fifth break down

We were happily sitting on my bed, Yohan hugged me in-between his legs... His jaw rested on my neck... "I was almost driven crazy.. I was so devastated and depressed.. I couldn't think straight" Tae said.. kissing my neck... I giggle.."I don't think I have to explain how I felt right... Yohan.. don't you think that I'll die before the year ends?" I asked which scare Tae to his bones .. I could feel him go cold.. he forcefully made me face him... His eyes displayed nothing but fear... "Do you hear me Kim... If you die, I'm going to kill you... I swear Kim don't bring that up anymore.. I'll die if you leave me" he said then hugged me.. I was shocked and it triggered my disease... He didn't notice it till I fell limp in his embrace... But I was happy... Happy to die knowing that I never lost my only love...

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Tae's POV

I was so mad that I acted carelessly.... I hugged him but then I felt him limp on me... I shook him... Fuck this was bad... So bad... His fifth break down.... How da hell am I going to coup? We just got together after a year.. I carried him to the car and Aunt Jiang followed behind.. but paused when she saw I was holding Kim in my arms...

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Hospital

I was sitting beside Kim who was already on an IV drip... Then the doctor came in... "I need to speak to young master Woo's whole family please follow me" the doctor said... I followed him to his office... The whole Woo family were present waiting for me to join... "But doc please make it quick I have to stay with my boyfriend" I said... The doctor looked at me a lot of pity directed at me... Why.. did ... No it can't be... But then I was made to sit by old Woo... And I saw an old man I've never seen before... Who is he? I asked myself... "First of all, I want to say I'm really sorry especially to Mr Taeyang Jinsik... I'm so sorry it turned out this way" the doctor said making me feel uncomfortable... I began to sweat, my heart beat accelerating... He was not dead was he... I couldn't focus on what they were saying but I surely heard the doctor say "he's dead... I'm sorry" no! I scream no... No.... Kim... I ran to his room... He was still lying peacefully... I fell on his legs, crying as my body convulsed... Then blank out... After some hours or so, I regain my consciousness... I turned my head and saw Kim still lying there... His eyes were closed.. so handsome and vulnerable... He was my baby.. I sat with a smile on my face, I reached to his bed.. leaning towards him, I kiss his lips... I giggle "it's just another prank right.. fine you got me... I felt for the prank.... Now I'll say... I thought I could bare it, but I was fucking wrong" I said with a smile... But he was still motionless... I smile brushing off the unruly hair strand on his face... "You're tired right now.. I understand if you can't reply me now..."I said pecking his cheek... I hug him... I felt a hand on my shoulder an I turned to see who it was.. I smiled... "Why are you crying?" I asked aunt Jiang... She was so red with tears.. "shhh.. Kim will wake up if you continue sniffling like that" I said in a whisper... She shook her head... she couldn't talk because of tears.... The old man from earlier pated my shoulder "come my son" he said... I stared at him in confusion "I'm your boyfriend's grandpa" he said.. I giggle and bowed deeply.."annyeonghaseyo.. I'm sorry I didn't know" I said... He smiled at me "he will wake up if we continue making noise" I grumble... Yoongi was the person who dragged me out and then the nurses covered Kim with a white cloth... How could they cover a living being... I ran not caring that the nurses were females, I pushed them all and opened my baby.. "are you all crazy.. why would you cover my boyfriend.. can't you see he's peacefully sleeping " I shouted... I lost my mind.. I was not sane anymore.... How they say love can make you become a lunatic... I was not different from a lunatic... "Kim!!" Old Woo called.. I turned to him... I could sense it he was sad, but as a man he never let it show... He pulled me by my arm bit I struggled as I saw the nurses were covering him again... "No... no!!!! Please he'll be mad when he finds out you were playing a prank on me... He surely will make you regret it... Dad tell them.. tell them to let Kim go" I screamed and scratched to make old Woo let me go, but he was one strong man... "Kim is dead" old Woo said sternly.. I froze then began to laugh like a lunatic... That's so funny right "Kim told me he would wait for me.. stop pulling my legs ok" I said with a giggle... Jiang was at a corner crying... Was she crying because of me or? "Tae please don't do this to yourself... You're breaking our heart seeing you like this" she said... Huh... What... I don't see what I'm doing to myself.... I giggle.. but then frowned... The nurses were already pushing Kim to the mortuary,I ran and stopped them... Da hell my baby "are... You ... are you nuts... Babe..babe" I scream as I try to wake Kim... But he was all limp... "Can you see how exhausted you made him become" I scolded.. they looked at me with pity...then the doctor touched my shoulder... I turned giving him my best smile.. "why would you guys take Mr Woo away?" The doctor asked in a strickt tone... I smiled knowing there was someone who was backing me up...