"All right, since you've already spoken to that extent, I have no grounds to argue. I know that deep down, you never really had a place for me in your heart. I don't regret having spent so many years of my youth waiting for you. In my inner world, as long as I feel I love you, I could go on living just to protect you, and that has been enough for me.
Perhaps everyone seeks different things, and the outcomes they face will vary. You want a life of freedom and love, while all I have done is wait for you, yearning for you, sacrificing all my youth for you.