"Don't deny it. You want it." Killian said to me, stroking the nape of my neck with his thumb. His face is so close to mine and I forgot to breathe. I gasped when he pushed my dress higher, revealing my thighs to him and let his hands rest between my thighs. 

I tilted my head to the side to avoid his lustful gaze, penetrating deep into my soul. 

"Your body craves it." He said, firing kisses down my neck till his lips touched my hard, naked nipples. That sent shivers down my spine. My body erupted with goosebumps and I exhaled sharply. I want to speak, but I can't. He has that much effect on me. His tongue played with my nipples and I mewled. That felt so good. 

"You want me as much as I want you." He whispered with his lips pressed on my skin. I shouldn't be doing this. I know I should stay away from this man but how can I when he invades my thoughts daily? When he's the only one my body wants. It's frustrating because no matter how hard I try, I can't say no to him. And I am this close to making the worst mistake of my life. I swallowed, trying to fathom the words out.His fingers brushed my core and I jerked forward, pressing my body on his. 

"I don't want you." 

"You're lying." He said, playing with the strap of my thong with a lazy finger. My eyes rolled back in my socket with pleasure. I am lying but he's making it so hard.

"We shouldn't be doing this, Killian." Killian? Do I really have the right to call him that? 

"Give me one reason why and I won't touch you."

"Because you're my best friend's Fiance."

SEX WITH MY BEST FRIEND'S FIANCÉ

I shouldn't be jealous but I am. I won't even deny it. ﻿ 


It's not news to me that I'm interested in this girl, I know I care about her way more than I should. ﻿ 


I know she's not mine but seeing her calm and comfortable with a man has me on an edge. It's unbearable. Especially after last night. ﻿ 


I felt my finger nails graze the skin of my palm and I quickly dip my hand into my pocket to play with my zippo. ﻿ 


It helps me relax. At least just for a little bit till my eyes lock with hers again. ﻿ 


Everytime I look at her, I see the blonde and it pisses me off. I want her by my side. Not with another. ﻿ 


I blew the whistle. "Everyone keep practicing. Coach Lizzie will take over now. I have something to do." I say. My head is everywhere but in the game. I won't be able to coach anything while thinking like this. ﻿ 


Lizzie immediately popped up from behind me and started barking orders. ﻿ 


CHAPTER FORTY FOUR