Zhang Zhentian didn't know where Xia Jing was, and his heart was on fire with urgency. He longed to find her as soon as possible, to be reunited with her day and night. Silently, he pleaded in his heart, "Xia Jing, can you tell me where you are? I'm not asking for much, just for you to come out and see me. Is that really that hard?"
Zhang Zhentian felt excruciating pain in his heart. He now knew he had made a mistake, but the mistake had already been made. He thought he had received his punishment, but why wouldn't Xia Jing show up, even though she knew he missed her so much? Zhang Zhentian opened the window and shouted at the sky with a heartbreaking cry, "Heavens, why are you doing this to me? If it's because I hurt Xia Jing and you want to punish me, I've endured it. But why do you keep helping Xia Jing hide from me, not letting me find her? Why? Are you content only when you see both me and Xia Jing in pain? Can't you just let me see her once? Ah..."