It's still Happening

I woke up to the sound of whispering coming from my door. The people on the other side of it were doing a terrible job because I could hear every word ever so clearly. 

"Why can't I shower with you?" A female's voice asked. 

"She'll soon be up, and I still haven't told her yet." Comes Nicole reply. 

"When exactly do you plan on telling her Nicole?" The other voice sounded upset. 

"After the anniversary. She can't handle this much right now." Nicole sighed heavily. 

"So, you two are discussing her and you choose her door. How smart." I heard Damion interrupt "she might as well be awake." 

"I'll go." The females voice said again. Well then, I thought. Rolling out of bed I put my things together for school seeing that I came home as sleeping beauty last night and got nothing done. 

I retrieved fresh socks, a face rag, panties, a bra, as well as my underclothes. I put my hair into one at the top of my head and added a blue ribbon and made a bow. After that I checked the little bag that I had been carrying to exams and ensured I had all my necessary stationaries and my timetable. Buying them some more time to sort out whatever I shouldn't know about, I laid back down in bed and picked up my phone. 

Daniel-1 

'Good morning love, I hope you're ok. I'm off to work and I'll call you late tonight' I didn't even reply, doesn't matter anyways, he's already at work and he can't use his phone there. 

Tyler-3 images 

'Here you go princess." They were the pics I had him take of me at the beach. 

Jason had replied to all my pictures on my status with Damion which came down this morning. 

'Wow' 

'I thought you were different' 

'Thought that I could tryst you' 

'And now you're even kissing the guy' 

'Rose, is what we have real to you or is it just a game?' 

'Sigh, you don't even know...' 

I rolled my eyes and went to the group conversation I had with my best friends which had thirty-two messages. At first Mandy was just panicking about exams and Eve trying to calm her down and asking where the hell I was. That made me laugh. Eve then stated that she and Rick had sex. There were messages that went into detail and based on description she enjoyed it. I replied right away. 

'Omg!!! Does this mean that you two are officially a thing? Damn girl!' 

"Rosanna!" I heard Nicole call then knocked. 

"I'm already up. Leave it at the door. I'll see you later. Bye." I yelled back, getting up and taking off my clothes. I waited until she was gone before opening the door and taking in my uniform, laying it on the bed. I scurried off to the bathroom not in the mood to see Damion, which backfired as I ran straight into the bathroom, my brain not registering the sound of the running water. 

"Oh fudge!" I cursed quietly. Like for real Rosanna, running away from him and running right into him. I cursed myself. 

"Are you just going to stand there?" He peeped his head out from behind the shower curtain. 

"I am not in the mood to deal with you, my sister, or the third party. So just leave me alone." I hung up my towel and stepped into the bath. 

'For someone who is in no mood you sure don't have a problem being in here with me." He held my waist pulling me into him. Damion sure as hell wastes no time because he's so hard right now. 

I pushed him from behind me and turned around to glare "I'm just taking a shower and getting out. I'm not waiting on you." 

He raised his hands in surrender, "ok." 

I wet myself as Damion stood there and watched. He watched as I soaped my body his eyes trailing behind my hands eyeing every curve my hands touch. "Are you just going to stand there?" I smirked. 

I rinsed the soap from my body, turning my back to Damion and washed my face. I felt his hands wrap around me and I leaned my head back on his chest. I can honestly only resist him for so long. His hand slithered slowly down my wet body and stopped once he reached the place where I was starting to ache. He rubbed my clit hard and fast causing me to gasp and grab hold of him. A thought came to my mind, and I acted on it. 

I placed my hand on his dick holding it firm and massaged the tip. Damion groaned in response, and I started to pump him decreasing and increasing speed and occasionally palming his tip. He kept on rubbing my clit and I kept gliding my hand up and down his shaft until I couldn't bare it anymore and my body surrendered to his touch once more. I hurriedly finished Damion off then rinsed myself once more and left him in the shower, neither of us uttering a single word. 

I went to my room and dried my body, checking the time on my phone. I did the usual and got ready then went to sit in the living room waiting on Nick. A few minutes later Damion came out dressed in a peach shirt, black pants and black tie. I played with my tie not acknowledging his presence. 

"Are you going to have some breakfast?" I didn't answer "Rosanna?" I still didn't answer "Rosanna?" My phone started ringing, cutting off anything else that was about to come out of his mouth. I took up my bag and upon reaching the door he took hold of my arm. "What is this for!" He yelled. 

"Do not fucking touch me! Don't touch me!" I yelled at the top of my voice pulling my hand out of his grip. I pulled my face rag from my bag drying my eyes as I made my way to the car. Everyone was staring at me in shock, this is the first time they've ever seen me cry. "Just drive." I breath out as fresh tears rolled down my face. 

Reaching our destination, I quickly made a run for it walking briskly to the computer lab where we were scheduled to have our practical exam. I put my bag on the shelf after taking out my pen and a pencil along with my timetable and taking my seat. 

"Didn't think you'd sit beside me." I heard the familiar voice, and it soothed me even though I was meant to be angry at him. 

