hard for me to find one?"

No honey , I just ..he pause as he look at me after a few seconds he smile and nod .

This is interesting, " he said with a smile then glance at his phone.

Really, so now leave me alone and when we are doing business, don't you dare call me honey or love or whatever the fuck you call me..

Yes , love ," he said with a teasing smile that tells me he won't listen.

The next time you call me "love , I will chop your fucking dick off , okay love ," I threatened him he winch again but nod ,honestly I fucking love threatened him.

He swallow hard then said "I need to make a call.

Hmm but we still have unfinished business here .

So what do you want to know .

Her medication name and are you sure you didn't made any mistakes with the tables too?" As you are very good at your job , I harly doubts...

Metformin (Fortamet, Glumetza, and I'm very very good at my job dear so I doubt there had been any mistakes, however you can bring in her tables so we.could check it..

Okay ..I'm done here.

It's good to see you here again kat .

Hmm, it's good being here but I'm not staying.

You mean here, here or in this city.

The city ,I'm leaving next couple days .

Umm,then I guess this is goodbye ." He said walking up to me with a sad smile and I don't understand why.

He pull me into a huge.

Okay, now," I said completely uncomfortable.

When are you coming back.

Whenever there is a emergency..

Mm.

He held my hands and lead me out to the door , but didn't stop there .

While passing the fridge , he stop to take water, probably thirsty.

Goodbye ," he said waving his hands at me .

Goodbye, " I said but as I turn in a hurry, he almost looks like someone.

My head spin ..Fuck ..." I stood in my place trying to collect myself, I stood there for a few second.

You don't really wanna leave me , do you ?" I heard his voice behind me .

I turn back and look at him , he was leaned against the fridge , watching me .

It felt like deja vu , the one difference is, he is not him , he might look alittle bit like him but the difference was off the hook , one was more handsome ,like a fucking Angel , the both tall but " S" is taller, handsomer, funnyer , more loving and careing ..

one makes me curse and threatened him , he makes me felt like a villain , one makes me laugh and makes me cry, he made me feel like a beautiful doll but then left and makes me felt like a broken toy. A broken girl.

Just as it reach his mouth to drink his drink , I snatched it.

What the..?"

Shut up .." I said as I walk away , I would rather felt like a villain that destroyed Khali life , then be a broken girl , the other doesn't want anymore...

Many would say I'm selfish for the way I'm living but when you have been through it yourself then you know how it felt and that gives you the right to be selfish..

After all , hurt people hurts people ..

While walking away , I glance back and saw Khali looking at me ,he was talking on the phone and from his face expression, you can tell it's something important also something he doesn't like ...

It was the same expression he had after I asked him if I can't find a boyfriend..

I wonder what he was talking about , however it's not my business..