The next day
Moncia was discard from the hospital but Katie took her to the private hospital for a final check up , to Katie, Monica has to have some other sickness .
Katie and Moncia with Angel sat in a car as the driver drive them up the hill.
The breezes was breath taking , Katie close her eyes as she recall the last time she went up the hills,
Nine years ago
Katie , are you going to tell me, why you're so depressed?" Moncia asked
Trying not to get my hopes up by giving up " Katie said .
Moncia sighed " is this about doctor Nelson ?"
No !" This is about my friend" Katie said
Katie , doctor Nelson, um , he left for the states " Moncia said and Katie lips part ,shock and hurt .
He left ?" Katie mumbled unable to believe it .
Present **
KATIE POV
" hurt that felt like betrayal, though it wasn't betrayal. It was just time to say goodbye the only thing, he didn't say goodbye...
" he left like it was the easiest thing to do"
" he never look back "
" so why do I still care ?" I question myself
A part of me still believes that one day he come around but it's been almost a decade since then and it felt like another life .. it felt like he was just someone who left me , in my past life.
Being here without him felt so strange.
All the way I kept replaying the last years with him in my head again and again and wonder what it will be like now.
I know after Nine years apart this will be awkward but I was willing to reconcile with him and everything the way it was back then.but am not sure now .. i thought as i sighed heavily..
Walking down the same steps as I look in the direction he always was at but saw no one. Isn't it hilarious that I still care ...I wish still wish to see him dare , I wish that the steve - my one night stand ) is the one from the past , I wish that he is doctor Steve but it's another hilarious thing to wish for because if he is then he is also my date ...
I almost drowned in disappointed, the enter morning I kept on hoping I could meet up with him and I imagine myself saying the things I would have like to say to him and wonder what will be his respons.
I gigle as I think about his response.
But now here I'm slacking hoping he would just pop up out of nowhere.
This time if he walks out of his little hiding place I will walk up to him and ask him on a date , trust me it would be hilarious but if he accpet it will be a dream come through...
Now seated here I look around , hoping against hopes that he will shows up before I leave.
***
Look, Dr. Nelson is here, " mom said in a happy tone.
There is no need for all of those respect since he is you're daughter stalker " I said without looking as I know she is talking about Khali..
Mom , smile without looking me or listening to me ,
Mom" I shake my head since when did she get this excited to see Khali Nelson .
I followed her gaze and saw >
Steve " his name slips through my lips and it burn my chest , the word Steve never felt this heavy.
Mom got up and walk over to him Since he was at a distance and she saw him before he saw her ...
He stood there with an expressionless face , he looked calm and far different to me.
I recognize his face and realize how wrong of me it was to wish it was him , this Steve and that Steve could never compare..
He barely glance at me but smile with mom as she talks to him .hurt tooken over me , the guy I desperately waited for , for years just give me one little-fucking-glance ...
I don't exactly hate to say this but I should ...
"He looks so damn hot in that blue coat, formal shirt, tie, and slacks. with a gray jeans. With A stethoscope around his neck .. and a glasse covering his brown hazel eyes .
He hugs mom for a few seconds then walk away as she leaves to met his uncle..
***
As I walk away i glance back to see him but didn't,
I walk slowly to be at the same steps as mom but also to take longer to see if he will show up .
Is your offer for tonight still available, "i questioned the person over the phone as mom got into the car ..
"That offer will never expire " she says as she chuckled
Good ".I said before hanging up and got into the car too.
Doctor Nelson is busy today, " Mom said, trying to ease the pain I felt inside .
Mm , " I hummed. She has no idea that will never work .
I watch outside , eyes filled with unshed tears , heart filled with unknown pain , mind fill with uncall memories, mouth fill with unsaid words .
I felt so confused ,so hurt yet so unrebellable..
I glance at the hospital but wasn't surprised when I saw he wasn't there, it wasn't the same , time change and so did he and I.
" it's okay I wispher to myself but why does it hurts..
I blink my eyes twice and nod my head as I accept the truth. The truth hurts, but in the end , it's the truth.
I looked at the rearview mirror and saw the driver glancing at me every now and then with a sympathy look, and I hated it as it reminds me that I am not so good at hiding my feelings whenever it comes down to Steve.
I felt anger rise inside of me , I took out my phone and sent a message to someone I really needed to put some sense in...
"We need to talk," I texted .
" Whenever you're ready honey,"
Honey?" , you're going to regret ever having a honey like me. " I text back
Oh, it seems like honey is going to be a bit bitter. "
Am not going to be a little bit , I'm going to be a lot bitter so i guess you can kiss your wife goodbye "
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