"I didn't see you." I was about to find a different seat when he held my hand. 

"Please stay. I think we have some talking to do." I nod my head and sit down again. "I saw your pictures." 

"I saw yours." I said booting up my computer. 

"I wasn't the one who put them up. I swear to you." His voice didn't hold an ounce of dishonesty, instead, Jason sounded honest and apologetic. "I don't expect you to believe me Rosanna, not after seeing the pictures and knowing my reputation. But I want you to because I really like you, Rosanna. Getting you out of my head has been the only thing on my mind but it only puts you deeper." 

I stared at my computer screen at my reflection, looking back at me. "I'll just lay in my bed, and I think of something and then that thing reminds me of you and then you take over my entire body. My pulse quickens and I start smiling like a 300megawat bulb." I smiled at his comparison. "You're intoxicating Rosanna, and if I was to die from a drug, I'd like it to be you." 

I was about to say something, but the invigilator stepped in. He laid out the rules before handing us a booklet. We were meant to type a business letter, do a short power point, and create a spreadsheet following the directions given on the paper, all within an hour and a half. 

I logged on to the computer and while typing the letter my mind was lost. I was just there thinking about Jason, 'he must be lying. But he didn't look or sound as if he was lying. Rosanna, when you're lying to the other boys do you look or sound as if you're lying? Well, no I don't, it must be bought. Exactly and if you buy Jason's story then you would have been played by the player.' 

"Rose." Someone touched my leg, and I looked over at Jason. "You zoned out." He whispered smiling and he looked so gorgeous. Focus! 

"Thanks." I whispered as I started typing again. I finished the letter and moved on to the spreadsheet. After that I hurried with the PowerPoint, saving all three documents in a folder on the desktop giving it my full name and adding exam to it. I left the computer on as we were instructed to do when we were finished and headed for my bag and went through the door. I wasn't the first one out, five people including Eve had left before me. 

I went outside to find her and Rick leaning against the wall making out. They look so sweet, and perfect, and happy. 'Will I ever look like that? Do I want to look like that? A heartbreak is said to be extremely painful.' I thought. Sigh. 

"Are you ready to talk about it?" Mandy said from beside me looking at Eve and Rick who hadn't seen us or felt our presence yet. 

"You know what it is, so why should I talk about it?" I asked, turning to look out into the distance the third floor provided. You could see other buildings, and houses, and the cars passing by, and the trees surrounding the place that held birds singing different songs that somehow seemed to synchronize into perfect harmony. 

"Because talking helps Ro, and you taught me that." She leaned against the rail looking out as well. 

"I don't want to talk. There isn't much to talk about." I sniffed feeling my eyes welling up. She wrapped her hand around my waist, and I rested my head on her shoulder. I soon felt someone on my other side resting their head on me and hugging me. 

"It's ok princess, its ok. Daddies got you. And he's going to make sure no one messes with you again." Even though I was crying, I busted out laughing the moment those words left Eve's lips. Leave it to her to say the most senseless things at a time like this. "And that, ladies and gents, is the billion-dollar smile of Rosanna Blake that we know and love so much." She kissed my cheek. 

"Pop that cherry" I heard someone whisper followed by a smack and a "ow!" 

We all turned to see Shawn holding the back of his head and Jason glaring at him. "We'll be downstairs in the cafeteria." Mandy said. 

"Jerk chicken for lunch?" Eve asked. 

"Nope. We're going to my house to cook and have some well-deserved fun." I smiled. 

A few moments after everyone left Jason and I stood there just staring off into the distance. "What's wrong?" He finally asked "if it's me, I swear to you that I'm sorry. I'll do anything to fix it." He sounded so sincere. 

"It's not you." He looked at me as I kept on looking out. "It's been almost a year now since my life changed. I lived together with my mother and father, lucky to have both parents I was. My father was cooking with my mother, and I was watching TV. His phone rang and he didn't answer it, it rang again, and he avoided it once more. Mom said it had been happening a lot lately. After a few more rings he still wasn't picking it up, and my mom got angry." 

"Why don't you pick it up! She yelled at him slamming the knife down on the counter. 'God knows it's your whore calling again.' Mom was so hell bent on believing dad was cheating. All the signs were there. 'Katharine, I'm not doing this again! I'm not having an affair and I'd never cheat!' My father replied. 'So why is it so hard to answer your phone around me?' He didn't reply, he kept quiet. My mom started mumbling things under her breath that pissed off my father and for the first time, they started yelling at each other." 

"During all the yelling and screaming no one noticed when the phone rang so I ran to answer it and the female had asked for Chris, I told her that my dad was busy now, he stormed passed me and went to his and my mother's room. My mom came and took the phone from me 'who is this?' she asked and waited for the response. 'His daughter!' She yelled 'how old are you, Nicole?' Her eyes shot wide open 'eighteen?' A look of anger crossed her face, and she hung up the phone, and went after my father." 

