It's not an easy task, but I manage to drag him through the woods, the silence of the woods making the whole process eerie. Every step I take is accompanied by the sounds of the trees and the wind, and it feels like the entire forest is watching me.
I drag the man's body through the woods, finally coming up to the manor. I walk through the front gate, and I carry the man inside through the main hallway. His body is heavy, and I'm having a hard time dragging him inside.
I drag the man towards the operation theatre, my back aching from the effort of carrying him. I walk through the same maze of hallways and corridors that I had traveled before, this time with my victim's body in tow.
I reach the operating theatre, placing the man on the bed with a loud thud. I take a few moment to catch my breath, my body feeling tense and exhausted from the physical exertion of carrying him here.
I breathe deeply for a moment, trying to release the stress and tension built up in my body from carrying the body here. I take a deep breath, and I quickly reach for the knives that to operate on him. I carefully arrange them beside the man's body, making sure that there are quite sharp.
The man's body is still lying unconscious on the table, and the knives are arranged on the side in careful precision. I feel a surge of excitement and anticipation.
I feel a surge of energy and a sense of anticipation wash over me. I'm feeling excited and giddy, as if I'm about to embark on something huge. My heart is pounding, and my breath is coming quickly and shallowly.
I can't hold the excitement inside of me, and it's almost like I'm about to burst. It's like a pent-up energy that has been built up inside of me, waiting for the right moment to explode outside. My hand starts to tremble slightly, and I feel the adrenaline rush through my body.
My body moves in close to him, my heartbeat picking up speed and the adrenaline rush rushing through my veins. I can feel the excitement coursing through my body, making me feel almost high as I take in this feeling of excitement and anticipation.
I take a deep breath and look down at the unconscious man. I feel the excitement tingling through my fingers, and I feel my heartbeat pulsing through the air.
The man's body is wearing a heavy coat, likely to protect himself from the cold winters. The coat is made of thick fabric, likely made from leather or animal hide. The coat is warm and soft to the touch, and it looks like it was made for someone who spends a significant amount of time outside.
I'm still not sure whether or not I like the coat, but I feel a slight urge to remove it from the man's body. There's something about the coat that draws me in, the feel of the fabric against my fingers.
It's likely that I'm only interested in the coat because it looks like a nice piece of clothing, the type of coat that's expensive and made by a professional tailor. I like the feel of the fabric on my fingers, and I feel slightly tempted to keep it for myself.
I slowly start to take off the coat from the man's body, wanting to feel the fabric more. I want to see how it feels, and I want to look at the coat more closely.
As I slowly start to remove the coat, I can't help but be intrigued by the man's body underneath. I feel a slight urge to see more, and the desire to see his bare skin is growing stronger.
The man's body is lying there underneath the coat, the fabric not really hiding much. My eyes are drawn to the sight of the man's skin, and my urge is growing stronger and stronger.
I feel the skin underneath my fingers, and my breath starts to quicken. The feel of the flesh under my fingers is intoxicating...
I finally remove the coat from the man's body, and I feel a rush of excitement as I stare at his bare skin. I feel that same intoxication and desire, and I can feel myself start to lose control.
I want to see more, and I want to do more than just look at his skin. My fingers are tracing the curves of his body, my breath quickening as the desire inside of me grows stronger and stronger.
I reach for the knife, my fingers caressing the blade with a gentle touch. It's sharp and sleek, the edge of the blade shining in the light. I feel it's heavy weight in my hands, and I feel a sense excitement.
My breath is coming quickly now, and my heart is pounding hard in my chest. I feel like the entire world around me has suddenly stopped and only the man's body is real and alive. I feel like I'm about to explode, and the feeling is intoxicating.
I look at the reflection of myself and the man, the light from the room's window making the two images appear as one. The reflection of myself in the blade seems strangely warped and distorting, the image distorted by the curves of the steel. I watch this distorted and warped reflection and feel a sensation of darkness and chaos wash over me.
I feel a slight shift inside me as I look at the reflection in the knife, and a sense of darkness and chaos washes over me. My eyes narrow, and my breaths become shallow and quick. I feel the mask of sanity slowly slipping away, my true self rising and taking over.
I look at the man's unconscious body as I feel the mask of sanity slip away, and the dark and twisted part of myself rising up. It feels like a veil has been torn down, and I'm seeing myself as I truly am.
