"Don't deny it. You want it." Killian said to me, stroking the nape of my neck with his thumb. His face is so close to mine and I forgot to breathe. I gasped when he pushed my dress higher, revealing my thighs to him and let his hands rest between my thighs. 

I tilted my head to the side to avoid his lustful gaze, penetrating deep into my soul. 

"Your body craves it." He said, firing kisses down my neck till his lips touched my hard, naked nipples. That sent shivers down my spine. My body erupted with goosebumps and I exhaled sharply. I want to speak, but I can't. He has that much effect on me. His tongue played with my nipples and I mewled. That felt so good. 

"You want me as much as I want you." He whispered with his lips pressed on my skin. I shouldn't be doing this. I know I should stay away from this man but how can I when he invades my thoughts daily? When he's the only one my body wants. It's frustrating because no matter how hard I try, I can't say no to him. And I am this close to making the worst mistake of my life. I swallowed, trying to fathom the words out.His fingers brushed my core and I jerked forward, pressing my body on his. 

"I don't want you." 

"You're lying." He said, playing with the strap of my thong with a lazy finger. My eyes rolled back in my socket with pleasure. I am lying but he's making it so hard.

"We shouldn't be doing this, Killian." Killian? Do I really have the right to call him that? 

"Give me one reason why and I won't touch you."

"Because you're my best friend's Fiance."

SEX WITH MY BEST FRIEND'S FIANCÉ

It's time for school again. Yesterday was the most fun day I had throughout this weekend. I had pizza and ice-cream and my roommates weren't even awake when I arrived back from the supermarket, leaving me with two large pizzas I couldn't finish of course. 


I needed to lick all the popsicles and walk back to the supermarket to return the ice cream but it was worth it, at least I had my money back, ate till I was full and felt like a ball, then slept like a baby just as I wanted. Plus, when I woke up, I still had a pack of pizza left and my roomies were present and awake. 


Kate was right, I shouldn't do things just because people want it, I needed to say my mind to them in the calmest and most reasonable way possible then we talked over my pizza and Savory ordered chicken wings and drinks. It was nice. Felt a lot like home. 


Now I'm on my bed, feeling all grumpy because today is Monday. Ugh, the weekend was so short. 


CHAPTER THIRTY THREE