"The yelling started again. My father had cheated on my mother and gotten the woman pregnant. She died giving birth and my father being the good man he is never abandoned Nicole. He raised her in secret, when she had started calling it was about her graduation, she wanted him there. I soon heard shattering and fear ran through me, I know the things humans are capable of when angry, so I called the police. I ran to their room and saw my mom sprawled across the floor. I rushed to her begging her to get up, but she didn't." 

"My dad sat there looking at her in shock and worry. Then I remembered what I had learnt in class and so I checked her pulse, she was just unconscious. My dad started crying, unable to believe what he had done. The police came and they called the ambulance, and she was taken to the hospital, my dad to the police station and me to Nicole. She still hasn't gotten up; she's been in a coma for almost a year." 

"Wow, and you hide all of that so well. Have you been to the hospital to see her?' 

"Not recently." I shook my head "I need to fix something first." 

Jason gave me a hug and we stayed like that for a while before he pulled away. "I believe you promised your friends a day of fun." He said smiling I don't know what happened, but I kissed Jason, and he kissed me back before we made our way to the cafeteria. 

"So, what's been going on with you and the boys?" Mandy mixed the cake batter while Eve worked on sandwiches. I was searching down the house looking for the stash of liquor I know my sister has. 

"Well, you guys know everything, so be specific." I stopped my search and went to the fridge looking for my pudding cups instead. 

"Well let's see...Daniel, with your mood this morning you forgot to tell us about your date." Mandy and Eve did home economics which means cooking is their thing. I can cook as well as them because we always get together and they teach me, and my mom and I used to cook as well, and Nicole and I sometimes cook. 

"Well, he came to get me and when we got to his house we made brunch, after which we ate and drank champaign and then we talked. He did the dishes while I did nothing then he suggested music. We danced and sang to throwback music while cooking a really tantalizing dinner, which we had with red wine. After dinner we both did the dishes while talking and, he said that during summer I can come spend a week with him." My pudding was finished, and I went to get another one. 

"Also, we went to his room to cuddle, and I got so comfortable that I fell asleep, and he brought me home. The end." 

"That's all?" Eve asked I nod my head yes. 

"In the space of two weeks you got rid of Kevin, Jake, and Mark." Mandy said. 

"Gained Dane, Tyler, and Jason." Eve said. 

"And I still have Daniel and Damion." I said eating more pudding. 

"Your sister is going to be so furious if she catches you two. Speaking of which, what's up with him?" Eve paused as she was about to put the sandwiches in the fridge. 

"Nothing." I lied. 

"Well, that's not true now, is it princess?" 

"How long have you been standing there?" I turned around to see a smirking Damion still dressed in his work clothes making his way into the kitchen. 

"Mandy finished the cake and put it in the oven and that's your second pudding cup." Fuck. He kneeled before me. "Tell me that you're ok." He cupped my chin. 

"I'm ok." He kissed my lips lightly and the act had me warming up. 

"Um, what are you doing here?' Mandy asked Damion. 

"Took the rest of the day off. Someone caused me to lack focus at work today. But she's ok so I'm ok." Damion said looking at me, I could deny it all I wanted but that was pure love. 

"Is that so?" Mandy asked, pushing Eve out of the kitchen. "Rose, you can finish the cake, right? Just an hour then you check it with the skewer, dry oven off, wet minimum of five minutes." 

"Where are you two going?" I asked smelling the disaster Mandy was about to cook up. 

"Well, I just remembered I should buy a new dress to wear on the next date I have with Nick, and I'd like Eve to help. You have cake, and sandwiches in the fridge and Damion, and I bet he knows where that stash is. Sounds like perfection to me. Bye Babygirl!" 

"See you tomorrow, Rose!" Eve put in a word before she was yanked completely out of the house. 

"You have weird friends." Damion said going to the fridge "who cook really well." He took out the sandwiches. 

"They just wanted us to be alone." I rolled my eyes. I was upset with him, and I have no idea why. 

"Oh, I know. I also know where that stash is, but you will be handling electricity tomorrow so I'm not giving you a lot to drink." He stuffed his mouth. 

I was about to go to my room and stay by myself when Damion said something else "hi princess. I really don't know if this is a fake profile because your way too much of an Angel to be on earth. Lol was that the best you could come up with? I didn't make it up because it's true." 

I remembered how I had smiled when he texted me saying those words, those are the first words he ever said to me. "What else is true is that I don't have time to waste on you." I had replied "just text me today and if I bore you or step out of line block me." He replied. 

"That day turned into two, then a week, then a month, it's almost a year Rosanna. I'm still in your life because I had promised I'm not going anywhere." 

"You're with my fucking sister! We can't keep doing this, sooner or later she's going to catch us, be so brokenhearted and hate me. I don't want her to hate me Damion, I can't hurt Nicole like that." I broke down and started to cry. 

"Since when do you care about her?" he asked in shock. 

"I always have, I was just too busy being a bitch to show it." He came closer to me reaching out his hands "do not touch me. Not now." I went to my room and that's where I stayed pent up for the rest of the day and all night, only moving to use the bathroom and get water. 

Tuesday morning, I woke up extra early and put my school stuff together. I showered, combed my hair and even ironed my own uniform. I made my way into the kitchen getting eggs, flour milk and other ingredients needed for pancakes. I took some lettuce, tomatoes, and the other necessary things for sandwiches. 