And quickly I stabbed him right on his chest, as the blood splashed on my face. "So refreshing!" Excitement increase in me and asking for more. So I did multiple times and everytime I did the more I felt excitement.
The room is saturated with blood, almost as if the walls are soaked with it. I feel an intense rush of adrenaline as I look at the walls of the room, and I see them tinted red with blood. It's like the entire room is saturated with the color, and the walls are dripping with it now.
I look down at my hands, and I see the red fluid smeared on my hands. It's like I'm covered in it, my hands wet with it I feel the thick, sticky substance on my hands, and I feel like I'm completely covered in it. The fluid feels like it's caked on my hands and coated my fingers.
I look at my hands and I start laughing. It feels like the entire room is filled with the sound of my laughter, the laughter bouncing off the walls and filling the space.
My laugh becomes more and more deranged and psychotic, the sound echoing through the room like a maniacal grin on my face.
My laughter is loud and harsh, my breath coming in shallow gasps as my breath catches. I'm laughing like a maniac, the sound filling the quiet room as my sense of sanity slips away.
I pulled apart his chest to explore inner organ in his body. As I remove my hands from it, I feel a strange sense of satisfaction and relief wash over me. The sense of satisfaction is so intense that I feel it flow through my entire body, almost like a rush of adrenaline. I start to laugh again, but this time the laugh is lighter and has a sense of joy and relief within it.
The feeling of being trapped in a confined space, the stuffed items surrounding my hands, makes me feel a sense of discomfort and constriction.
I take one of the inanimate objects out of the his body, my hand closing around it and gripping it firmly. The object is small and lightweight, and it feels strange in my hand.
I bring the small object close to my face and I study it. very small and innocent looking. I look at it for a long moment. I sat on that dead man and I start exploring his body more. I take things out of his body and examine them, my fascination with them growing.
I see the girl standing near the door, her eyes wide open and staring at me. The girl is looking at me with her wide eyes, her face pale and her expression blank. She looks like she's in shock, and she's now standing in the doorway, her hands clenched into fists.
I take the heart from his body, and I immediately walk towards the girl and place it into her hands.
I hold the heart toy firmly in her hands and I look up at her with my deranged and psychotic eyes. I keep the smile on my face, and I speak in a soft and gentle voice. "Is that good?"
The heart which is flesh out of his body is covered in the blood, and now I've placed it in her hands. It's like I'm presenting her with the heart, like I'm giving it to her as a gift.
I look at her, my deranged and twisted grin on my face, and I gently say, "Consider it as my heart."
My voice is soothing and smooth, a contrast to the deranged, psychotic attitude that I had displayed just minutes before. I'm trying to lure her in by appealing to her emotions and sense of empathy.
I continue to hold the heart firmly in her hands, and I look at her with my eyes wide open. They're smiling softly, and I can see the girl's eyes are now staring at me in a way that feels like she's trying to understand me.
The girl's face is full of mixed emotions, and I see her reaction is one of shock and fear. She's still staring at me, but it feels like her mind is slowly trying to catch up with what she's seeing and what she's feeling.
I continue to smile gently at her, my psychotic and deranged energy replaced with a gentle sense of compassion. I take a step closer to her, and I keep my gaze fixed on her.
I feel the shift inside of me as the deranged and psychotic part of myself steps back a bit, and the gentle and compassionate part of myself grows stronger. I slowly walk towards her, keeping my gaze on her and feeling the sense of empathy growing inside me.
I take a container and I place the heart inside. I then walked towards her, holding the containing in my hands. I offer her the containing in my hands, the lid sealed tightly.
I lean in closer to her and I whisper to her, "I want you to keep it safe."
My voice is soft and smooth, and I'm trying to speak to her in a way that's meant to appeal to her emotions. I want her to feel like she's the protector of the heart, and that is a precious thing that needs to be cared for.
I lean in close to her and I whisper in her ear, "If you don't take good care of the toy, there will be huge consequences, do you understand?"
I say the words in a menacing tone, and I see her eyes widen in fear as she stares at me. I keep whispering to her, my voice taking a menacing tone. I don't want her to feel that she's being threatened, but I want to create a sense of urgency and fear in her.
"It's very important that you keep the toy safe, and that you take care of it. If you do not keep it safe, I will be very angry, and I will not be able to control myself."