"Don't deny it. You want it." Killian said to me, stroking the nape of my neck with his thumb. His face is so close to mine and I forgot to breathe. I gasped when he pushed my dress higher, revealing my thighs to him and let his hands rest between my thighs. 

I tilted my head to the side to avoid his lustful gaze, penetrating deep into my soul. 

"Your body craves it." He said, firing kisses down my neck till his lips touched my hard, naked nipples. That sent shivers down my spine. My body erupted with goosebumps and I exhaled sharply. I want to speak, but I can't. He has that much effect on me. His tongue played with my nipples and I mewled. That felt so good. 

"You want me as much as I want you." He whispered with his lips pressed on my skin. I shouldn't be doing this. I know I should stay away from this man but how can I when he invades my thoughts daily? When he's the only one my body wants. It's frustrating because no matter how hard I try, I can't say no to him. And I am this close to making the worst mistake of my life. I swallowed, trying to fathom the words out.His fingers brushed my core and I jerked forward, pressing my body on his. 

"I don't want you." 

"You're lying." He said, playing with the strap of my thong with a lazy finger. My eyes rolled back in my socket with pleasure. I am lying but he's making it so hard.

"We shouldn't be doing this, Killian." Killian? Do I really have the right to call him that? 

"Give me one reason why and I won't touch you."

"Because you're my best friend's Fiance."

SEX WITH MY BEST FRIEND'S FIANCÉ

Seeing her leave because of me broke me. Seeing her walk away with the desperation to run after her being pungent but not able to destroyed me even more. 


It doesn’t make any sense. Just this morning and a few days ago, we made love. We were happy then all of a sudden she drops this on me. Certainly it can’t be before I forgot to inform her about Kate. 


I’ll terminate the contract binding me to Kate if I have to to make Hazel be mine completely, no matter the cost or effect it’ll have on me. Hazel is worth more. 


I let out a sigh, turning my head away from her direction. Could it be Asami again? 


But it could be, I know how dumb Asami could be, I contemplate in my head. I wish Hazel would just tell me. I honestly wish she wasn’t being so secretive about it. Another exhale leaves my mouth. My mind drifts back to earlier today when she spat those words at me. 


CHAPTER 173