I took out the coffee and the milk and started breakfast. I made breakfast sandwiches in egg and Bacon and egg and baloney, I made chocolate chip pancakes, added slices of the chocolate cake we made yesterday and coffee. To finish everything off I picked flowers from outside dropping them in a glass cup and using it as the centerpiece on the table. 

I was about to go get Nicole and Damion but as I turned around, I came face to face with them both looking at me like I was a zombie from the walking dead. "I wanted to say that I'm sorry. I've been acting like a toddler and a bitch, a toddler bitch" I made myself laugh. "I'm sorry I blamed you for what happened to my mom and I'm sorry dad had to go to jail." 

"You've had it so hard not having a mother and only seeing your father once or twice a month. Then I come into your life and instead of appreciating you and thanking you for taking me in when you could have left me alone, I did the opposite and I'm truly sorry." I wiped a tear. 

"Damion I'm sorry to you as well for my behavior yesterday and all the other times. All you do is love me and I do nothing but tarnish your love and throw it back in your face." As soon as the last words left my lips, I was a sobbing mess. They both came to comfort me, and I gladly accepted it. 

"You are always forgiven Rosanna. We love you too. Let's eat now because this looks delicious." Nicole said sitting down and Damion and I followed her actions. We had a beautiful breakfast like a family should, but it ended when we all had to start getting ready. I sat in the empty house alone waiting for my friends. 

After their arrival and this morning being better than yesterday, we got to school and went our separate ways ready for exams. 

"How are you?" Jason greeted me as I entered the electrical lab. I couldn't help but smile at him, he was so comforting, he had called last night keeping me company, we talked, and he really helped me to realize some things, which contributed to my sudden change of heart. 

"I'm doing a lot better. I fixed things with Nicole and Damion this morning. How are you?" 

"I'm a lot happier now that you're here. And it's good that you're fixing things. You know the next step, right?" I nod my head yes "good girl. Now prep, we have an exam." 

I tried my best to be the first person out of that room, but I wasn't. The exam wasn't hard, but it also wasn't easy. We had to remember all that we had learned in class and use it to get electricity into the bulb. I was doing quite fine, just being too careful with the wires was what slowed me down. Finally, I connected all the wires and the bulb lit up just like the smile on my face. I wrote my name on the tape and stuck it to the table indicating my work. Handing the invigilator my booklet with all my notes and explanations, I grabbed my bag and ran out of the room like it was on fire. 

I didn't bother checking with anyone, Jason had probably gone home already, and Mandy and Eve had an all-day exam because of the number of dishes they were going to prepare. With the time being after ten and visiting hours ending at midday, I quickly ran to a flower shop to get some Lilly's and a card and made my way to the hospital. 

"Hi, I'm here to see Katherine Blake. I'm her daughter Rosanna." I said to the receptionist at the front desk. 

"Do you know her room?" I nod my head "and the procedures?" I nod my head again. "Ok you can go around." I walked into the big waiting area passing all the sick people, or just people there to see someone, the little newborns and moms being discharged, turning down the hallway I made a left turn then went straight ahead then I made a right turn, and it brought me to a security post. 

"Hi, I'm here to see Katherine Blake." I said to the men that were there, one checked my bag and the other scanned me with a metal detector. 

"How old are you?" The one that was scanning me asked. 

"I'm seventeen. Why?" 

"You just look like I'd take you home and make you scream." He said, admiring my backside. He was cute, and a me I know would have taken his number, but I already had a man. 

"Sorry, I got a man. He stops my breath." I whispered the last part taking my bag and taking the stairs not wanting to be stuck on the elevator with a bloody person. I climbed the three flights of stairs then went down the hall to room 216. 

I pushed open the door slowly, going in and looking at my mom. I only had eyes for her right now. I took her slimming hand into mine and kissed her. "Hi mommy. It's been a while since I've come to look for you, hasn't it? I'm sorry I haven't been here as often as first; it was breaking me seeing you but not really seeing you. But it broke me more when I stopped. I'm behaving myself, and I'm doing good in school. Got nominated for prefect but I turned it down." I sighed. 

"I was planning to go see dad, let him know I forgive him. I hope you do so too because he didn't mean it. He was just angry. I miss you so much mommy, I wish you would wake up, you're going to miss my eighteenth birthday like you missed my seventeenth. And Nicole is amazing, almost like you." I couldn't talk any more, the tears had taken over and I was bawling my eyes out as I rested my head on her chest feeling the slow steady rhythm of her heart. 

"I love you." I choked out between sobs. I stood there, head on her chest crying and reminiscing about all the times we had together. "A girl should never be without her mother." I whispered, pulling a chair to her bed and sitting down. I used up all the time until a nurse told me visiting hours were up, I left her again once more and it broke my heart. 

 After getting home on Tuesday night I ate dinner alone in my room, showered and laid in my bed contemplating doing something stupid. It was on my mind until sleep consumed me and even when I woke up the next morning. 

