"Don't deny it. You want it." Killian said to me, stroking the nape of my neck with his thumb. His face is so close to mine and I forgot to breathe. I gasped when he pushed my dress higher, revealing my thighs to him and let his hands rest between my thighs. 

I tilted my head to the side to avoid his lustful gaze, penetrating deep into my soul. 

"Your body craves it." He said, firing kisses down my neck till his lips touched my hard, naked nipples. That sent shivers down my spine. My body erupted with goosebumps and I exhaled sharply. I want to speak, but I can't. He has that much effect on me. His tongue played with my nipples and I mewled. That felt so good. 

"You want me as much as I want you." He whispered with his lips pressed on my skin. I shouldn't be doing this. I know I should stay away from this man but how can I when he invades my thoughts daily? When he's the only one my body wants. It's frustrating because no matter how hard I try, I can't say no to him. And I am this close to making the worst mistake of my life. I swallowed, trying to fathom the words out.His fingers brushed my core and I jerked forward, pressing my body on his. 

"I don't want you." 

"You're lying." He said, playing with the strap of my thong with a lazy finger. My eyes rolled back in my socket with pleasure. I am lying but he's making it so hard.

"We shouldn't be doing this, Killian." Killian? Do I really have the right to call him that? 

"Give me one reason why and I won't touch you."

"Because you're my best friend's Fiance."

SEX WITH MY BEST FRIEND'S FIANCÉ

There’s something I hate more than cheating. And that’s not being able to get what I want despite coming so close to achieving it. 


I watched her get off the airport, I watched her throughout the journey till she arrived at her destination. I don’t know what happened after then because I have no internal access into his home anymore but hell has not broken lose so I can only assume one thing. 


They managed to swing the situation I worked so hard to achieve around and I have to admit it is aggravatingly infuriating but that only leaves me to settle on my newest plan for judgement. 


One I dwelled on during these few days of retirement while anticipating the return of a not-so-dumb brunette called Kate. I let out a sharp exhale. 


Maybe I held her in higher regards. She ended up being useless and dumb after all. I groan, running madder each second. 


CHAPTER 200