Sixty Four.

Dylan

As I sit here curled on his lap and listening to the words flow out of his mouth I can't help but feel like pieces of me are shattering. To know that the man I thought wanted to keep me safe hated me so was worse than betrayal.

But listening to all of the things that Eren was forced to do and the punishments he received, no torture, were unfathomable. How could anyone be so cruel and hide it so well?

What kind of monster lurks underneath that beautiful exterior? But those thoughts started to pull up different memories that I didn't wish to recall. Times when Alpha Rogan was not so soft or kind and his touches brought pain.

A shudder ran through me and I had to focus on my breathing to keep from losing control. I felt Rae there sending me feelings of comfort, but she stayed in the back of my mind still.