All day Wednesday I had the place to myself, and I was beyond happy. I cooked, ate, slept, texted, watched movies, YouTube and played loud music. I was relieved that I didn't have to see school for the next two weeks for graduation. 

Damion came home from work before Nicole and I behaved like a good little sister, not kissing him, teasing him, or saying anything sexual, ensuring he knew that I meant when I said I was going to cut all of this off. We made dinner and ate, after which I retired to my room where I was on the phone with Jason. 

"Rose, you keep spacing out. What's on your mind?" I heard him ask. 

"Nothing." I replied turning on my side. 

"Not even me?" He faked being offended. 

"No baby you're, on my phone not my mind." I chuckled and so did he. 

"I'm serious, what are you thinking about?" He asked again. 

"Are you playing me?" I changed position again and sat up. 

"What?" 

"I'm serious Jason, I've never done this with a guy, spent so much time with one guy and I'll hate you so much if you're just playing me." I heard him sigh deeply into the phone. 

"I'll call you tomorrow. Go get some sleep." What! 

"Oh, ok." I hung up and laid in bed just thinking. It's already three in the morning and I haven't slept a wink. Instead of going to sleep I went to my WhatsApp and started doing the stupid thing I've been thinking about. 

Dane 

'You know I like you a lot, and you also know that it's only as friends. I know you have your hopes up, but nothing can ever happen between us. I'll let you make the decision of our friendship.' 

Tyler 

'Hey. It's a crazy hour to be texting you but there is something I need you to know. The little time we spent together was fun and I know you wanted this to go further and last forever, but my boyfriend and I are working things out, so I'll have to let you go. I hope we can still be friends.' 

Daniel 

'I'm going to miss you so very much. I hope you can forgive me for doing this right now and try to understand. I'm letting you go. You told me when I want something I should go after it. I met this guy and he's amazing. Not as much as you are though. Daniel, even if we are not together, I want to always have you as a friend. You are kind, funny, understanding and a good listener. I'm going to envy the woman you chose to be the real Mrs. Davis.' 

After writing those I went into the group chat to update my friends. 

'I just ended things with the guys, excluding Damion and Jason. Even though I promised Damion I'd behave and not continue a romantical relationship with him. It's between them now. Damion's got it in the bag, but Jason is more my age, and I don't want to feel like a sister to Damion. But I'll still be his sister because of Nicole. 

Eve 

'Well Babygirl whatever your decision, we will support you.' 

'What are you doing up?' I questioned. 

'Talking to Rick.' She replied instantly. 

'O, have fun. Good night.' I turned off the Wi-Fi on my phone and put it to charge, laying back down I waited for sleep to consume me which didn't happen until the sun came up. 

The next day I woke up after four with a very empty stomach. I rushed to the bathroom to pee, then I washed my face and brushed my teeth and took a quick shower. I went back to my room, got dressed and checked my phone. No missed calls, I turned on the Wi-Fi and made my way to the kitchen as the messages loaded. 

I got myself some Rice Krispie cereal making it extra sweet the way I like it. I made some juice and went to sit in the living room watching some cartoons. After I finished eating, I checked my messages. Four messages from four chats. I opened them. 

Tyler 

'I hope he makes you happy Rosanna. And I'll never ever tell you that we can't be friends. Girls like you are hard to find.' I blushed. 

Daniel 

'Wow, you're breaking up with me. God, how am I ever going to forget Rosanna Renae Blake? I will never ever because you're my queen and you always will be.' 

Dane 

'Friends is perfect for me love.' 

BFFL 

'Are you saying that you're finally settling down? Omfg!!! Look to the heavens because the lord is on his way.' I chuckled at Mandy's reply. 

'Can't let fear of something that might never happen control me.' I put down my phone giving the cartoon my full attention. Every fifteen seconds I'd check for messages or look to see if I had missed any calls, but I hadn't. There were no messages or calls. 

The shorthand on the clock chased the long one not being able to catch him as they continued their everlasting chase, and still no calls or text from Jason. I will not allow myself to be played by the player, I will not. I was about to text him when a knock sounded at the door, I rushed to open it thinking it was him surprising me. 

"Jas... Damion?" My smile fell once I registered it was him. 

"I left my key." He stepped inside. 

"How is that even possible?" I questioned shutting the door. 

"What can I say, I forget things when I'm trying to forget my love." I rolled my eyes. "Why so glum, chum?" I don't know how to answer that question. I don't know if I'm sad that I can't jump him and kiss him or I'm angry that Jason promised to call and didn't. Either way I need a distraction and he's perfect. 

"Do you miss me?" I asked, going over to the couch where he was sitting. 

"I see you everyday Rosy." 

"Not like that. I mean if you miss me." I straddled him thanking the lord I had chosen to wear a skirt today. He stiffened beneath me for a second then relaxed. I kissed his neck sucking on his skin "do you miss me, Damion?" I whispered into his ears. 

He took his time wrapping his arms around my waist and gripping my ass. He lifted me up and placed me beside him "I'm going to get changed. We need to make dinner; Nicole will be bringing someone over." He walked away but then froze "next time you're going to use me, ask my permission." 

