"Don't deny it. You want it." Killian said to me, stroking the nape of my neck with his thumb. His face is so close to mine and I forgot to breathe. I gasped when he pushed my dress higher, revealing my thighs to him and let his hands rest between my thighs. 

I tilted my head to the side to avoid his lustful gaze, penetrating deep into my soul. 

"Your body craves it." He said, firing kisses down my neck till his lips touched my hard, naked nipples. That sent shivers down my spine. My body erupted with goosebumps and I exhaled sharply. I want to speak, but I can't. He has that much effect on me. His tongue played with my nipples and I mewled. That felt so good. 

"You want me as much as I want you." He whispered with his lips pressed on my skin. I shouldn't be doing this. I know I should stay away from this man but how can I when he invades my thoughts daily? When he's the only one my body wants. It's frustrating because no matter how hard I try, I can't say no to him. And I am this close to making the worst mistake of my life. I swallowed, trying to fathom the words out.His fingers brushed my core and I jerked forward, pressing my body on his. 

"I don't want you." 

"You're lying." He said, playing with the strap of my thong with a lazy finger. My eyes rolled back in my socket with pleasure. I am lying but he's making it so hard.

"We shouldn't be doing this, Killian." Killian? Do I really have the right to call him that? 

"Give me one reason why and I won't touch you."

"Because you're my best friend's Fiance."

SEX WITH MY BEST FRIEND'S FIANCÉ

I'm standing outside the familiar mansion I've grown accustomed to aside from home. Getting out of the car with a man by my side, I take a deep breath. 


Kate's words when she poured her eyes out to me earlier today replays in my head; 


Please Hazel, help me take my mind off things. Everything is so choking. 


My family, my soon to be marriage, school.... just come tonight with Kaiden and let's have a good time. 


Kate needs this so here I am. I didn't know how to tell her that I wouldn't be with Kaiden anymore so I'm doing this for her. I'm sure the least she would've wanted to hear was my breakup in that state. I sigh. 


I've been so occupied that I forgot to leave him. Even if I wasn't occupied, how would I have broken it to her that I dumped him when she told me about this dinner long when I was hospitalised? The least I could've done, if I actually proceeded to end things with Kaiden, was wait till after the dinner. She would approve of that. 


CHAPTER SIXTY NINE