"Don't deny it. You want it." Killian said to me, stroking the nape of my neck with his thumb. His face is so close to mine and I forgot to breathe. I gasped when he pushed my dress higher, revealing my thighs to him and let his hands rest between my thighs. 

I tilted my head to the side to avoid his lustful gaze, penetrating deep into my soul. 

"Your body craves it." He said, firing kisses down my neck till his lips touched my hard, naked nipples. That sent shivers down my spine. My body erupted with goosebumps and I exhaled sharply. I want to speak, but I can't. He has that much effect on me. His tongue played with my nipples and I mewled. That felt so good. 

"You want me as much as I want you." He whispered with his lips pressed on my skin. I shouldn't be doing this. I know I should stay away from this man but how can I when he invades my thoughts daily? When he's the only one my body wants. It's frustrating because no matter how hard I try, I can't say no to him. And I am this close to making the worst mistake of my life. I swallowed, trying to fathom the words out.His fingers brushed my core and I jerked forward, pressing my body on his. 

"I don't want you." 

"You're lying." He said, playing with the strap of my thong with a lazy finger. My eyes rolled back in my socket with pleasure. I am lying but he's making it so hard.

"We shouldn't be doing this, Killian." Killian? Do I really have the right to call him that? 

"Give me one reason why and I won't touch you."

"Because you're my best friend's Fiance."

SEX WITH MY BEST FRIEND'S FIANCÉ

 I felt my heart rupture in my lungs at the sound of her voice. Guilt ate me up immediately and I instantly regretted how moments ago, I was not sorry how this is where I wanted to be. 


 I still am not. But right now, I’m not about to let myself get caught. 


 I must’ve mixed the dates, I thought she was coming tomorrow and even if she was indeed coming today, I thought she would be coming this evening. What is going on? 


 “Kate is here.” I pant, alerting Killian. We’re both in this room so I’m certain he heard her voice too. From the sound of her voice, I can tell she’s patrolling the house and it won’t take long to get to this room as she’s calling for him. 


 This is bad. I’m naked, this room smells like sex and I’m alone in a house with her fiancé when she was out of the state. How do I explain this. I try to move but my body fumble immediately. What is he, a sloth? Because if he was, I’d understand why he’s slow. 


CHAPTER 198