"I'm sorry." I held my head down. 

"You're what?" He turned to face me. 

"I'm sorry." I repeated, but Damion just turned and left. He came back a few minutes later and we started dinner. We made linguini with shrimp scampi, baked chicken, fried rice and Damion insisted on more pasta; Mac and cheese. 

This guest must be very special for us to go all out like this. Damion and I didn't talk, we just uttered necessary things. To say it was now driving me crazy was an understatement. When we finished setting the table the door opened to reveal Nicole and a familiar looking female. 

She was dressed in ripped jeans and a white T-shirt. The female was tall and thin like a model, and she had curves in all the right places. Her hair was straight, pushed to the back and dropped on her shoulders. She had almost doll like eyes, they were perfect, and her lips were the perfect shade of pink to accompany her dark skin tone. If I was a guy, I'd probably stop at nothing to have her. 

They made their way inside and Nicole hugged Damion, I looked away "thank you so much." 

"I had help." 

"Well thanks to the both of you." She looked at the table and smiled excitedly. "Amanda," Nicole called the young lady "this is Rosanna, my sister." I gave her a small smile. "Rosanna, Amanda is my girlfriend." 

My eyes shot open as the air evaded my lungs and left me standing there like a fish out of water. I looked from her to Amanda to Damion as the room started to spin. "Your bisexual?" I kept looking around finding my words and a seat to sit on. Damion accompanied me to one of the stools in the kitchen. 

"I'm gay little sis, have no interest in guys whatsoever." She corrected. 

"But Da... Damion." I stuttered. 

"Has been here for you the entire time." I sat down trying to wrap my head around all of what she just said. 

"Somebody please explain this." Amanda and Nicole sat down on the remaining stools, and I looked up at Damion. 

"You weren't ready to settle down princess, and I needed you like my lungs need oxygen. I did everything to stop you from talking to all those guys, but you weren't willing. So, I found your sister through your Facebook friends and together we came up with the entire dating story. She thought that if you thought I gave up on you and moved on it'll make you want me, which it did." This was ridiculous. 

"I've never had sex with your sister, nor have I ever seen her naked, we are strictly friends. I've been staying in the guess room all this time and you've never noticed. Every single time that you heard sexual noises it has always been those two. And Nicole knows about everything that we've been doing." Damion explained. 

"Wait, everything?" 

"Everything." She smirked. 

"You people are crazy! Not you Amanda, I just met you." I smiled at her. 

"Oh, believe me, she's crazy. I love her though." Nicole kissed her. It made me want to kiss someone too. 

"It was a pretty good plan if you ask me. Rosanna you are seventeen, getting a heartbreak is an experience." Amanda's voice brought me back to the morning when I woke up to the voices conversing at my door, it was her. "Not saying Damion is going to break your heart and no guy should, because you're a bundle of innocence doll." 

"She's no bundle of innocence, she's the devils spawn." Damion smirked. 

"What is it with people calling me the devil?" I faked being hurt. 

"Anyways doll, what I'm saying is that you'll never know if you never try. You can't forever run, or you'll end up lonely and never knowing what love is and believe me when I say it's beautiful." She looked at my sister and I could have sworn they had both been shot by cupid. Ick. 

"Thanks Amanda. Now Nicole, why did you hide her?" 

"One you weren't ready, and two we needed you to want Damion." She looked over at him. 

"Which doesn't matter now because I no longer want her. I'm moving out over the weekend." Damion said. Ouch, what was that? My chest started to hurt from hearing his words. "We should eat." 

"I just lost my appetite." I pushed myself from off stool and went straight to my room slamming the door. Tears started streaming down my face as I climbed into bed and hugged my cushion. 

I had expected him to chase me like he always does, or to come and tease me like he usually does, I expected anything except for him to sit and have dinner like everything was ok, without me. I cried even harder once he didn't show up. 

'Which doesn't matter now because I no longer want her. I'm moving out over the weekend.' His words kept playing over and over in my head like the chorus of a groovy song. The one time I actually want a guy, like need him, he gives up on me. 

"You better not be crying. But if you are, then I know my words affected you, and if they did it means you have strong feelings for me. Can I come in?" He was on the other side of the door being all cocky and confident while I was bawling my eyes out. 

"Why should I let you in?" I managed to get out. The door opened anyways, and Damion walked in locking it behind him. 

"Because I love you princess, never going to stop." He sat down beside me on the bed pulling me into him and replacing my cushion. I sighed and melted into him, inhaling his intoxicating scent. 

"Are you going to leave me?" I made myself vulnerable to him, breaking down all the walls and showing him that I was afraid to lose him. 

"Only if you want me to." He brushed my hair. 

"Never." I breathed out wiping my eyes and sitting up. Damion turned to face me resting his forehead against mine. He brushed his lips on mine and my eyes fluttered closed. He did it again teasing me, so I wrapped my hands around his neck and connected our lips. It was slow and steady at first and we just stayed there making out until I started moaning and breathing heavily. 

