"Don't deny it. You want it." Killian said to me, stroking the nape of my neck with his thumb. His face is so close to mine and I forgot to breathe. I gasped when he pushed my dress higher, revealing my thighs to him and let his hands rest between my thighs. 

I tilted my head to the side to avoid his lustful gaze, penetrating deep into my soul. 

"Your body craves it." He said, firing kisses down my neck till his lips touched my hard, naked nipples. That sent shivers down my spine. My body erupted with goosebumps and I exhaled sharply. I want to speak, but I can't. He has that much effect on me. His tongue played with my nipples and I mewled. That felt so good. 

"You want me as much as I want you." He whispered with his lips pressed on my skin. I shouldn't be doing this. I know I should stay away from this man but how can I when he invades my thoughts daily? When he's the only one my body wants. It's frustrating because no matter how hard I try, I can't say no to him. And I am this close to making the worst mistake of my life. I swallowed, trying to fathom the words out.His fingers brushed my core and I jerked forward, pressing my body on his. 

"I don't want you." 

"You're lying." He said, playing with the strap of my thong with a lazy finger. My eyes rolled back in my socket with pleasure. I am lying but he's making it so hard.

"We shouldn't be doing this, Killian." Killian? Do I really have the right to call him that? 

"Give me one reason why and I won't touch you."

"Because you're my best friend's Fiance."

SEX WITH MY BEST FRIEND'S FIANCÉ

I zip the last bag I’m taking with me to travel. I take a few steps back and place my hands on both sides of my hips as I stare at my luggage before me. I’m just spending a few weeks in school yet I’ve packed so much. I’ll need them all though, one can never be too prepared, staying at home and experiencing the ruckus first hand made me realise that in a brutal way. I sigh, totally and completely exhausted in every way possible. No one really talks about how draining yet exciting packing to travel is. Not to talk of having to unload when I arrive at my destination. Thinking about it is draining already. 


I groan, rolling my eyes along. I make my way forward, shifting my luggage to a corner in my room before walking to my bed. 


I raise my hand up to the back of my head to free my hair of the ponytail and let my hair dangle freely on my back. I packed it up prior so it doesn’t cause me to sweat while packing my things. 


CHAPTER 189