Damion pulled away and smirked and I wanted to hit him so badly, "what do you want princess?" 

"You, to have your way with me." I breathed out. He connected our lips again but this time it was mixed with lust and need. He laid me down slowly and positioned himself between my legs kissing me like his life depended on it. 

Damion removed my top and pinned both hands above my head, using my blouse as bondage for them. "Don't move." I nodded my head, and he got up and left my room. When he came back, he had a cup which he set down on my nightstand then pulled off my bra. He removed my skirt and my panties in one go leaving me completely bare. "Don't move." 

"Yes sir." He took a crystal from the cup and put it in his mouth, coming down to kiss me. He trailed the ice from my lips to my neck where he lingered giving me a hickey. The cold connected with my chest causing me to arch my back and I received a slap on my thigh which caused me to moan. He reached over and got another piece of the ice, placing it on my right boob while the piece in his mouth was on the left. The cold caused my nipples to peek, and he gave them both a squeeze which caused my legs to go up wanting to close. 

"Stop moving Rosanna." Damion slapped my thigh again. He put another piece of ice in his mouth and trailed it down my stomach while rubbing a piece on my breast. I shut my eyes and bit down on my lip trying my hardest not to move. Damion reached my prized possession and slowly brought the ice down on my clit. He put both my legs up giving him better access rubbing the cold substance on my clit, I wanted to move so badly. 

The ice melted and he got two more piece putting a piece inside my pussy and keeping the other on my clit, I arched my back again and flung my head back earning me two slaps on both thighs. "Damion" I moaned his name. 

"Took you long enough." He smirked. He soon took the ice off my clit and pushed it inside me keeping his finger inside me as his tongue begun working magic on my pussy. Damion's finger danced inside me while his tongue played with my clit, both in sync. He picked up his speed and I lost all control; I gave into the ecstasy taking over my body allowing it to consume me as I climaxed hard for him. "Just like that princess." 

He took off his clothes in a rush freeing his dick from his jeans. It was at this moment that I really started to wonder how such a big thing fits into such a little thing. Damion chuckled, most likely at the expression on my face and I looked away from his member and met his gaze, "I'll fit, and I'll be gentle. Don't worry." He kissed my lips softly. 

"No condom?" I asked. 

"I want you to enjoy this princess, so no." I sat up freeing my hands and putting Damion on his back. "What are you doing?" 

"Taking my virginity." I straddled him and kissed him then positioned him at my entrance. 

"You're just so different. Now go slowly Babygirl." I nod my head, with me being extremely wet and Damion's dick moist with pre-cum I lowered myself onto him slowly. 

"Fuck!" I moaned and leaned forward resting my head on Damion's head, the severity of the pain registering withing me. It was fucking intense, but not unbearable. Damion groaned as I continued to slide down onto him, I whimpered the entire time until I felt myself seated on him. 

"Fuck your tight! I want to fuck you." He groaned. I rested my head onto his chest taking deep breaths as I got accustomed to his hard member. "Are you feeling okay?" he asked, kissing my forehead. All I could do was nod my head. I placed both my hands on his chest and eased myself up before sliding down slowly again. This time the pain was at a minimum. I repeated the movement and a moan slipped from my lips. "Again." He groaned, placing his hands around my waist. I was enjoying this, what I was doing to him. 

Soon pleasure was all I was feeling and so I started grinding my hips to a rhythm, back and forth I went, whining on his member. My breathing became heavy, and I flung my head back as waves of pleasure, more intense than the fingering flooded my body. Damion groaned and started squeezing my nipples causing a moan to slip from my lips. I kept riding Damion, taking pleasure in him and my first time. "Baby please don't stop." His eyes were closed, and he was relaxed, enjoying me. I moaned uncontrollably as I continued to ride him feeling myself getting close. A thought came to my mind, to stop and give him control right when I was at the very edge. Damion eyes shot open as he looked at me with a puzzling look. 

"Fuck me." Damion wasted no time turning us over, me beneath him and him still inside me. He claimed my lips as he began to slide himself in and out of me picking up speed but not hurting me. "Yes!" I screamed grabbing onto the bed sheets. I kept kissing him as he kept driving me mad with pleasure, my legs spread wider as I yearned for him to get closer and go deeper. He pulled away from the kiss and started kissing and biting my neck, causing me to moan louder. Suddenly I felt a pleasurable pain from the spot he just touched, it felt good, he felt good right there. "Yes. Please don't move!" Damion kept hitting that spot and I felt myself wanting to cry, my hands gripped his back and my nails dug deep into his skin and I screamed feeling warm liquid splashed my body as he kept hitting the spot repeatedly. 

When Damion noticed that I had calmed down he whispered, "my turn." He started pounding my pussy again hard enough to bring pain for it to be pleasurable, oh my God this is ecstatic. Damion went at it causing me to squirt again which created lubricant and allowed him to glide in and out of me freely. Damion lost himself as he stroked my kitty hard one last time before pulling out and unloading all his cum on me. 

"That was." I trailed off breathlessly. 

"I know," he said lying beside me and I cuddled into him. 

We both laid there speechless and breathless. I had sex, I said to myself as it started to sink in. I lost my virginity to someone I love. Oh my god. 

"What are you thinking about?" He kissed my forehead. 

"I gave my virginity to you, someone I love." 

"And?" he asked, a smile evident in his tone. 

"I'm okay with that." I climbed on top of him and started kissing him. I felt him starting to get hard again and I smiled. 

Damion groaned into the kiss and squeezed my ass. "Not yet princess, calm down." 

"But baby, you're hard again I reached behind me and stroked his member. Damion groaned. "I need you to do that again." I blushed. 

"What part of it?" He groaned again as I continued stroking him. 

"All of it. But mostly the part where you spread my legs and go so deep that I feel you on that spot." a moan slipped from my lips as I remembered how he made squirt just now. 

"Your g-spot." 

"Yes, I love it when you touch it." I leaned in and kissed him. Damion rolled us over and started rubbing my clit as he continued tonguing my mouth. His hand was soon replaced by his member filling me up for the second time tonight. I arched my back and moaned into his mouth as he buried himself deep inside me. He instantly found my g-post and after three strokes I felt liquid escaping my body. I screamed as we continued our night of bliss and ecstasy. 

Friday was everyone's favorite day of the week because it signified the end of the week. Today is my favorite day because Damion and I had amazing sex all night and I woke up with him still sleeping beside me. I climbed onto his back and covered his head in kisses. 

"Aren't you going to work?" No answer. "Damion?" Still nothing. A knock from my room door startled me. 

"Rosanna, it's Amanda. There's a boy here to see you." She knocked. 

"So early?" I questioned. 

"Doll, it's after midday." She chuckled and my mouth formed an 'o' shape. 

"Um, tell him I'll be out in a sec." I rolled off Damion and that's the time he decided on moving, he wrapped his arms around me pulling me back into his chest. 

"I'd never leave you after the night we just had, where are you going?" He kissed my neck, then my shoulder, my side. 

"Someone is here to see me. I'll be right back." I tried escaping his grip. "Damion, I'm coming right back I promise." 

"Fine." He let me go and I wondered how he was so him at one point and then like a teenage girl at the other. I put on a pair of shorts and a T-shirt and made my way into the living room. Amanda was in the kitchen and the aroma that gifted the house caused my belly to growl. Sitting on the couch was a very anxious Jason, instantly anger shot through me. 

"What are you doing here?" He turned to look at me and froze for a little while. My hands followed his gaze, and I remembered the markings on my neck. 

"Could we take a walk?" He came closer towards me. 

"I have nothing to talk to you about." I crossed my arms. 

"I know that I said I'd call, and I didn't. And you have every right to be upset but please just let me explain." 

"Explain what? Explain how I almost fell for your little tricks? Explain how you were just playing me the entire time? Or do you want to explain that you were supposed to 'pop my cherry' yes, I know all about that." I yelled not caring about Damion or Amanda. 

"It wasn't fake. I mean it was at first, but then I started liking you, like really like you. But at the same time, I had to do Shawn's dare. It wasn't just you; can you imagine me settling down with one chick when I have every one of them swooning at me? Cause I can't. When you asked me if I was playing you, you sounded so sincere, like you wanted this and with all that you shared with me I couldn't hurt you." He explained not breaking eye contact. 

"I immediately cut off everybody else I was talking to, and yesterday I was busy and last night I was too afraid to call, so I decided to come see you today. I want you Rosanna, not just for sex but an actual relationship with you." He was telling the truth this time; he was being utmost sincere. 

I dug deep, and I found the heartless bitch I had buried away a few days ago and brought her to the surface. "No. You can't have me; I've got a man. I don't want your apology and I want nothing to do with you. Right now, I don't care about your feelings because you weren't thinking about mine. The next thing Jason is that you were a fool to think that I'd let myself be played by the player. I believe you now that you want me, but I don't want you, go bag your feelings, tie them to your dick and push them in a cheap fake ass bitch like you always do. You'll get over me." 

A look of hurt and shock covered his face as he stood there dumbfounded. I started laughing just to make him feel worse. Looking back at this a few hours from now, I know I'll feel bad for him, but right now the bitch in me was working and she cared about nothing. 

"I bet you hear this all the time but you're the devil." He found his words. 

"And I try to let as little people know." I smirked. 

"I guess this is what all those girls feel like after I use them." He said more to himself than me. 

"Karma is really a bitch. If you could leave, I'd like that. My boyfriend is in my room waiting for me." Another look of pain crossed his face. 

"Ok, but I think you should see this." He pulled his shirt over his head and on the left side of his chest was a tattoo of my name Rosanna written in a cute font, with a little red heart dotting the R. That's the cutest I've ever seen my name. 

"That's cute. It's also funny how the player lost his dare." 

"I lost because I cared about you and wanted more than just sex." 

"Your fault, not mine, goodbye." I walked away leaving him standing there, slightly hurt but feeling good. 

"Everything ok?" I climbed into the bed and snuggled up with him kissing his cheek and circling my fingers on his chest. 

"Just fine."